8. "Can I kiss you?"
“You didn’t had to be that mean to him Mia..” Justin says. I take a deep breath and sit down with Justin right next to me.
“Nah he’ll get over it soon..” I tell him he nods and looks down at his shoes. I sigh and close my eyes wanting everything just to go away. Sometimes is hard to face reality. “Everything is going to be alright.” Justin says. I open my eyes and see him looking at me. I shrugged my shoulders. “I don’t even know if everything is going to be okay after all of this.” I say. “You just have to have faith in you and life..” Justin says. “Is hard Justin everything is just falling apart.” I say. Justin sighs and opens his arms for me. I smile at him and hug him. “Justin thank you, for being there for me. “No problem babe.” he says. I hugged him tighter to me. “I will always be there for you just remember that okay?” “ Okay.” I turn my head to look at his face and he is grinning at me. I stare at his brown eyes and he stares at mine. “Your such a good friend..” I tell him. “You're such an amazing girl..” He says making my stomach flip. “Yeah?” “Yeah you really are.” he mumbles.
My phone goes off making me jump in surprise. “Hello?” I answered. “Baby?” I hear Andrew talked. “What?” I say. “Where are you? I am so sorry baby.” Andrew says. I sigh not really wanting to hear his apologies. “I am in the park with Justin..” I mumble. I hear him sigh in annoyance. “Oh..” “Yeah I’ll be there in a minute.” I tell him. “But are you still mad at me I said I was sorry.” He says. “No I am not babe Is ok.” I say. “Okay I love you.” He says. I smile. “I love you too.” He hangs up and I lock my phone. “We have to go..” I tell Justin. “Yeah okay..” He mumbles nodding his head. I stand up and pick up my bag putting it on my shoulder. “Mia..” Justin says. I feel him grabbing my hand. I stop to look at him and he looks nervous. “Yeah?” I asked him. “I don’t want to leave until I do something first. well that’s if you let me.” He mumbles I look at him confused. “What do you mean?”
“Can I kiss you?” He says. My stomach flips and my body freezes in shock. What the heck? “W-wh-at?” I say. “Please let me just kiss you. “I-I I” all of the sudden I feel Justin’s lips come in contact with mine. My eyes widened in shock. I thought I would've push him away but I did something stupid and I kissed back.
Our lips moved slowly, our eyes shut. My arms go around his neck and his around my waist. His nose touches mine making me stop breathing for a moment. Justin hugs me to his body and tugs on the ends of my shirt. My fingers touch the ends of his brown hair. I hear him groan. He opens his mouth letting my tongue explore his mouth. We kissed like that for awhile then minutes later I stop and close my eyes breathing hard. “Oh My god.” I whispered in shock. I can’t believe that happened. “Baby I am sorry.” “Oh my god.” I say again. Justin rubs my cheeks.
“Justin..” I gasped. “I know but I just needed to do that.” He says. “I cheated Justin..” I mumble shaking my head. “No you didn’t..” “Yes I did! Oh my god..” I whispered. “Hey is okay.” He whispers. I shake my head once again. “I can’t believe we did this!” I exclaim. Breathing hard I try to contain myself. “I cheated..” “No it was an accident babe.” “No it wasn’t! stop saying that!” I say. I tug on my hair and my eyes start to watered. “No don’t cry please babe..” I hear Justin whispered. “I can do this Justin I have to go.” I say and walk away from him. I turn to look behind me and I see him heart broken. I run as fast as I can to my aparment. I can’t go back to the hospital because I know I will feel guilty for what I just did back there. The more I think about it the more guilty I felt. I open the door of my hotel room and get inside. I closed the door and walk to my couch and lay down crying.
My phone rings and I jump in surprised. "Hello." I answer without looking at the caller ID. I hiccuped and wipe my nose."Babe? Where are you? I've been waiting for you this whole time." Andrew says. My body freezes once I realized is Andrew who is calling me. I don't know what to say so I stay quiet for a second. I shut my eyes tight feeling more tears falling down my cheeks.
"Babe are you there?" I clear my throat. "Yeah I am here.." I mumble. "Are you okay?" He asks me. "Yeah I am okay." I lied. "Okay then, but are you almost here?" He says. Shit I was supposed to be there. "Um yeah almost.." I lied again. "Okay I love you." He says. "I love you too." I mumble. I hear him chuckling then he hangs up. I take a deep breath and let out a sob. Gosh I am so stupid. But the weird thing is that I liked that kiss and it makes me feel more guilty. My phone rings again and I look at the caller ID. 'Justin' it says. I let it ring not wanting to answer him. I grab my car keys and my bag and walk out of my apartment. I walk to the elevator not looking where I was going. I bumped into a person and I hissed in my pain from my arm.
"Oh my god are you okay?" A guy's voice says.