I picked vanni up and sat her in my laps and let her cry on my chest then she fell asleep I took her to her room and lied her down I cover her up and sat next to her and I watched her sleep. I felt bad that Justin doesn't remember they were going out and now he's with sel I have to be honest I don't like sel she's not right for Justin if he can only see that then the next thing I know I fall asleep in the chair next to her bed.
Selena left and Chaz fell asleep on the couch I walked up stairs went passed Vanessa's room I saw Ryan sleeping in the chair next to her bed I felt weird I don't know but I felt this pain in my heart ugh I don't get it im with Selena I love her wait do I ugh I have to admit I have a crush on vanni is that even a thing to be in a realationship and have a crush on someone else I went in her room with out making noise to wake anyone up I went up to her and she had tear stains on her face I don't know wants up with her and crying I went to her mirror and saw a picture of me when I was little with a little girl wait I know that little girl it was Vanessa my girlfriend way before I became famous I smiled at the picture then a tear came down my cheek I remember watching her in a hospital bed lifeless and me being there everyday and not eating hoping it was a dream then I noticed why did vanni have this picture wait this cant be her can it no she died even dad told me she did ugh I walked out of the room and went to my room I lied down and looked up and kept thinking about Vanessa and with that I fell sleep
I woke up and saw Ryan sleeping on the chair next to my bed awwwe he looked so cute wait vanni what did you just say I went to the bathroom did every I had to do and went to wake Ryan up
"Ryan wake up" I said tapping and on the fourth tap he woke up
"Hey sorry I didn't want to leave you alone" he said
"Hey wanna go out somewhere today" he asked
"/um I don't think so"
"Please vanni for me" he got down on his knees and begged
"Fine I'll go let me get ready and we out"
"Yayyyyy and ok hurry" he said and walked out of my room and closed the door behide him I picked out some black shorts and a blue tank-top and wore my blue toms and let my hair curly like always and I went down stairs to Ryan.
Once vanni woke me I wanted to take her out for fun and she agreed I walked to a closet where me and chaz keep our spear clothes and I took out a blue shirt and black jeans and my blue J's I went to the bathroom to freshen up and got ready when I was done I went to the living room where Justin and Chaz were playing videogames
"Yo Ryan where you going" Justin called
"Im going out with a friend i'll be back in the afternoon" then vanni walked down and I noiced we were wearing the same color clothes she laughed and it was a while that I haven't heared her do
"you ready to go" I asked her
"Wait you going with vanni why not me"Chaz said like a little kid
"Ugh Chaz i'll take you next time ok but I need to take her so she can have fun ok" I said to him Justin kept looking at her and then at me
"Let's go Ry" Vanni said and we walked out to my car I drove to the laser tag place I remember Justin saying she like's these kind of things I parked the car and looked at her she had a smile on her face
"OMG Ry yayyyyyy this is gonna be the best day" she said getting out of the car and jumping like a little girl I got out of the car making sure I locked the doors and went inside me and vanni were in different teams she wanted coz she said she can get me well lets see
Me and Ry were in different teams I told him I can get him I love laser tag it's sooo fun I got my thing and went to hide so other people wont get me I was blue and while getting other people out I check my phone and it was12pm all ready I was hungry but I wanted to get Ryan I ran and I bumped into someone and it was Ryan we fell and he was on top of me he leaned in and well I did to and we kissed I felt sparks and maybe if Justin moved on so can I we pulled away and we smiled at each other Ry got up and picked me up
"Vanni" he said " I Really like you and I want you to be my girlfriend so what do yopu say would you be my girl" without thinking I said yes I wanted to move on now I cant stay hook to Justin anymore he smiled and we went to BK to eat fooood
that was long and im sorry I didn't up date I just have to deal with things at school and well that bot I told u guys I like he like me too but the thing is theres this other boy that sooo nice to me and he likes me and we always fool around and now idk how I feel anymore and all I wanna do is cry coz I feel alone and stupid not knowing what to do
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