And as I sit there, in my best moment, my phone buzzez.. I take it up to see a message from unknown.,
#GO AND KILL YOUSELF WORTHLESS BITCH! -Unknown#
I sigh and put my phone away, maybe , who ever it is, is right..
Who will even care if I die?
My mom? No.,,
My dad? FOR SURE NO!..
My friends? Wait, I don't have friends..
Yeah maybe killing myself, isen't that bad anyways.. I mean, they will all be happy without me..
Once again I sigh and sing for myself, and then it hits me.. Like a million og bricks.. I want to.. I want to die.. I want to leave! I can't take the hate.. I can't live like this.. This is my only chance!
I stand up from the cold wooden floor, I hear the T.V downstaris playing.. And my psrents talking and laughing..
I never thought i should say this, but I will miss them..
Of course you would, they are your parents..
Who said that?
Your inner voice dumbass .
Oh wow, even my inner voice hates me now.. Well goodbye inner voice!
As I wait for it to talk again, my phone buzz.. Once again.,
#DO US ALL A FAVOUR! GO KILL YOURSELF! NOW!!!!! -Unknown#
I sigh and type back..
#As you wish, bye world, bye life - The virgin who cuts and gets punched at home and bullied in school Alexandra#
I start my walk for the bathroom, when I reach it, I dont wait a second.. I find the blade under the sink..
And like that i start my journey to a better place.. I cut my wrist, I cut my legs, I cut my stomach, I cut it all..
After I drop the blade, I open the shelf and take out a glass and pills. I let the pills fall in my hand and within a second or two they are in me..
As I start to feel dizzy, I hear my phone buzz from my room.. I carefully walk in there and grab it..
I fight, just to keep my eyes open.. And all I see before I drop the phone is the word 'Unknown'
With my last powers I walk over to my guitar and hug it, then I sing the last song before everything goes black.. And i hear a scream..