2. Chapter One
I like the feel of the rain. It feels cold and refreshing. I love how it brings back the memories that I forgot I had. Or it just reminds me of the ones I'll never forget.
That kinda sucks. But everything has a downside.
The rain reminds me of her. It reminds me of her crying. Of us kissing, walking. Even the simplest things. It plays back in my mind like it happened yesterday. Really, the last time I saw her was about a year and a half ago.
Long time, I know. And in that time I've gone through 20 therapists. My mum gave up. Let me do what I want. Hoping that soon I'd open up.
I wasn't closed. Nothing shut down. It's just, now, there is nothing to show. She took it all.
“Luke. She's gone. She left a few weeks ago. No one knows what why," Caulm grabs me by the shoulders to stop me from trashing the place.
The only thing I've done that a therapist told me to is write. Little notes to myself or whoever. Just to tell them about my day and if things had changed. Except I don't write anything, I just put, “So, this is what happened.
The thing is, nothing ever happened.
Sorry, they are short but I'm trying to make a lot of chapters so...