I’m already staying here for two months. No communication with the Harry, even Gemma and the boys. I’m busy with designing gowns, and of course organizing weddings. Every time, there’s a wedding, I always cry. Sorry. I can’t still move on. He’s still in my heart. I tried to forget him but I just can’t. Maybe, they are happy now. He is happy with Vayne now.
“Ma’am, you have a delivery.” The maid said as she gave the envelope to me.
“Envelope ma’am.” She said. I laughed.
“Okay. You can go now.” I smiled at her. She’s funny.
I opened the envelope. It’s an invitation card. Who will have a wedding? I opened it and... Tears fall in my eyes again. Urggg... I can’t control those tears. Why is this happening to me? Harry is getting married to Vayne. Ouch. I want to burn the card, but I remember Vayne became my friend. I should just accept the fact. It really hurts. It really hurts. I want to disappear on this world now. I am even the maid of honour. Woah! I can’t accept it. I wiped my tears.
“Darling, why are you crying?” Mom asked.
“Mom...!” I hugged her.
“Why? What’s the problem?”
“Harry... harry is getting married to Vayne... It really hurts. It really, really hurts.”
“Shhhh... don’t worry. Maybe he’s not really your real prince. Don’t worry, everything will be okay.”
“But I love him. Why am I experiencing this?” I cried and cried. My dream boy, my inspiration, my life will be married. I’m even the maid of honour. Ouch. How I wish I am the bride. Undestined love? I think it is. He’ll be married.
I stayed on my room for the whole day. I didn’t eat. I don’t have the appetite to eat. I want to die. Harry why did you leave me? I thought you love me? You said you love me. In just an instant, you forgot everything we had. You forgot your love for me. Why Harry? Don’t I deserve you? I did my best to make you happy. I sacrificed. I became strong because you are always there for me. I achieved my dreams because you served as my inspiration. Bu now... you’ll be the reason of my sadness. I’m depressed. Super depressed. In need you to comfort me Harry. Please change your mind. Please.
“Hannah, come on let’s eat.” Mom invited.
“I’m not yet hungry mom.” I’ll never be hungry.
“You didn’t even eat your lunch. Come on.”
“Be sure to eat. You should eat to be healthy. Be strong baby. We’ll go to London next week.” I cried again. My eye bags will get big again. I remember the time Harry kissed me. He kissed me passionately. The way he looked at me, the way he held my hand, the way he smiled, the way he saved me, I remembered everything. I remember the way he loved me. He made me feel like I’m the most special girl in the world. Maybe our love story is just like the Movie Titanic. It’s so tragic. But I will always be like Rose. I will never changed you harry. I’ll never change my Jack. I hope you wouldn’t change your Rose too. Ouch. I don’t want to see the invitation card again. It really makes me hurt. But i should go to the wedding. I need to go. I shouldn’t embarrass them all, and myself.
I’ll be getting married in just a week. I’ll be married with my greatest love. I hope they all received their invitations already. My wedding will be the best wedding ever! Extraordinary wedding of the history! I am really excited to be with her forever. After all the challenges, I’ll have my happy-ever-after. Thank God. Everything will be perfect! Everyone will be happy. Take note of the date: January 12. This is my birthday. I’ll receive the best gift soon. Seven days more to go.