I can’t still get over with that kiss. Yes! She responded to my kiss. It means she liked it. And the best is... I’m her first kiss. Yeah! I love her.
“Buddy, what’s up with that smile?” Louis asked.
“Where have you been yesterday?” Liam asked.
“Congrats buddy.” Niall said with a matching clap.
“What did you do?” Zayn asked.
“Explore, ride, eat, watch fireworks display.and...”
“And?” they seemed to be excited. Should I tell my buddies?
“And that’s all.” I smiled at them.
“That’s all? Come on buddy. Tell us. It’s a secret to keep.” Louis assured. Because they are my buddies, okay, I’ll tell them.
“Wow! That’s great.” Zayn complimented.
“Congrats.” Liam said.
“Smart buddy.” Niall replied.
“Nice move. The best!” Louis said with a matching wink.
“Stop it buddies.” I’m too happy. Just don’t add.
“What about her boyfriend?” Liam asked.
“Rynnah is better!” Zayn cheered.
“Rynnah love team on the go!” Louis said.
I hope Hannah will make the right decision. I hope she’ll choose me. I loved her first. I deserve her.
“Hi Hannah.” I texted her.
“Hello.” She replied.
“So, what’s up? Wanna go out?”
“Uhmmm.Sure.” Yes! Date again.
“Where do you want to go?” I asked.
“It’s up to you. Just pick me on our house.”
“Okay.” Then I ended the conversation.
Yes! Another chance to let her know I love her. Before going out, I disguised as usual. I don’t want some travel. I bet only few knows we are here.
“Ready?” I asked as soon as I arrived on their house.
“Let’s go then.”
We are on the car.
“How’s your boyfriend?” I asked. Stupid question.
“He told me he was very busy in helping his dad. He can’t be with me for a week.”
“The kiss?” I asked.
“It’s embarrassing but yes.”
“What about it?”
“Uhmmm... Sorry. I know you’re courting someone and I’m taken. We shouldn’t kiss. I shouldn’t respond to your kiss.”
“Sorry.” I apologized. Yes, she’s right. But I still love the kiss.
“Look.” She said pointing a building.
“Morgan Fashion Inc.”
“Yeah, I’m sure Daniel’s there. Can we visit him?” She asked. Sweet girlfriend.
“Sure.” I couldn’t resist her.
We went inside and the secretary pointed the office. Hannah opened the door and... I’m shocked. We are both shocked.
“Babe, I can explain.”
“No need to explain. We saw it.” Hannah slapped him. Good for him.
“No, I love you.”
“We’re over.” Then she walked out.
Hannah walked out. She’s hurt. Really, really hurt. Daniel betrayed her. Before I went out of the office, I punch his face. I can’t help it. I don’t want Hannah to get hurt. Good for him. He’s a stupid idiot.
Now, I know what it feels to be betrayed. I shouldn’t play on love. I feel sorry for my ex-girlfriends. But this time, i know my love for Hannah is real. I’m serious. She’s the one. I went to the car and followed her.
“Babe, I can explain.” Daniel said as soon as we saw him with Amanda on his lap. They are kissing.
“No need to explain. We saw it.” I slapped him.
“No, I love you.” He held my hand. I don’t want him to touch me anymore. I’m fooled.
“We’re over.” I said then I walked out.
“No.” He said but I didn’t care. I continued going out of the office, I mean hell.
It really hurts. I’m such a fool. I sacrificed my happiness to make him happy. I answered him because I don’t want him to get hurt. I tried to love him. But he fooled me. I did everything I can to make him happy but it’s not enough. Of course, I didn’t give his needs. Why should I? He’s just my boyfriend. I didn’t even kiss him on the lips when we are together. He lied. He fooled me. I’m such an idiot. Why didn’t I know? I thought I’m only the one fooling myself but I didn’t know, he fooled me too. But I think we are equal. We fooled each other.
And that Amanda, I treated her as my sister. I’m such a fool. I’m so dum-dum. I didn’t even know she has an affair with Daniel. I hate myself for being so stupid. Why Amanda? Why my best friend? It would be more okay if it’s other girls. I’ll accept it. But her? I just really can’t. Urggg... I even thought Daniel is loyal and kind. Now I know, there’s a devil hiding on his angelic face. Now that I develop a little feeling for him. He’s wrong timing. But it’s better that I have known his secrets before these feeling will go deeper.
“Hannah, you want to go home?” Harry asked. We are on his car.
“No. Please take me anywhere.” I can’t stop crying.
“That Daniel is really an idiot. And who’s the girl?”
“My best friend.” I replied. Urggg.. I don’t want to mention her name.
“What the!” he looked so pissed.
“He’ll regret that he did that to you. He just lost a special girl like you. Don’t worry, everything will be okay.” He encouraged.
He stopped his car on a place which looks like a forest. Yeah, definitely, it’s a forest. How does he know this place? Is he planning to rape or kill me? Urggg.. Stop thinking negatives Hannah. He can’t do that! I said to myself. I know him. I trust him.
“Come on.” He invited. He grabbed my hand and we went to the forest.
After few minutes, we reached the place. There’s a pond there. But I can’t appreciate the beauty of the place because I’m not really feeling well.
“Shout what you want to say. This can help you.”
“I hate you Daniel!!!!!” I shouted.
“Amanda, you’re the best whore ever!!!!” Another shout. Sorry Amanda but it’s true.
“I hate you!!!” third shout.
“Go continue.” Harry said. This seems to be effective.
“I hate you. Go to hell!”
“Daniel, we fooled each other. I fooled you too. I didn’t love you anyway. Never!” I can’t help it.
“You didn’t love him?” Harry asked.
“I loved him as a friend.”
“Then why did you answer him?”
“It’s a long story.”
“Tell me. I’ll listen. It’s better to share what you feel. It would be better.” Yeah, he’s right. I should share it to him.
“Daniel saved me before. Because of being so clumsy I slept because of a stupid banana peel. He was able to catch me but unluckily he was imbalanced and he fell on the ground.”
“Continue.” He told me. Investigator?
“I tried to wake him up but he wouldn’t. I felt guilty that time. It’s my fault. Thank God his wound was not that complicated. I apologized to him and visited him to the hospital. Then we became friends. I met Amanda because of him. They are also friends. But then after a month, he courted me. I can’t say no. He saved me before. I had to make it up to him.”
“It’s better if you told him the truth. It’s hard to live with those lies.” He advised. I realized I made a mistake. I didn’t use my mind to think. Urggg... I’m so stupid.
“I can’t. I don’t have enough courage.” I explained. I felt like there’s a big stone lift from my heart after telling him.
“I tried to love him but I just really can’t because....” I continued.
“Because?” he asked.
“I love somebody else.”
“Who’s that lucky guy?” he asked. He seemed to be so curious. Sorry but I won’t tell you.
“Can I hug you?” I asked you trying to change the topic.
I hugged him. I felt I’m safe.
“Thank you.” I whispered.
“My pleasure.” He replied.
Thanks Harry for always being here for me. I really love you. But for now, I have to move on from that bad experience. I lost a friend. I’m sad but some part of me is happy because I am free from being imprisoned. I achieve my happiness- to be free. I felt Harry kissed my forehead. That’s the last thing I remember before everything turned to black.