I sat in the lounge. Tears falling down my cheeks. I stared at an empty spot on the ground. I'm surrounded by lies. My 'friends' were pretending to be my friends. Here I am sobbing my eyes out while they all must be having fun at the 5SOS concert. Luke's probably having fun. He didn't care about me at all. He was the biggest lie of all. He was the one thing I cared about and now he's gone but I'm glad. I don't want that bastard in my life anymore. Suddenly there was a knock at the door but I ignored it. Talking to people is the last thing I want right now. The person continued to knock before opening the door and letting themselves in.
"I thought that I would find you here." his voice echoed through the room.
I ignored him with even more tears falling down my cheeks. I looked at him in the corner of my eye and I saw him walk towards me. I shot up right away and smacked him in the face. The tears would not stop.
"Listen to me." he pleaded.
I shook my head. "I don't want to hear it." I spat.
"Chlo please just listen."
"No Luke I am done with you. I am done with everything. I fucking hate you. You used my friends to get to me and they let you. I can't live like this anymore. You ruined me. You ruined my life." I shouted.
He took a steep back and looked down. I took a glance at him before storming up to my room. I felt someone grab my wrist and I suddenly span around to face Luke.
"Let go of me." I yelled.
I tried to get out of his grip but I couldn't"
"Luke." I yelled again.
Suddenly Ashton, Michael and Calum barged through the door.
"What's happening?" Ashton asked.
I stared at Luke before swatting my hand away from him.
"Absolutely nothing." I said before running up to my room slamming the door.
I ran over to my bed and got my pillow I put it over my face and started to scream. The tears came faster and faster. I totally broke down. My heart hurt. I always thought that heartbreak was just a term. Not a feeling.
"Chloe let me in." I heard Ashton say knocking on the door.
I didn't do anything because I don't have the energy. I heard someone pick the lock and the door swung open to see Ashton standing there. He walked in closing the door behind him. I sat on the floor continuing to cry into my pillow. I felt someones arms wrap around me and Ashton was there trying to comfort me.
"Shhh. It's going to be okay." Ashton spoke.
I tried to stop crying but I couldn't.
"Do you know what I hate the most?" I asked inbetween sobs.
Ashton shook his head and I sighed.
"I hate how I still love him." I cried.
So as I said in the blurb I wrote this story before and I deleted it. I don't know why and I have like 2 accounts on novellas and I don't know if it was this one or not. But here's this story :) I hope you guys enjoy.