Like the waves of the sea (Sequel of my prince is in London English- Dutch book )

“You say it will be alright but look at us, tired of the things we used to want, we used to live for… “ I said, sighted, frustrated. He took me in his arms. "Shhh.... We have to fight, we have to live for them... " “You don’t know what I feel, I feel like an idiot who just gives up her ‘Belgian’ life for this paparazzi life and give it up for children when there is an end for them before yours” - Cover made by Megan_Aurea

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28. Why? Why you?

English - Engels:

After 2-3 weeks, riding away and back from home to hospital, Niall could come finally back home. Eleanor and Louis helped me with the kids and Niall. When Niall could do more, we will do more itself. The alarm went off.  ‘Wake up beautiful.’ I said and gave Niall kisses on his face. ‘mmm…’ I heard him saying .’You have to get up. Because you promised Lilly en Nina to go to school with them.’ I said. I have to help him most of the times but it went better and better. 

‘I’m gonna take a show, wanna join? Need some help. ’ He asked mischievious. We showered together and I helped him dressing up.  ‘Hands up like Nina and Lilly have to do.’ I laughed when I helped him putting his t-shirt on. I gave him quickly a kiss on his mouth. ‘I’m going to wake up our little girls and make them ready. You can go downstairs for your breakfast.’  I winked.

I woke Nina up and made her ready and brought her to Niall. Then I did the same with Lilly. I went downstairs and saw Niall, Nina and Lilly eating. I smiled and gave Niall a kiss. ‘You’re doing it great daddy Horan.’ I said. ‘I’m trying.’ He said. 

We walked to Lilly and Nina's school. I held Nialls hand. After we arrived at their school, we walked a moment in the forest.  ‘You know, I was so scared to loose you. I’m happy to have you back.’ I said. ‘I’m happy to have my other half next to me. I was so stupid believing that my beautiful girl would cheat on me. Stupid me.’ He said. I looked at him. ‘It happened and we take a new start now.’ I said. ‘Of course.’ He said and laid his hand on my belly.

‘Shall we go back home?’ He proposed. I nodded and went back home. I saw a letter in the mailbox.  For Niall Horan…

He opened the letter and got a pale white face.  ‘What’s wrong honey?’ I said. He gave me the letter.

You think it’s good between you and Eline but I have a secret in my belly a fourth Horan. It’s your fault! You were drunk that night so I want you to take care of the baby, take your responsibilities. So you have to move in with me or I send my lawyer to you. J.

We knew it was Jenny. ‘Really serious Niall? You could break me with everyone but you break me with the person who broke me more than two times?’ I said disappointed. ‘I promise she lies!’ He shouted. ‘I know… but you didn’t trust me the time before so I don’t know if I can now too…Let me just go to my bed to think about it.’ I said. He nodded.

I slept for a while until I felt hands over my shoulders. They gave me a hug and their eyes looked at me. ‘It’s noon, I made some lunch. I love you Eline. I would never cheat on you again. It was just a mistake when Nina was born that I did that. But I never made Jenny pregnant.’ He said, almost crying.

 

‘I know Niall. But I’m just tired of this misery.’ I said and he stroked my hair. ‘Maybe sleep a bit again. It will help a bit?’ He said. I closed my eyes. When I woke up, I saw nobody home. I was worried , where is he? I looked at a note : 

Princess, I’m picking up the kids. Don’t worry, I can it alone, I don’t wanna wake you up. I’ll be back soon. X Niall

I smiled. I lie for a while on the couch. Then I heard the door. My two girls ran to me and hugged me.‘Mommy! Daddy picked us up!’ They said happy. ‘That’s great. Thanks daddy.’ I said and looked at Niall. Lilly pulled Nina at her so they could play upstairs. Niall sat next to me. ‘Hey.’ He said softly. ‘You okay?’ He asked quickly. I nodded.

He took me in his arms. ‘I don’t know if I can handle it Niall, she always has to destroy me… It kills me inside.’ I cried. ‘ssshh… me too princess but she can’t tear us apart.’ He assured me. ‘What if she comes here? What if she wants to kill me?’ I invented some scenarios in my head. ‘I’ve thought about that too honey, so I have choosen 3 options: we’re going to Belgium or we search another house in London or we move over to Ireland.’

‘What do you think it’s the best?’ I asked him. ‘Maybe moving over to Belgium or Ireland… It’s maybe a hard decision but we have too..’ He said scared. ‘But can’t she know as die hard fan your parents house?’ I asked him. ‘Then is it Belgium… or another country…’ He sighted..

‘I’ve already searched something when you were asleep.’ He said like he was the guilty one of all this. He took the laptop and showed me some houses if we're going to Belgium. Fortunately, not far away from my parents. ‘We can move to Belgium soon. Holiday’s coming up.’ He said. ‘But how can we tell it to everyone?’ I asked worried.

‘I’ll do that?’ He proposed. I laid my head on his chest. ‘Thank you to take care of me.’ I said. ‘I love you Eline. You take care of me instead I take care of you… You gave me everything. Life, love, family, hapiness. Just everything.’ He said and took me in his arms. I felt safety with him. It doesn't matter anyore if Jenny wanted to break me or not. 

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Nederlands - Dutch: 

Na 2 – 3 weken heen en weer van huis naar ziekenhuis te gaan, mocht Niall eindelijk naar huis. Louis en Eleanor hielpen me met de kinderen en Niall. Wanneer Niall wat meer kon deden we het zelf. De wekker ging. ‘Wake up beautiful.’ Zei ik en gaf Niall kusjes op zijn gezicht. ‘mmm…’ hoorde ik hem zeggen.’You have to get up. Because you promised Lilly en Nina to go to school with them.’ Zei ik. Ik moest hem vaak nog helpen maar het ging beter en beter.

‘I’m gonna take a show, wanna join? Need some help. ’ vroeg hij ondeugend. We douchten samen en ik hielp hem met omkleden. ‘Hand up like Nina and Lilly have to do.’ Lachte ik toen ik hem hielp zijn t-shirt aan te doen. Ik gaf hem snel een kusje op zijn mond. ‘I’m going to wake up our little girls and make them ready. You can go downstairs for your breakfast.’ Knipoogde ik.

Ik maakte Nina wakker maakte haar klaar en bracht ze naar Niall. Daarna deed ik hetzelfde met Lilly. Ik ging naar beneden en zag Niall, Nina en Lilly ontbijten. Ik glimlachte en gaf Niall een kus. ‘You’re doing it great daddy Horan.’ Zei ik. ‘I’m trying.’ Zei hij.

We wandelden naar Lilly en Nina’s school. Ik hield Nialls hand vast. Nadat Lilly en Nina op school waren aangekomen , wandelden ik en Niall een stuk door de bossen. ‘You know, I was so scared to loose you. I’m happy to have you back.’ Zei ik. ‘I’m happy to have my other half next to me. I was so stupid believing that my beautiful girl would cheat on me. Stupid me.’ Zei hij. Ik keek hem aan. ‘It happened and we take a new start now.’ Zei ik. ‘Of course.’ Zei hij en legde zijn hand op mijn buik.

‘Shall we go back home?’ stelde hij voor. Ik knikte en we gingen naar huis. Ik zag post in de brievenbus. For Niall Horan…

Hij opende de brief en kreeg een lijkbleek gezicht. ‘What’s wrong honey?’ zei ik. Hij gaf me de brief.

You think it’s good between you and Eline but I have a secret in my belly a fourth Horan. It’s your fault! You were drunk that night so I want you to take care of the baby, take your responsibilities. So you have to move in with me or I send my lawyer to you. J.

We wisten dat het Jenny was. ‘Really serious Niall? You could break me with everyone but you break me with the person who broke me more than two times?’ zei ik teleurgesteld. ‘I promise she lies!’ riep hij. ‘I know… but you didn’t trust me the time before so I don’t know if I can now too…Let me just go to my bed to think about it.’ zei ik. Hij knikte.

Ik sliep even tot ik handen over mijn schouders voelden. Ze gaven me een knuffel en de ogen keken me aan. ‘It’s noon, I made some lunch. I love you Eline. I would never cheat on you again. It was just a mistake when Nina was born that I did that. But I never made Jenny pregnant.’ Zei hij, bijna aan het huilen.

 

‘I know Niall. But I’m just tired of this misery.’ Zei ik en hij streelde mijn haar. ‘Maybe sleep a bit. It will help a bit?’ zei hij. Ik sloot mijn ogen. Toen ik wakker werd zag ik niemand in huis. Ik maakte me zorgen waar is Niall heen. Ik keek op een briefje:

Princess, I’m picking up the kids. Don’t worry, I can it alone, I don’t wanna wake you up. I’ll be back soon. X Niall

Ik glimlachte. Ik lag nog even op bank. Toen hoorde ik de deur opengaan. Mijn twee meisjes renden al naar me en knuffelden me. ‘Mommy! Daddy picked us up!’ zeiden ze blij. ‘That’s great. Thanks daddy.’ Zei ik en keek naar Niall. Lilly trok Nina mee om naar boven te gaan spelen. Niall kwam naast me zitten toen ik ging zitten. ‘Hey.’ Zei hij zacht. ‘You okay?’ vroeg hij nog snel. Ik knikte.

Hij nam me in zijn armen. ‘I don’t know if I can handle it Niall, she always has to destroy me… It kills me inside.’ Huilde ik. ‘ssshh… me too princess but she can’t tear us apart.’ Verzekerde hij me. ‘What if she comes here? What if she wants to kill me?’ ik had enkele scenarios in mijn hoofd. ‘I’ve thought about that too honey, so I have choosen 3 options: we’re going to Belgium or we search another house in London or we move over to Ireland.’

‘What do you think it’s the best?’ vroeg ik hem. ‘Maybe moving over to Belgium or Ireland… It’s maybe a hard decision but we have too..’ zei hij bang. ‘But can’t she know as die hard fan your parents house?’ vroeg ik hem. ‘Then is it Belgium… or another country…’ zuchte hij.

‘I’ve already searched something when you were asleep.’ Zei hij alsof hij schuldig was. Hij pakte de laptop en liet me enkele huizen zien voor als we naar België zouden verhuizen. Allemaal gelukkig dichtbij mijn ouders. ‘We can move to Belgium soon. Holiday’s coming up.’ Zei hij. ‘But how can we tell it to everyone?’ vroeg ik bezorgd.

‘I’ll do that?’ stelde hij voor. Ik legde mijn hoofd tegen zijn borst. ‘Thank you to take care of me.’ Zei ik. ‘I love you Eline. You take care of me instead I take care of you… You gave me everything. Life, love, family, hapiness. Just everything.’ Zei hij en nam me in zijn armen. Ik voelde me veilig bij hem. Het maakte me niet meer uit of Jenny me wou breken of niet. 

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