Like the waves of the sea (Sequel of my prince is in London English- Dutch book )

“You say it will be alright but look at us, tired of the things we used to want, we used to live for… “ I said, sighted, frustrated. He took me in his arms. "Shhh.... We have to fight, we have to live for them... " “You don’t know what I feel, I feel like an idiot who just gives up her ‘Belgian’ life for this paparazzi life and give it up for children when there is an end for them before yours” - Cover made by Megan_Aurea

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44. We can make it better believe me!

English - Engels : 

Months flew away and Niall could start up a second career with Harry as a help. I was alone again. Nina left the house, I was so sad. Everyone said goodbye to her that day, except Niall. He had to work at the studios. The only moments that I saw him was if I already slept or in the morning. 

Lilly was most of times at school or at Connors place and Nathan closed the door for me; I only saw him as it was dinner or in the morning. He only wanted to see Niall... I can't enter his room and talking is also a problem. Nina sometimes visit us or I come to her, but she isn't there the moments I needed her the most. 

‘It'll be alright.' Everyone said like Lilly, Nina, Megan, Eleanor and Danielle. But then there had to be a change.. I almost cried me asleep until Niall came. He lie next to me. ‘Princess, are you still awake?’ He asked softly. I didn't move and hoped he woudln't see my taers and that he thought that I was already sleeping. 

He noticed that I was still awake. He turned me around and saw my crying face. 'Hey what's wrong?' He asked worried. 'Nothing' I lied.' There's something. I know it and I feel it. You’re my wife so I know you and I know there’s something.’ He said and held my chin up high. ‘There’s nothing to worry. Let’s sleep now.’ I said and turned around.

He turned me back around. ‘It’s about me?’ He asked. ‘Let it go, Niall.’ ‘Let it go, let it go, don’t hold it back anymore.’ He sang and I couldn't hold back my laugh.  ‘Well, spit it out.’ He added. ‘I don’t spit it out because you would feel guilty about it and I don’t want to see you unhappy.’ Then he took my face and looked me in the eyes.  ‘I won’t feel guilty about it. It’s about my carreer? I know it would give problems… ‘ ‘Niall, let me speak…’ ‘I have to say to the studios that I quit.’

I laid my finger on his mouth. ‘I don’t say that you have to quit. It’s just the fact that I’m alone now… Nathan only comes downstairs for food or in the morning to go to school. He only wants to talk to you or Lilly or Nina. Not even to me. So I’m really alone. Everyone says it will be alright but I don’t believe it.’ Tears streamed down my face.

He was speechless and took me in his arms. ‘Should I talk to Nathan? I will call tomorrow morning to the studios for a day off and then we’re going to do something together. I was always working day and night and now I see how much it hurts you…’ ‘It normally doesn’t hurt me a lot when the kids were younger they listened to me but now…’ ‘I’m here now princess. I don’t go away…’ He assured me.

The next day he did what he had promised. He had a day off and this morning I heard him talking to Nathan. I could stay in bed he said.  ‘He really thought that it was your fault that I had to work… That you couldn’t stop me.’ Niall  sighted. ‘Now I made him clear that you let me go because you love me and you couldn’t stop me at all.’ He said.

He went for a while downstairs. Then he came back. ‘Service, breakfast’s coming.’ He said and brought breakfast. .’ ‘ I have legs?’  ‘Yeah but you deserved some breakfast here.’ I smiled. ‘And I have more surprises.’ He said mischievious.

Aa a surprise he took me tho the beach. 'You know how to treat a woman?' I laughed. 'Yeah I have a beautiful wife.' He said in a flirty way. He took my hand and we walked alongside the water. ‘our relation is like the waves of the sea.’  He told me. ‘Huh?’  ‘The waves are strong, just like us. You have big waves, the ups in our relation like our kids, the wedding, family… And then you have the small ones, the downs like Jenny in the beginning, my career, the paps,… But without the big and the small waves we can’t live together.’ He explained

‘Quite inspiring, Horan. ‘ ‘Yes it is.’ He smiled and I gave him a kiss. ‘I’m god so thankful that you appaered in London. I fit was on a concert, it would be more difficult.’ ‘Maybe you wouldn’t notice me. Maybe you would have another girl who gives you kids.’ I said and looked down to the sand, to his feet and mine. 

He took my face in his hands. ‘One way or another I’m gonna find you, I’m gonna meet you meet you meet you ‘ He started singing. I laughed. ‘One way or another if you are the one we would find each other.’ He said. I nodded.

After a walk and conversations on the beach, we went finally home. Nathan just arrived home. He gave me a hug.. ‘Sorry mom for everything. I thought you could stop dad with working day and night. I was so sad that I couldn’t see him a lot and I really thought it was your fault. But it isn’t.’ Nathan said. I rubbed his back. ‘It’s okay, I’m happy you’re talking again. If you have said it immediately I could explain it…’ I said him and gave him a kiss on his hair. 

‘Dad will make more time for you all. I will try to organise myself that I will be free in the weekend and that I’m home for dinner.’ He told us. I saw Nathan smiling; Thanks to him I couldn't hold my smile too. I felt Nialls body coming closer and I felt that he hugged me and Nathan.  

‘Am I too late for the grouphug?’ I heard Lilly saying, while she opened the frontdoor. We shook our heads and she closed the door so she could wrap her arms around us. We let each other go and ordered some food. Nobody wanted to cook something so it became the pizza delivery.  ‘I will make sure we have more time together as a family.’ Niall promised.

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Dutch - Nederlands:

 

Maanden gingen voorbij en Niall kon een tweede carrière opstarten met Harry als hulp. Ik zat weer alleen. Nina verliet het huis, ik was zo verdrietig , iedereen nam afscheid van haar die dag, behalve Niall. Hij moest gaan werken in de studios. De enige momenten dat ik hem zie is s avonds als ik al slaap en s ochtends.

Lilly is vaak op school of bij Connor en Nathan sluit zich af van me. Ik zie hem alleen als het eten is of s ochtends. Alleen Niall wil hij zien… Ik mag niet in zijn kamer en praten mag ik ook al niet. Nina komt af en toe langs of ik ga naar haar, maar ze is er nooit op de momenten dat ik haar nodig heb.

‘Het komt wel goed.’ Zegt iedereen zoals Lilly, Nina, Megan, Eleanor en Danielle. Maar dan moet er toch veel veranderen… Ik huilde me bijna in slaap tot Niall kwam. Hij kwam naast me liggen. ‘Princess, are you still awake?’ vroeg hij zacht. Ik bewoog niet en hoopte dat hij mijn tranen niet zag en dat hij dacht dat ik sliep.

Hij merkte dat ik wakker was. Hij draaide me om en zag mijn huilend gezicht. ‘Hey what’s wrong?’ vroeg hij bezorgd. ‘Nothing.’ Loog ik. ‘There’s something. I know it and I feel it. You’re my wife so I know you and I know there’s something.’ Zei hij en hield mijn kin omhoog. ‘There’s nothing to worry. Let’s sleep now.’ Zei ik en draaide me om.

Hij draaide me terug. ‘It’s about me?’ vroeg hij. ‘Let it go, Niall.’ ‘Let it go, let it go, don’t hold it back anymore.’ Zong hij en ik kon mijn lach niet inhouden. ‘Well, spit it out.’ Voegde hij eraan toe. ‘I don’t spit it out because you would feel guilty about it and I don’t want to see you unhappy.’ Toen pakte hij mijn gezicht en keek me in de ogen. ‘I won’t feel guilty about it. It’s about my carreer? I know it would give problems… ‘ ‘Niall, let me speak…’ ‘I have to say to the studios that I quit.’

Ik legde mijn vinger op zijn mond. ‘I don’t say that you have to quit. It’s just the fact that I’m alone now… Nathan only comes downstairs for food or in the morning to go to school. He only wants to talk to you or Lilly or Nina. Not even to me. So I’m really alone. Everyone says it will be alright but I don’t believe it.’ Tranen stroomden over mijn gezicht.

Hij was sprakeloos en nam me in zijn armen. ‘Should I talk to Nathan? I will call tomorrow morning to the studios for a day off and then we’re going to do something together. I was always working day and night and now I see how much it hurts you…’ ‘It normally doesn’t hurt me a lot when the kids were younger they listened to me but now…’ ‘I’m here now princess. I don’t go away…’ Stelde hij me gerust.

De volgende dag deed hij wat hij beloofde. Hij had een dagje vrij en deze ochtend hoorde ik hem met Nathan praten. Ik mocht in bed blijven liggen zei hij. ‘He really thought that it was your fault that I had to work… That you couldn’t stop me.’ Niall zuchte. ‘Now I made him clear that you let me go because you love me and you couldn’t stop me at all.’ Antwoorde hij.

Hij ging even naar beneden. Daarna kwam hij terug. ‘Service, breakfast’s coming.’ Zei hij en haalde het ontbijt.’ ‘ I have legs?’  ‘Yeah but you deserved some breakfast here.’ Ik glimlachte. ‘And I have more surprises.’ Zei hij ondeugend.

Als verrassing nam hij me mee naar zee. ‘You know how to treat a woman?’ lachte ik. ‘Yeah I have a beautiful wife.’ Zei hij flirterig. Hij pakte mijn hand en we wandelden langs het water. ‘our relation is like the waves of the sea.’ Vertelde hij me. ‘Huh?’  ‘The waves are strong, just like us. You have big waves, the ups in our relation like our kids, the wedding, family… And then you have the small ones, the downs like Jenny in the beginning, my career, the paps,… But without the big and the small waves we can’t live together.’ Legde hij uit.

‘Quite inspiring, Horan. ‘ ‘Yes it is.’ Hij glimlachte en ik gaf hem een kus. ‘I’m god so thankful that you appaered in London. I fit was on a concert, it would be more difficult.’ ‘Maybe you wouldn’t notice me. Maybe you would have another girl who gives you kids.’ Zei ik en keek naar het zand, naar mijn voeten, zijn voeten.

Hij pakte mijn gezicht in zijn handen. ‘One way or another I’m gonna find you, I’m gonna meet you meet you meet you ‘ begon hij te zingen. Ik lachte. ‘One way or another if you are the one we would find each other.’ Zei hij. Ik knikte.

Na een hele wandeling en conversaties op strand gingen we naar huis. Nathan kwam juist aan. Hij gaf me een knuffel. ‘Sorry mom for everything. I thought you could stop dad with working day and night. I was so sad that I couldn’t see him a lot and I really thought it was your fault. But it isn’t.’ zei Nathan. Ik wreef over zijn rug. ‘It’s okay, I’m happy you’re talking again. If you have said it immediately I could explain it…’ zei ik hem en gaf hem een kus op zijn haar.

‘Dad will make more time for you all. I will try to organise myself that I will be free in the weekend and that I’m home for dinner.’ Vertelde hij. Ik zag Nathan glilmlachen. Door hem moest ik ook glimlachen. Ik voelde Nialls lichaam dichterbij komen en voelde dat hij mij en Nathan een knuffel gaf.

‘Am I too late for the grouphug?’ Hoorde ik Lilly, terwijl ze de voordeur opende. We schudden onze hoofden en ze sloot de voordeur en sloeg haar armen rond ons. We lieten elkaar los en we bestelde wat eten. Niemand had zin om te koken dus het werd pizza.  ‘I will make sure we have more time together as a family.’ Beloofde Niall. 

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