Like the waves of the sea (Sequel of my prince is in London English- Dutch book )

“You say it will be alright but look at us, tired of the things we used to want, we used to live for… “ I said, sighted, frustrated. He took me in his arms. "Shhh.... We have to fight, we have to live for them... " “You don’t know what I feel, I feel like an idiot who just gives up her ‘Belgian’ life for this paparazzi life and give it up for children when there is an end for them before yours” - Cover made by Megan_Aurea

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27. It's all my fault

English - Engels: 

I haven't still heard something of Niall yesterday. I'm worried... I looked in the mailbox and found the results of the DNA tests. I came back and the phone went off. ‘Hello?’ ‘Misses Horan? I’ve bad news. Niall Horan had an accident. He lays in the intensive care, will you come please?’ I couldn't believe it. My man;.. my everything. I took the car and went to the hospital. 

I was confused. Luckily for me that I didn't have to go to Lilly and Nina to their school. I stepped into the hospital and searched me a way to his room. I saw him there lying.... tubes around him. I sat next to him and took his hand. ‘Niall… I hope it’s not my fault you lay here. I wanted to say a lot to you. I wanted to say since the argument something important.’ I laid his hand on my belly ‘We’re going to have a baby boy Horan. I’m almost 4 months pregnant.’ I said proud.

‘And I don’t know if you heard it but Nina and Lilly are yours.’ I said ‘I got the results yesterday and today it is in our mailbox.’ I said ‘I hope you will be better soon and live together with me in the house with the kids.’ I stroked his hair. 

Suddenly I heard the door. I saw Jenny standing there. ‘What are you doing?’ I asked her ‘He’s my boyfriend.’ ‘Since when?’ ‘Since you cheated on him!’ She said. It broke my heart. I didn't cheat on him. ‘I didn’t cheat on him, he thought that.’ ‘And now go away. You did enough.’ I gave Niall a kiss on his forehead.  ‘I’ll be back soon, maybe I’ll take Lilly and Nina with me.’ I whispered. ‘I’ll be there when you need me.’

I knew that I will lose it when I argue with Jenny. I called Louis, asking if he would come to the hospital. I trust Louis the most after Harry. But that's emotional now. After talking with the doctor, I saw Louis coming to me. He gave me a hug.  ‘What’s happening here?’ ‘Niall had an accident…’ I said and cried ‘Why aren’t you in the room?’ ‘Jenny… she claimed to say she’s his girlfriend and that I cheated on Niall. I hope he’ll forget everything what happened to start again… I told him something in his sleep.’ I said and looked at my belly.

‘You’re pregnant again?’Louis asked astonished. I nodded. 'It’s a boy. Niall absolutely wanted a boy and it’s a boy. I’m four months already.’ He gave me a hug. ‘I’m soon back, I want to see Niall.’ He said and stood up. I nodded. I texted to Eleanor if she could pick up Lilly and Nina so I could come back home with Louis to pick them up.

I saw Jenny, crying and running away. Was Louis so mean? Louis opened the door and let me in. I came in and  when I was in the room I saw some eyes opening. The eyes I've missed.  ‘Is he really awake?’ I asked Louis. Louis nodded. I stepped to Niall and stroked his hair. ‘I’ve missed you.’ I gave him a kiss on his forehead. I felt his hand softly coming on my belly.

‘You have told him?’ I asked Louis. ‘Not at all, just gave him a little hint.’ He winked. I saw Niall smiling. ‘It’s a boy Niall.’ I said. Then he smiled a little bit more. I felt my phone. 

‘Eleanor?

Yeah, thank you for taking them home.

We’re just here in Nialls room. He’s awake but doesn’t say a lot. It is okay that we’ll let you know when we come?

You want to come with them? But he’s full of tubes, I don’t know if it’s scary for them?

They really want to? ‘ I saw Louis nodding and I looked to Niall who smiled so he liked it. 

‘They can come. See you soon!’ I said and closed the call. ‘Lilly and Nina want to see their lovely dad.’ I said while I went trough his hair. After a time I heard :  ‘Auntie, I want to see daddy!’ I knew it was Nina. ‘Yeah, but you have to understand he needs some rest and is full of tubes so be careful.’ I heard Eleanor saying.

‘Wait I’m within seconds back. ‘ I said to Louis and Niall. I gave Niall a kiss on his forehead. I went to my little girls.  ‘Mommy!’ Lilly said. ‘Sshh… Daddy needs a little bit rest so be silent a bit.’ I took Lilly in my arms and Nina gave me a little hand. ‘Hey Eleanor.’ I said and gave her a hug.

We stepped inside. I saw Nialls face lighting up when he saw the kids. ‘Daddy can’t speak properly so don’t expect it.’ I whispered to the kids. ‘Can I lay next to daddy? I want to give Daddy a kiss!’ Lilly asked. I looked at Niall who nodded weakly. I laid Lilly next to Niall but looked first if I didn't hurt him. 

Niall found it fun when his girls gave him a kiss. ‘If you want to I can take care of the kids?’ Louis asked. ‘No it’s okay, I mean , I can’t stay here and in the morning I bring them to school and then I’m back here.’ I said to Louis. ‘I’m going to get some food. Lilly and Nina come with me?’ Louis asked and gave Eleanor a hint. My girls went away with them too. ‘I’ll bring you something soon.’ Louis said after they left. 

I felt Nialls hand going to my cheek. He stroked it softly and smiled. ‘I’m here and I’ll never leave you even if you want to. I’m only away when I have to sleep and bring the children to school.’ I said and took his hand in mine. ‘I love you Niall. And I can’t live without you, Nina, Lilly, the 1D  family and not to forget little boy here.’ I pointed to my belly. He laughed.

I got a sandwich from Louis. ‘Thanks.’ And then he went away. ‘And now we’re alone again.’ I laughed. ‘Go to sleep honey.’ I said when his eyes closed. Finally he followed my advice. I stood up, gave him a kiss on his forehead and walked softly out of the room. Before I closed the door , I hear Niall saying ‘Eline I love you.’  I smiled and went to Louis to pick up the girls. 

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Nederlands - Dutch : 

Ik heb gisteren nog steeds niets meer van Niall gehoord. Ik maak me zorgen…. Ik keek in de brievenbus en de resultaten waren aangekomen. Ik kwam terug binnen en de telefoon ging. ‘Hello?’ ‘Misses Horan? I’ve bad news. Niall Horan had an accident. He lays in the intensive care, will you come please?’ Ik kon het niet geloven. Mijn man… mijn alles… Ik pakte de auto en reed naar het ziekenhuis.

Ik was in de war. Al een geluk dat ik Lilly en Nina nog niet moet gaan halen. Ik stapte binnen in het ziekenhuis en zocht me een weg naar zijn kamer. Ik zag hem daar liggen… Draadjes. Ik ging naast hem zitten en pakte zijn hand.  ‘Niall… I hope it’s not my fault you lay here. I wanted to say a lot to you. I wanted to say since the argument something important.’ Ik legde zijn hand op mijn buik. ‘We’re going to have a baby boy Horan. I’m almost 4 months pregnant.’ Zei ik trots.

‘And I don’t know if you heard it but Nina and Lilly are yours.’ Zei ik. ‘I got the results yesterday and today it is in our mailbox.’ Zei ik. ‘I hope you will be better soon and live together with me in the house with the kids.’ Ik streelde zijn haar.

Opeens hoorde ik de deur terug opengaan. Ik zag Jenny daar staan. ‘What are you doing?’ vroeg ik haar. ‘He’s my boyfriend.’ ‘Since when?’ ‘Since you cheated on him!’ zei ze. Het brak mijn hart. Ik heb hem niet bedrogen. ‘I didn’t cheat on him, he thought that.’ ‘And now go away. You did enough fault.’ Ik gaf Niall een kus op zijn voorhoofd. ‘I’ll be back soon, maybe I’ll take Lilly and Nina with me.’ Fluisterde ik. ‘I’ll be there when you need me.’

Ik wist dat tegen Jenny in gaan moeilijk was. Ik belde naar Louis, of hij even naar het ziekenhuis kon komen. Louis vertrouwde ik het meest na Harry. Maar dat ligt nu wat gevoelig. Na met de dokter gesproken te hebben, zag ik Louis eraan komen. Hij gaf me een knuffel. ‘What’s happening here?’ ‘Niall had an accident…’ zei ik en huilde. ‘Why aren’t you in the room?’ ‘Jenny… she claimed to say she’s his boyfriend and that I cheated on Niall. I hope he’ll forget everything what happened to start again… I told him something in his sleep.’ Zei ik en keek naar mijn buik.

‘You’re pregnant again?’ vroeg Louis verbaasd. Ik knikte. ‘It’s a boy. Niall absolutely wanted a boy and it’s a boy. I’m four months already.’ Hij gaf me een knuffel. ‘I’m soon back, I want to see Niall.’ Zei hij en stond op. Ik knikte. Ik smste naar Eleanor of ze Lilly en Nina kon ophalen en dat ik met Louis naar haar huis kwam.

Ik zag Jenny huilend wegrennen. Was Louis zo gemeen? Louis opende de deur en liet me binnen. Ik schrok toen ik ogen openzag. Die ogen die ik gemist heb. ‘Is he really awake?’ vroeg ik aan Louis. Louis knikte. Ik stapte naar Niall en streelde zijn haar. ‘I’ve missed you.’ Ik gaf hem een kus op zijn voorhoofd. Ik voelde zijn hand stilletjes naar mijn buik gaan.

‘You have told him?’ vroeg ik aan Louis. ‘Not at all, just gave him a little hint.’ Knipoogde hij. Ik zag Niall glimlachen. ‘It’s a boy Niall.’ Zei ik.  Toen glimlachte hij nog meer. Ik voelde mijn telefoon. ‘Eleanor?

Yeah, thank you for taking them home.

We’re just here in Nialls room. He’s awake but doesn’t say a lot. It is okay that we’ll let you know when we come?

You want to come with them? But he’s full of tubes, I don’t know if it’s scary for them?

They really want to? ‘ Ik zag Louis knikken en ik keek naar Niall die glimlachte dus hij vond het goed.

‘They can come. See you soon!’ Zei ik en sloot af. ‘Lilly and Nina want to see their lovely dad.’ Zei ik terwijl ik door zijn haar ging. Na een tijdje hoorde ik : ‘Auntie, I want to see daddy!’ Ik wist dat het Nina was. ‘Yeah, but you have to understand he needs some rest and is full of tubes so be careful.’ Hoorde ik Eleanor zeggen.

‘Wait I’m within seconds back. ‘ zei ik tegen Louis en Niall. Ik gaf Niall een kus op zijn voorhoofd. Ik ging naar mijn kleine meisjes. ‘Mommy!’ zei Lilly. ‘Sshh… Daddy needs a little bit rest so be silent a bit.’ Ik pakte Lilly op en Nina gaf mij een handje. ‘Hey Eleanor.’ Zei ik en gaf haar een knuffel.

We stapten naar binnen. Ik zag Niall zijn gezicht opfleuren toen hij de kids zag. ‘Daddy can’t speak properly so don’t expect it.’ fluisterde ik naar de kids. ‘Can I lay next to daddy? I want to give Daddy a kiss!’ vroeg Lilly. Ik keek naar Niall die zwak knikte. Ik legde Lilly naast Niall maar zorgde ervoor dat ik hem geen pijn deed.

Niall vond het leuk dat zijn meisjes hem een kus gaven. ‘If you want to I can take care of the kids?’ vroeg Louis. ‘No it’s okay, I mean , I can’t stay here and in the morning I bring them to school and then I’m back here.’ Zei ik tegen Louis. ‘I’m going to get some food. Lilly and Nina come with me?’ vroeg Louis en gaf Eleanor een hand. Mijn meisjes gingen mee. ‘I’ll bring you something soon.’ Zei Louis nog.

Ik voelde Nialls hand naar mijn wang gaan. Hij streelde het zachtjes en glimlachte. ‘I’m here and I’ll never leave you even if you want to. I’m only away when I have to sleep and bring the children to school.’ Zei ik en pakte zijn hand vast. ‘I love you Niall. And I can’t live without you, Nina, Lilly, the 1D  family and not to forget little boy here.’ Ik wees naar mijn buik. Niall lachte.

Ik kreeg van Louis een broodje. ‘Thanks.’ En hij ging terug weg. ‘And now we’re alone again.’ Lachte ik. ‘Go to sleep honey.’ Zei ik toen zijn ogen dichtvielen. Uiteindelijk volgde hij mijn raad op. Ik stond op, gaf hem een kus op zijn voorhoofd en liep zachtjes uit de kamer. Voor ik de deur sloot hoorde ik hem zeggen ‘Eline I love you.’  Ik glimlachte en vertrok naar Louis om de meisjes te gaan halen. 

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