Like the waves of the sea (Sequel of my prince is in London English- Dutch book )

“You say it will be alright but look at us, tired of the things we used to want, we used to live for… “ I said, sighted, frustrated. He took me in his arms. "Shhh.... We have to fight, we have to live for them... " “You don’t know what I feel, I feel like an idiot who just gives up her ‘Belgian’ life for this paparazzi life and give it up for children when there is an end for them before yours” - Cover made by Megan_Aurea

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14. Bone marrow

English - Engels :

After some days, Nina had to go back to hospital. Lilly stayed some days with Maude and then at Louis and Eleanor. Nina had had some chemo for some days. Today they have decided to stop it. It didn't helped. The only hope is bone marrow. Niall and I had done it already.

The result was negative, we knew it today. So Lilly was Nina's last home. She had to go today for bone marrow. I couldn't go with her because I would cry to see my little girl lying there when they were busy with her. Niall promised to stay with her and we explained Lilly what she had to do and why. She would like to do it, for her big sis, so they could finally play together. 

Niall POV(Normally I always do Eline POV but now one time I do Nialls POV, so this is once or a few times Niall POV) 

Eline doesn’t want to do the bone marrow thing with Lilly. She’s so emotional for it. Me too but I’m a man, I don’t cry a lot, even I can. ‘Daddy, does it hurt?’ my little girl said to me. ‘I can hurt but daddy’s here. You can squeeze in my hand and we’re going to talk.’ I said. She looked terrified. I felt guilty to do this but it is the only hope for Nina.

‘Lay on your side little girl.’ Jenny said to Lilly when she lied down on the surgery table. Jenny did the bone marrow thing with someone else. I think it’s a doctor. ‘Daddy I’m scared.’ Lilly said with a soft voice. I held her hand and the other two people were telling what they were doing. I was focusing on Lilly. ‘What does a cow ?’ I said to Lilly to distract her. She made the sound and giggled. My heart goes faster when she smiled again.

Since I have Lilly and Nina as children, I’m more emotional than ever. I was carefree, yes, I was, now not anymore. Since my beautiful fiancée gave me love and my two little children everything changed. ‘Daddy is mommy at Nina?’ Lilly asked and changed my thoughts. ‘Yes and she will wait for you when we’re done here.’ I smiled.

I stroked her little hair and tried to distract her again. ‘What does the elephant?’ I asked her and she made a proboscis with her hands and did like an elephant. Jenny smiled to me when Lilly did like that. Why does she like me? I love Eline. Okay, Jenny is a beautiful woman but I’ve chosen for Eline and I keep my promise.

Lilly had some pain and I sang a little song to calm her down because she cried. ‘sshhh… it will be alright.’ I assured my little girl. I distracted her again with talking and after a time it was done and she was relieved. Before I could pick up my little girl, Jenny came to me and I couldn’t avoid or do nothing, she kissed me…. Lilly saw it. It was traumatic for her. She started to cry. I picked her up and tried to calm her down. I couldn’t so I decided to go to the room of Nina. Nina looked at her little sister and Eline took Lilly immediately in her arms.

‘Mommy’s here. What’s going on?’ Eline asked and she looked at me and Lilly. ‘Someone kissed daddy!’ Lilly cried and hid her head in Elines chest. ‘This is going too much.’ She looked mad and I think she knows that I don’t wanna do it. ‘Mommy will be back soon, your sister is watching Beauty and the beast. So you can watch too.’ Eline said and put Lilly next to Nina. I don’t understand what she will do.

She ran out of the room. I followed her and held her. ‘What are you going to do?’ ‘You haven’t an idea, but I have to make it clear to that ugly nurse. What does she think she is? Ruining our relation, making a trauma for my children? I’m not putting myself down.’ She said and let my hands slip away from her. ‘Go and stay at our daughters.’ She ordered me. I went to my little girls.

Eline POV(Normally it's now always Eline)

I was furious. I know what's Jenny plan was. But while my kids were there. How could you do something like that? I know that Niall wanted to avoid her but she could affect people.

‘Well, Jenny. You have what you want? Breaking me in front of everyone… Your goal is reached. If you make my children cry, you break me.’ I spitted it out of my mouth when I saw her standing there.  I crossed my arms. Jenny turned around. Ik kruiste mijn armen. Jenny draaide haar om. ‘Well, well, Eline the bitch who stole my place.’ Jenny answered with a lot of selfconfidence. She walked to me. 

‘You aren’t surprised? Well, you are selfish if you steal a daddy of someone who’s sick! There’s maybe one chance we can heal her and what do you do, when we are trying with Lilly you make Lilly scared!’ I tried to be strong. ‘Pooh hooh. Going to cry somewhere else. I want Niall and if you weren’t there, I got him and then I got Nina and Lilly.’ She said and scratched me in the face.

I pushed her to the wall. ‘See, what you said, when I wasn’t here, but I’m here so listen Jenny if you play with my family, I’m gonna mess with you!’ I threated her. I wanted to hit her but someone held me in his power, Niall and a nurse. ‘Come on Eline. Let her go she isn’t worth it.’ I heard Niall saying, the other nurse brought Jenny to an other room. 

Niall held me in his arms. I started crying. 'Why does she do that?’ I asked softly in his chest. ‘It’ll be alright.’ Niall answered softly and stroked my hair. I came out of his arms and looked at him. ‘You say it will be alright but look at us, tired of the things we used to want, we used to live for… ‘ I answered him.  ‘It will be alright, I promise. Maybe we are tired because we’re putting some energy to everyday to our daughter to the hospital but it is it worth. ‘ Niall said and held my face.

‘You don’t know what I feel, I feel like an idiot who just gives up her ‘Belgian’ life for this paparazzi life and give it up for children when there is an end for them before yours. The doctors said there is less chances that she will survive it…’ I cried. A tear fell over my cheek. Niall wiped the tears away with his thumbs. ‘I know what you gave up for me and for our little girls. There isn’t an end for them before ours. Lilly and Nina will live, I promise you. If the doctors can save her, I’ll try to save her.’ Niall assured and tear came out of his eye corners. He rubbed with his thumbs over my cheeks. 

‘Do you really think that’s easy!’ I screamed in tears. he took me in his arms. ‘Sshhh... Let’s go to Lilly and Nina. But you have to calm down.’ He said calmly. He could comfort me but on this moment I don't wanna live. I wanted to save Nina, even if I had to with my own life... 

Niall held my hand and we went together to our daughters. I heard 'taleas old as time' playing. ‘Mommy! Daddy!’ Nina shouted. ‘Nina!’ Niall and I said. She laughed. ‘Mommy and daddy sit next to us!’ Lilly shouted. I picked Lilly up and put her on my lap. Niall did the same with Nina. ‘Mommy, what’s the name of the song in dutch?’ Lilly asked. ‘It’s called there ‘Tijdenlang verhaald’. 

Tale as old as time(English version) : 

 

Tijdenlang verhaald(the dutch version of Bella and the beast): 

 

‘Mommy sing!’ Nina said. I laughed and Niall looked at me.  ‘I’m not the singer.’ I said. ‘Daddy can’t sing it, so mommy has to do.’ Niall said as argument. I sighted and just sang it. After time Lilly and I went home when Niall stayed with Nina in hospital.  

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Nederlands - Dutch: 

Na enkele dagen moest Nina terug naar het ziekenhuis. Lilly verbleef enkele dagen bij Maude, daarna bij Louis en Eleanor. Nina heeft nog chemo gehad enkele dagen. Vandaag hebben ze beslist om deze stop te zetten. Het helpt niet. De enige hoop is beenmerg.  Niall en ik hebben ons beenmerg al afgestaan.

Het resultaat was negatief kregen we vandaag nog te horen. Dus Lilly was de laatste hoop. Zij moest vandaag nog. Ik kon niet met haar meegaan want ik zou huilen om mijn kleine meid daar zien te liggen wanneer ze met haar bezig zijn. Niall beloofde me om bij haar te blijven en we legden samen aan Lilly uit wat ze moest doen en waarom. Ze wou het doen, voor haar grote zus, zodat ze samen terug kunnen spelen.

Niall POV(Normaal doe ik altijd Eline POV maar een keer doe ik Nialls, dit doe ik helemaal in het Engels)

Eline doesn’t want to do the bone marrow thing with Lilly. She’s so emotional for it. Me too but I’m a man, I don’t cry a lot, even I can. ‘Daddy, does it hurt?’ my little girl said to me. ‘I can hurt but daddy’s here. You can squeeze in my hand and we’re going to talk.’ I said. She looked terrified. I felt guilty to do this but it is the only hope for Nina.

‘Lay on your side little girl.’ Jenny said to Lilly when she lied down on the surgery table. Jenny did the bone marrow thing with someone else. I think it’s a doctor. ‘Daddy I’m scared.’ Lilly said with a soft voice. I held her hand and the other two people were telling what they were doing. I was focusing on Lilly. ‘What does a cow ?’ I said to Lilly to distract her. She made the sound and giggled. My heart goes faster when she smiled again.

Since I have Lilly and Nina as children, I’m more emotional than ever. I was carefree, yes, I was, now not anymore. Since my beautiful fiancée gave me love and my two little children everything changed. ‘Daddy is mommy at Nina?’ Lilly asked and changed my thoughts. ‘Yes and she will wait for you when we’re done here.’ I smiled.

I stroked her little hair and tried to distract her again. ‘What does the elephant?’ I asked her and she made a proboscis with her hands and did like an elephant. Jenny smiled to me when Lilly did like that. Why does she like me? I love Eline. Okay, Jenny is a beautiful woman but I’ve chosen for Eline and I keep my promise.

Lilly had some pain and I sang a little song to calm her down because she cried. ‘sshhh… it will be alright.’ I assured my little girl. I distracted her again with talking and after a time it was done and she was relieved. Before I could pick up my little girl, Jenny came to me and I couldn’t avoid or do nothing, she kissed me…. Lilly saw it. It was traumatic for her. She started to cry. I picked her up and tried to calm her down. I couldn’t so I decided to go to the room of Nina. Nina looked at her little sister and Eline took Lilly immediately in her arms.

‘Mommy’s here. What’s going on?’ Eline asked and she looked at me and Lilly. ‘Someone kissed daddy!’ Lilly cried and hid her head in Elines chest. ‘This is going too much.’ She looked mad and I think she knows that I don’t wanna do it. ‘Mommy will be back soon, your sister is watching Beauty and the beast. So you can look too.’ Eline said and put Lilly next to Nina. I don’t understand what she will do.

She ran out of the room. I followed her and held her. ‘What are you going to do?’ ‘You haven’t an idea, but I have to make it clear to that ugly nurse. What does she think she is? Ruining our relation, making a trauma for my children? I’m not putting myself down.’ She said and let my hands slip away from her. ‘Go and stay at our daughters.’ She ordered me. I went to my little girls.

Eline POV(normaal is het nu altijd Eline)

Ik was razend. Ik wist dat Jenny wat van plan was. Maar terwijl mijn kinderen erbij zitten. Hoe kon je zoiets doen? Ik wist dat Niall het wou ontwijken maar ze kan mensen beinvloeden.

‘Well, Jenny. You have what you want? Breaking me in front of everyone… Your goal is reached. If you make my children cry, you break me.’ Spuwde ik uit mijn mond toen ik haar daar zag staan. Ik kruiste mijn armen. Jenny draaide haar om. ‘Well, well, Eline the bitch who stole my place.’ Antwoorde Jenny met veel zelfvertrouwen. Ze wandelde naar mij toe.

‘You aren’t surprised? Well, you are selfish if you steal a daddy of someone who’s sick! There’s maybe one chance we can heal her and what do you do, when we are trying with Lilly you make Lilly scared!’ ik probeerde nog altijd sterk te zijn. ‘Pooh hooh. Going to cry somewhere else. I want Niall and if you weren’t there, I got him and then I got Nina and Lilly.’ Zei ze en krabte me in mijn gezicht.

Ik duwde haar tegen de muur. ‘See what you said, when I wasn’t here, but I’m here so listen Jenny if you play with my family, I’m gonna mess with you!’ dreigde ik. Ik wou een klap uitdelen maar ik werd tegengehouden door Niall en een verpleegster. ‘Come on Eline. Let her go she isn’t worth it.’ Hoorde ik Niall zeggen de andere verpleegster bracht Jenny naar een andere kamer.

Niall hield me in zijn armen. Ik begon te huilen. ‘Why does she do that?’ vroeg ik zachtjes in zijn borst. ‘It’ll be alright.’ Antwoorde Niall zachtjes en streelde mijn haar. Ik kwam uit zijn armen en keek hem aan. ‘You say it will be alright but look at us, tired of the things we used to want, we used to live for… ‘ antwoorde ik hem. ‘It will be alright, I promise. Maybe we are tired because we’re putting some energy to everyday to our daughter to the hospital but it is it worth. ‘ zei Niall en hield mijn gezicht vast.

‘You don’t know what I feel, I feel like an idiot who just gives up her ‘Belgian’ life for this paparazzi life and give it up for children when there is an end for them before yours. The doctors said there is less chances that she will survive it…’ Ik huilde. Een traan viel over mijn wangen. Niall veegde ze weg met zijn duimen. ‘I know what you gave up for me and for our little girls. There isn’t an end for them before ours. Lilly and Nina will live, I promise you. If the doctors can save her, I’ll try to save her.’ Verzekerde Niall en een traan kwam uit zijn ooghoeken. Hij wreef met zijn duimen over mijn wangen.

‘Do you really think that’s easy!’ Ik schreeuwde het uit in tranen. Hij nam me in zijn armen. ‘Sshhh... Let’s go to Lilly and Nina. But you have to calm down.’ Zei hij rustig. Hij kon me geruststellen maar op dit moment wou ik niet meer leven. Ik wou Nina redden, desnoods met mijn eigen leven...

Niall hield mijn hand vast en we gingen samen naar onze dochters. Ik hoorde ‘tale as old as time’ spelen. ‘Mommy! Daddy!’ riep Nina. ‘Nina!’ zeiden Niall en ik. Ze lachte. ‘Mommy and daddy sit next to us!’ riep Lilly. Ik pakte Lilly op en zette haar op mijn schoot. Niall deed hetzelfde met Nina. ‘Mommy, what’s the name of the song in dutch?’ vroeg Lilly. ‘It’s called there ‘Tijdenlang verhaald’.

Tale old as time : 

 

Tijdenlang verhaald: 

 

‘Mommy sing!’ zei Nina. Ik lachte en Niall keek naar mij. ‘I’m not the singer.’ Zei ik. ‘Daddy can’t sing it, so mommy has to do.’ Zei Niall als argument. Ik zuchtte en zong het maar. Na een tijdje gingen Lilly en ik naar huis terwijl Niall in het ziekenhuis bleef met Nina. 

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