I'm about to go talk to Calum about the 'thing'. I'm literally so nervous and scared I think I might piss my pants. Seriously.
I'm scared to know what he's gonna say. Will he laugh in my face? Will he say yes? Will I start dating Luke because of this? (
What if we agree and then fall in love (me and Calum)? Eternal Cashton... What if we get kids? What if me and Luke got kids? Lots of kids, at that. Luke and I love kids! It's just the teenage drama and growing up part that saddens me.
Good news!! Luke hasn't been acting different around me. He still acts the way he has been. He's not treating me any different. He's not treating me like I'm and diseased animal. But... he's been bringing Addy over a lot. It's really annoying to walk into the living room and see the guy you love lip-locked with someone besides you.
I did walk in on them in the living room yesterday. I let out a scream, thinking it'd be funny. It was hilarious on my side... until I got the punishment.
But hey, you mess with the bull, you get the horns, right?
Anyway, I scared the two out of their own skins. Luke pulled away so fast and screamed the girliest scream I've ever heard. And then he fell to the floor. Addy, on the other hand, screamed and jerked back so hard, that the couch flipped back while Luke was in the floor panicking.
I was a laughing mess.That irritated the two.
Luke had screamed at me, saying, "what was that for?!"
I said, "One Direction are releasing a new album soon."
And then Addy, the whore, piped in saying, "ugh, your friend is so gay!"
I lost my self control, right there.
I started screaming and yelling at her while Luke just stood there, wordlessly, watching with a scared expression.
I was so pissed at that girl, I SWEAR!!! If Luke wouldn't have been there, I would've murdered the girl for being an ass with me!
Anyway, love you Journal, talk to you soon,
I closed my notebook and shoved it in my pillow case. I walked out of my room after checking to make sure I looked decent.
I walked towards Calum's room, noises getting louder as I neared. As I stood outside Calum's door I heard various things. Moaning, groaning, sighing, hums of satisfaction, many colorful words, panting.
I knocked, obviously disturbing the boy by the loud swear words he said to himself. I heard his bed creak and I soon heard him coming towards the door.
His hair was a mess and his face was reddened. He was still trying to catch his breath. I pretended like I didn't notice or hear anything before I knocked.
"What's up?" He said breathily. He was in basketball shorts and a white t-shirt. I saw noticed the sweat beading at him hairline. God he looks so sexy.
"Um, I wanted to know if you were up for going to get some Macca's? I wanted to talk to you." I then quietly added, "about the Michael and Luke situation."
He nodded, asking for a minute so he could get ready. His grunts soon came back and I quietly laughed to myself, and then remembered Luke.
Now I know who he was thinking about. Addy.
I already hate Addy with a passion. She irritated me so much. She'd usually act sweet with me when Luke is around, but the second he walks out, she tries to get with me. Slut.
I sighed and walked downstairs into the kitchen to get some water, but stopped at the door. Luke had Addy up on the counter, with her legs spread apart as he stood between them. Their lips were locked and she pushed his hair, messing up his quiff, as he began to kiss her neck. She rolled her head back in pleasure, moaning Luke's name loudly.
I walked out, realizing that I was crying. Why can't that be me? I actually love him! She's cheating on him!
I know because I saw her texting a guy named Zack. (Effron. Haha, just kidding.) But it couldn't even be called sexting, it was way more than that! Gross.
I honestly feel bad for Luke. But I'm still proceeding the Calum and I stage.
Calum and I finally started driving to Macca's. I started talking to him as soon as the house was out of sight.
"Calum, you said that you like Michael and that you want to make him jealous?" He nodded in confirmation. "Well, I like Luke and I want to make him jealous." I said, hoping he'd see where I'm getting at.
Calum nodded. "Yeah, and?"
"Ugh! We should fake date to make them jealous and we can date them happily ever after, once we show them how caring and kind and loving and awesome we are!" I said, a little over excitedly.
Calum laughed and nodded. "Okay. I like that plan!"
I smiled to myself in victory.
My plans to make Luke jealous are just getting started.