Yeah, it's Ashton. Hehe, Calum and Michael are at it again. Arguing over what kind of pizza to buy. I told them just to buy one pepperoni and one cheese, but no, Michael always has to make things harder. He made Calum buy those and a Hawaiian pizza along with cheesy bread.
Wow, okay. On to a different subject. A lot has happened since I last wrote in here yesterday. Michael dyed his hair purple, got his eyebrow pierced, Calum got a new tattoo, and Luke realised how strong he is and that he has abs.
Speaking of Luke, while he was walking around the house in his boxers this morning, his hair was all messy, and his voice was still groggy from sleeping and HOLY FRICK IT WAS SEXY!! I CAN'T EVEN-
Wait! I never said that^^, you never saw me write that, Journal. I'm so not having a man crush on Luke. I can't, he's my bandmate, and my best friend.
BUT YOU SHOULD'VE SEEN HIS COLLAR BONES, HOLY BALLS!! Stop it, Ashton, you're killing yourself.
OH MY GOD THE PIZZA DELIVERY TRUCK JUST PULLED INTO THE DRIVEWAY!! I'LL BE RIGHT BACK, JOURNAL!!-
I closed my journal, my excitement about to explode out of me. I haven't eaten in so long!
It's not like I'll able to keep it down, though. I shouldn't be eating pizza, I'm already fat enough as it is.
When I walked into the kitchen, Luke stood there shirtless with his abs on display. I easily hid my smile as I came up behind him and threw my arm around his shoulder, peering over with my face next to his.
"Whatcha doin'?" I asked. Luke shrugged, causing his collar bones to jut out. I bit my lip anxiously. I let go of his warm skin and walked around the counter. His lip ring reflected light causing it to shine. I stared at it and smiled.
"Why are you staring at my lips and smiling?" Luke laughed.
My face reddened as I chuckled nervously. "Um, I like the way your lip ring catches the light." I laughed.
Luke smiled while shaking his head and rolling his eyes, before throwing his head back a laughing loudly.
He walked over to me and threw an arm around my shoulder. "You're so cute, Ashton." He said, pinching my cheek. My face became even redder and I felt the heat crawl up my neck.
"Why do you blush so much around me?" Luke asked.
I chuckled and shook my head. "Because you're funny and cute." I laughed, but quickly stopped, realising what I had said.
"Stop it!" Luke exclaimed. He suddenly kissed my cheek, teasingly. I looked down as my face became hot. I noticed the small tent in my pants and began to panic. I quickly grabbed a slice of cheese pizza and ran out of the room, leaving a stunned Luke behind. -
Hey Journal, I'm back.
GUESS WHAT JUST HAPPENED!!!
and then I got a boner and ran off. SMOOTH ASH, SMOOTH!!
Oh my god, someone just knocked at the door! I think it's Luke!-
I shoved my journal under my pillow and quickly took my shirt off, then walked towards the door. When I opened the door, Luke stood there looking better than ever.
"Why'd you run off like that?" He asked. "Are you okay?"
Aww he cares, I thought.
"Umm, y-no." I shook my head. Luke looked at me worriedly.
"What's wrong?" He asked, coming in and shutting the door. I swallowed as I began to get nervous.
"I, uh, I thought I was going to be sick. I'm not feeling too good today." I said.
"Then you shouldn't be eating pizza. I'll have Calum make you some chicken noodle soup, okay? We can sit in here and watch movies if you like?" Luke offered.
I gave a small smile. "That would be wonderful." I said, pulling the shirtless boy into a hug. When our chests touched, I felt relieved, I felt safe, I felt at home.
He released me and walked out the door while saying for me to pick a movie. I walked over to my movie drawer, scanning through it for 'Mean Girls'. It's honestly a good movie, and Luke pretty much can quote the entire movie. It's his favourite movie.
I found it and just as I was popping it in the tray, Luke walked in. He was in his sweats now, which were hanging low on his hips. I turned away and bit my lip.
"What are we watching?" Luke asked.
"It's a surprise." I said as I closed the tray. I shoved the DVD case back into the drawer, careful to not let Luke see.
I grabbed my sweats and walked to the bathroom and changed. I walked out, still shirtless, but now I had my glasses on instead of contacts. My curls were pushed back messily and my sweats were hanging low on my hips like Luke's.
Luke looked at me and smiled. I sat down on the bed next to him and laid my head on his shoulder. He laid his head on mine as the commercials played.
When it finally got to the actual movie, Luke frickin' fangirl squealed in my ear and I jump.
"Holy crap, Luke. That was loud." I said holding my ears. "And really high pitched." Luke giggled like a five year old.
I shook my head and laughed as Luke hit the play button on the remote.
When I woke up the next morning, I was pulled to Luke's chest tightly as light snores escaped his slightly parted mouth. His lips looked so soft and puffy and I could just kiss them and day and then we could...
I stopped myself from thinking what I was going to think next. I didn't want to get yet another boner because of him.
I looked back at him. His hair was stuck to his forehead due to sweat, and his cheeks were slightly tinted with a light pink. I brought my hand and caressed his cheek. On instant contact I realised that he was burning up, as if he had a fever.
"Luke." I whisper. He stirred awake and looked at me for a while, trying to let his vision adjust.
"I don't feel good. I have a headache and I'm cold." He said. I nodded.
"I know. You have a fever." I said. His face fell.
"I'm going to get you even sicker." He said.
"No you won't." I rubbed his cheek. "Now you have to take your pants off and remove the covers. I'm going to turn the fan on high and bring you a light sheet, along with some fever reducers." I said. He nodded.
"You sound like a caring mother." He laughed. I teasingly kissed his forehead and walked out of the room.
I walked downstairs and into the laundry room to find a thin sheet. I quickly found one.
I then walked into the kitchen and grabbed the fever reducers and some water. I quickly went up to my room.
I walked in quietly, in case Luke was sleeping. I heard a groan and knew that Luke wasn't sleeping. I walked in more, past the tiny hall way and into the main room.
What I saw was not at all what I expected to see. Luke had his hand down his boxers as he bit his lip, and he bucked his hips. His back was arched and his eyes were squeezed shut as he threw his head back onto the pillows, letting a moan escape his mouth. I would be lying if I said I wasn't getting turned on, right now. I would also be lying if I said that I wasn't with a major boner.
I walked out of the room before he noticed me and walked back downstairs. I placed the stuff on the living room coffee table and paced around the living room as I feverishly ran my hands through my hair.
Calum walked in and saw me panicking. "Hey Ash, everything okay?" He asked.
I shook my head relentlessly. "No, no, everything is not okay! I just walked into my room to find Luke jacking off in my bed!" I exclaimed quietly so Luke wouldn't hear. Calum's eyes widened.
"Ew! Don't you like him?" Calum smirked. My eyes widened.
"How'd you know?" I asked.
"I may have read your journal while you were asleep last night. And did he really kiss you?" Calum exclaimed.
"On the cheek, yes." I said. He nodded. I grabbed the stuff and walked back upstairs, still hearing moans from my room, knocking on my door before entering.
Luke sat there with wide eyes. His forehead was dripping with sweat, and he was panting for breath.
I nervously smiled at him as he looked at me worriedly.
"Ashton, you okay mate? You look like you've seen a ghost." He panted.
"Uh, yeah, I'm fine." I said. The image of him jacking off kept creeping into my mind, and those sexy moans erupting from him. Mmm.
"You sure, mate?" He asked. I nodded slowly and took the blanket towards him. I spread it over his body and gave him two pills. The image creeped, into my mind again, I tried pushing it away. I handed him the water and he quickly took the pills. I sat on the bed next to him.
I wonder who we was thinking about, I thought.