And hello there Diary,
I decided to write a more casual opening. Hehe, I'm sorry. I can't hold it in anymore.
LUCAS MADE OUT WITH ME! *faints*
It was so hard to pull away, but I knew that if I didn't, or if I kept kissing him, we would've ended up having sex on the couch. I needed some restraint, and I luckily found it.
I'm honestly scared for when we do have sex. It would be my first time, but not Luke's. The fact that Luke's two years younger than I am and isn't a virgin just makes me realize how much of a loser I am.
I've never had a girlfriend or a boyfriend. EVER.
The only pleasure I've ever gotten is from the work of my hand, if you catch my drift, Diary. Hehe, I'm sorry, still having dirty thoughts about Luke.
Like, really dirty.
Well, I'll write to you later, journal. I have some stuff to do, if you understand ;)
I closed my diary and put it back under my pillow with a load sigh. I need Luke's lips again. I need his body pressed against mine. I need him in general.
Without him I'm nothing.
I decided to attempt to ignore the major Luke feels that I'm having at the moment and sleep it off.
It's now 2 a.m. and I can't sleep. I still have those Luke feels.
I got up, grabbing my phone, and turned the flashlight on. I pulled my sweats up and ran a hand through my hair as I made my way to Luke's room.
When I opened the door, I saw Luke asleep. His mouth was wide open and he had drool all over his face and under his chin. His hair was an utter mess with drool also in it, and sticking out in every direction. His face was pale and sticky. He was shirtless and had no pants on as well. He was in just his little ninja turtles boxers.
I smiled and slowly walked over to the bed. I slowly sat down on it. Luke snored loudly, causing me to jump. He jolted awake and stared at me.
"Mmhmm... Ashton, what are you doing?" Luke asked. He rubbed his eyes tiredly.
"Umm, I couldn't sleep so I was going to come sleep with you." I said sheepishly.
"Oh, okay. Come on then, the beds warm and inviting." Luke smiled. I smiled back. "But first, let me go wash my face." He laughed. I nodded, murmuring a quiet 'okay'.
When Luke finally came back from washing his face, he got in the bed and pulled me into his chest. I smiled and wrapped my arms around his chest.
I felt him place a small kiss on the top of my head and he quietly whispered some inaudible words.
"What was that?" I asked.
"I love you, Ashton." Luke whispered. I smiled.
"I love you, too." I whispered. I slowly leaned forward and kissed Luke's lips, taking him by surprise.
"Good night, Luke." I whispered once I pulled away.
"Good night, Ashton." Luke whispered.