22. chapter 21
She hates me. I know it. I am not even dating that fake model. It's all for publicity. I don't get why they had to choose me to date her? Why couldn't they of chosen calum? He is perfectly single. Now she is going to think I don't love her. Now she will think I'm a cheater.
When we skype her I will explain everything.
Right now we are walking to the dressing room getting ready to skype them.
I begin to tap my toe and shake my knee.
Michael notices and grabs my knee. "Chill dude. She will understand. She loves you!" He says and I nod. But I can't help but think that she will not understand and not love me.
She probably won't even want to talk.
We sit patiently as we dial the call. It rings a couple times and starts to connect. Liz and Rina's faces pop up on the screen. Liz looks happy but Rina looks broken.
They scream hi and begin to cry and tell us how much they miss us.
"Everyone shut up!" I say and everyone listens. They all stare at me.
"I love you Rina. More than anything in the world. The managers made me PRETEND that I am dating this girl just for publicity of the band. I love you and the relationship is fake. Please understand!" I say and she sighs.
"Oh my god. Thank sweet baby Jesus." She says and smiles. "I love you too."
I smile and start jumping up and down.
"This is the happiest he has been this whole tour." Ashton says and we all laugh.
Liz taps Rina's shoulder. She then says "Tell them." Rina looks down and nods. We all be quiet and wait for what she has to say. To be honest I am scared shitless.
"I am leaving in a week to Africa. It got pushed up. I won't be able to see you guys on your break. I won't be able to see you guys at all. We are going to try to convince Lizs mom for me to stay at their place when she gets back from her trip. But she gets back the day I leave. It will be so hard." She says and starts to cry.
This can't be happening. This is unfair. We were supposed to get married and live together and BE together. Now none of that will happen.
"But Rina. You can't." Is all I can say.
"I have to." She says
"Baby. Don't leave us!" Michael says.
"We love you!!" Calum says.
"I know. I love you too!" Rina says and bursts out. Liz holds her as we cry together.
Why the fuck is this so depressing.
"Girls. Dinner!" I hear Rina's mom scream.
"Got to go. Talk to you soon! Love you!" Rina says and we all say our good byes and the screen goes black.
"Im going to see her." I say.
"How the fuck will you?" Michael says.
"I'll find a way."