They left yesterday. It feels like they left me 100 years ago. Everything around here is different. Everything is more quiet, boring, depressing, and lonely. Even when I try to forget about the whole situation I see something that reminds me of them.
I can't help it though. I love them all so much and I miss them to death. I have been texting Luke and Calum non stop about how the flight was, how hot Harry Styles is, and how everything's been so far.
They have absolutely loved it. They have tons of fans that make them ecstatic and Luke keeps sending me pictures of the signs they make. It's so cute how much they love them. Let's just hope they get the privacy they deserve.
Today is their first live interview and Liz is coming over to watch it with me.
After the interview we are going to Skype the boys. I can't wait to see them! I wonder if Michael dyed his hair in the 24 hours I haven't seen him?
I sound like his mother. Oh well, I guess it is the attached side of me coming out when the boys are gone.
The door bell rings.
I run up to the door and see a puffy eyed, Liz who has dark circles under her eyes.
I guess I'm not the only one missing them to death.
I open my arms and she jumps into them.
"Sweet heart." I say before the tears poor out of my eyes and my heart breaks even more.
I drag her to the couch and sit her down.
"I miss them." She stutters out. Barely a whisper.
I nod in agreement
"How about we watch our boys. They will be on any minute now." I say and she can only give me a nod back.
I change to MTV and wait for the boys to appear on the screen.
We wait in silence. She cuddles up to me as we wait.
Then finally it happens.
"I'm please to welcome the newest band that all the girls love. These adorable Australian lads. 5 Seconds Of Summer!" The interviewer says and we can hear the crowd roar and we scream along.
The boys run out from behind the stage and we begin to scream louder with the crowd on TV.
Ashton has the biggest grin on his face.
Calum looks as if he belongs on stage and as the centre of attention.
Michael dyed his hair red and he looks fabulous. I'm not surprised. He does look good in every colour.
And Luke has this weird mysterious thing about him. He plasters this smile on his face. He is transparent to me and I know that smile is not real.
"Hello boys. It's great to have you." The interviewer, Riley says.
"Pleased to be here." Calum says with his happy smile I miss so much. The boys nod in agreement.
I stare at Lukes facial expression and I know for a fact something is wrong.
"Doesn't luke look a little off?" I ask Liz.
"Yeah. Something is up. I'm actually quite worried. It's like... It's like he is hiding something." She says.
I can't help but agree.
He just sits there silently with a little grin that is purely fake. He just plastered it in since he is on live TV.
"Now boys. I have a question all the girls in the world are wondering. Are you guys single or taken?" Riley says and my heart sinks a bit at the words.
Liz holds my hand knowing that I feel horrible because luke is going to say single and maybe break down. But he is strong. And he can do this.
"I am happily taken by my beautiful girlfriend named Liz back in Australia." Ashton says with a big smile on his face and Liz starts to cry. The crowd aws and I hold Liz tightly in my arms.
"I'm taken." Luke chokes out and I choke on my spit.
"Oh really. By who?" Riley says clearly intrigued.
"She's backstage right now. Shall I bring her out?" Luke says.
Wait what? I'm here not there. Wait... Does that mean he found someone else in 24 hours? How could he do this to me?
I stare at the tv as an absolutely stunning girl walks onto the stage. I cry. Instantly.
Liz takes me into her arms. And I ball.
"Why?" Is all I can says. Liz shakes her head and cries with me.
All the boys look disappointed. Even luke.
There must be a reason.
Was he cheating? Was I a decoy?
The interview ends with the boys 'Don't Stop' music video.
I get a text and look at the screen.
A message from luke.
"I'll explain this to you later. I love you and only you."
The message says.