Everything was just in the moment and Cody was just making me feel so special. His hands traced my stomach and the rest of my body. "Beautiful" is what left his lips when he was touching and looking at me. I crashed my lips into his and unzipped his pants. Am I going there?.... Yes. Not too long after and we were having sex. Cody made me feel this way no one has ever made me felt. Everything was perfect and we were both having a good time. I fell asleep on his chest, both of us laying in the bed.
I think Ally feel asleep. What just happened? I had sex with Ally.... I had sex with Ally. It all seemed so weird, but I love her so much and I hope she really does have feelings for me. I mean we did just did it. I let her lay there on my chest while I ran my fingers through her hair. She really was beautiful, I need to tell her how I feel about her. There is no way I'm letting that asshole Sam hurt her again.
I woke up with Ally still there clinging to my chest. She woke up shortly after.
"Um about last night.... I think we should just leave it there at that, you know just friends, it didn't mean anything did it? It was just in the moment...."
"Yeah I understand, um it's fine, still friends"
"Thanks for understanding, I just need to figure out what all happened last night and process it"
"Yeah" I felt hurt that it was nothing. I didn't tell her that, and couldn't tell her about my feelings.
"Well I'm going to get dressed"
"Ok" she grabbed her clothes, changed, and went upstairs. I got dressed and walked upstairs. Ally was eating some cereal.
"You can grab a bowl if you want"
"Sure, hey what happened with Jake and Ry last night?" Speaking of them, they came to the kitchen together locking hands.
"Oh what's this I see?"
"Oh nothing, well, we may or may not be together"
"We damn, finally you too!" We all laughed and ate breakfast. I kept looking at Ally, thinking about last night.