Everyone left later on, Ry left with Jake to the beach. I just stayed home to think about things. *incoming call from Sam* my phone blew up with messages and calls. Of course I ignored them all, talking to him was the last thing I wanted to do right now. Yes, I need to think. He cheated on me and I hooked up with Cody. I knew always had this tiny crush on him, but he was my best friend. Why did it feel so right when I was with him. He just had me feeling this way I've never felt before. I didn't tell him that though, and I need to sort things out with Sam. I looked at one of the texts I got.
Sam: please answer me I'm so sorry! Just please meet me tonight I need to talk to you.
Ally: why would I want to talk to you, you cheated on me! How do you explain that huh?
Sam: Please Ally just trust me....
Ally: trust you? Ha! That's the last thing I'll do!
The rest of the day consisted of movies and eating. That is how I tend to mend with my feelings sometimes..... Meanwhile Sam was making me go crazy with the texts.
*ding dong* the door bell rang and I lifted my self off of the couch in the theater room. Gosh, why did I answer this door? I almost slammed the door in an instant reaction to seeing him, but a hand kept it open.
"Ally please don't close the door, please let me explain!"
"What? What are you supposed to tell me, that is was all a mistake! No, you don't accidentally have sex with another girl while you have a girlfriend! Once a cheater, always a cheater! I can't trust you Sam, I just can't. And don't think I will just leap into your arms and forgive you... cuz I won't."
"Look, I'm not asking you too, I just want to say that I'm really really sorry. Nothing was ever meant to happen and it was all a big mistake. It really was. Please can you someday forgive me and just know that I do love you and this was the biggest mistake I've ever made. I was drunk and stupid."
I was balling now, no way could I just let him apologize and think I can forgive him anyway. I was beyond mad, sad, and at the same time, disappointed.
"Good bye Sam." I, closing the door behind me, walked downstairs again and cried out all my tears the rest of the night.