19. Just one kiss
It's cold and dark inside myself. I'm trapped within myself. Just to make sure there's no confusion I can feel the emotions. I'm trapped within myself. I'm my own prison. The only thing that keeps me interested is my memories. Different faces of Ari appeared in front of me. Smiling, laughing, crying. Everyone was beautiful. "I miss you my love." I whispered. "I will love you forever. And always. And if I get out of here..."
"Resse!" I called out. "What do you want... Human?" He wrinkled his nose. "I wanted to ask... do you miss the feeling of love?" He shook his head. "I'm stronger without it. And you." I felt my eyes prick. "Please, I just want to show you something." I leaned in. "Don't even try it." He hissed. I let a tear escape. "Fine." I ran out. "Run stupid human." I turned back. "You know what?! You used to love me! You used to love this." I smashed my lips against his. He shoved me off him and I ran to the roof top. I looked over the edge and prepared myself for a long fall.
The world began to spin. I closed my eyes and reopened them. I was on the outside. And I knew Ari was in danger.
The concrete looked softer than the last few minuets . "I love you Resse. Please be on the other side." I stepped off, my eyes closed,my arms crossed my chest. Air flew past me, my hair swept up. I felt myself land in cold arms. I opened my eyes and there was that angelic face. Brown hair, blue eyes, warm smile. I'm dead. "I'm in heaven. Oh thank god I'm dead." He shook his head. "Your not dead Ari. Your more alive than ever. And stupider than ever." He kissed me. "Oh thank you for saving me." He smirked. "Why wouldn't I save my girlfriend. Whom I love. Forever and always." He carried me inside and sat me on his bed. "I love you so much." I whispered. He kissed me for a long time. "Um guys, we have a wolf problem."Kristy said.
"This is how I'll protect her. I need to keep her out of my world. I had a moment of weakness, but now it's over. I won't love her anymore. I'll turn the emotion off."
- Resse Black