It's been about a month since me and Alice have been together and I still haven't gotten over the fact that Belle needs to be mine! I love her and words can't explain how much I love that girl. I know that i'll be hurting Alice, but I think we need to break up.
I don't want to make her mad. I feel that she's going to say that I've wasted her time, and that I never loved her. I really love Alice, but I just feel that we don't belong. I feel that there's more in this world for her to see and for her to be with a good man.
She's a nice girl but she's not my dream girl. Belle is my girl, my dream girl since I first laid eyes on her. I have to make her mine. There's just one thing that is holding me back.
Me and Harry have been together for a month and since we've been together I feel like we just spend all our time apart and in the house. Things between us haven't been the same and I feel like it's time for the both of us to go our own ways.
I hate feeling like our relationship is just going down the drain. Maybe he won't be mad if I just tell him that we should see other people.
I got up from my black chair that's in our bedroom, and walked into the kitchen where i seen Harry. "Babe can we please talk?" I said biting at my nails. "Yeah" he said quickly
"Harry I love you, but I think that we should go our own ways. Before you say anything just hear me out. We don't do anything anymore like we used to when we got together. I know that you're an amazing guy, and that you deserve to be with Isabella." I said nicely
"How do you know that I like Belle?" Harry say's back with confusion
"It's so obvious, it's the way you look at her. Harry you don't look at me like that." I say back with tears in my eyes
"I'm so sorry Alice. I've been trying to get over the fact that I can't have her because she's Liam's and he's my friend. I love her with all my heart. Alice you'll always be in my heart but I see you as friend. I hope you understand." He says sniffling
I walk up to him and grab his face and lift his chin up, so he can look at me. I clear all of his tears and give him a gentle kiss on his lips.
"Harry I will always love you to.You will have a place in my heart as a friend. Don't feel bad that were over. We clearly aren't for each other. Go get Belle and love her." I tell him smiling
"I-I-I will try to get her Alice." He says looking at me.
Lately I have been sitting in my bedroom. I've been staying to myself because Liam has been pushing me away. The boys and the girls(Little mix) are on holiday so I thought we could all get together. Since christmas was 3 days ago. I haven't heard from Liam.
On christmas he actually showed up to my flat and gave me lovely promise ring and a dozen of roses. Which are my favorite. He made dinner and that night was amazing. I actually gave him a promise ring and an expensive watch. Also, I bought him a beanie, black ripped skinny jeans, and a shirt that says "Nirvana" with his face and the boys face on it.
I can't seem to figure out why he has been so distant. It almost scares me because he's the only person besides Harry and Jesy that I talk to.
I talk to Perrie, Jade, Leigh-Ann, Niall, Louis, and Zayn a lot. It's just I get shy and scared that they will judge me. I know they won't but i'm just scared.
Speaking of Harry. I really would like to see him. It's been forever since i've talked him and heard his voice. I think I miss him.
I grab my phone off of my night stand and went to my contacts. I clicked on Harry's name and let the phone ring.
"Harry?" I said in a hushed tone. While looking up at the ceiling.
"Belle are you ok? Tell me you're not hurt." He said back scared
"I'm fine really, I just miss you I say." and I began to break down
"Belle breathe. Take deep breaths and relax. I'm coming over ok?"
"No you can't what about Alice?"
"We're not together anymore"
"O-Oh" I manage to let out
"Belle listen to me. Get in bed and i'm coming now. Don't hang up the phone ok babe?
He just called me babe. I began to blush and smile. My thoughts went back to his smile.
I heard knocking at my door. I quickly get up and rush to the door. Seeing Harry stand there with his phone in hand with a worried face.
"Sorry I hung up. I just wanted you to pay attention while you we're driving."
"It's fine baby" He said and pulled me into a big bear hug.
I began to cry into his neck and probably getting his shirt wet. I mumbled a sorry for getting his shit wet. "It's fine Belle. Let it all out"
I just cried and he pulled me close.
He rubbed my back to sooth me and calm me down. Harry began to kiss my head and cuddle me closer. Letting me know that everything will be ok.
After what seem like an hour. Me and Harry sat on the couch with a blanket talking about everything that's stressing me and upsetting me. Until I ask him what happened to him and Alice.
"Harry what happened to you and Alice" I say quietly
He grabbed my hand before talking. "Belle, there's something that I want to tell you, hopefully this doesn't change us. Today Alice and I broke up because she know's that I love you." I say trying to be confident.
"Harry I-I can't please" I said gripping his hand tighter
"Belle let me explain everything. Alice knew that I liked her, but I didn't love her as much as I love you. She knew I liked you because, of the way I look at you compared to her. We started to drift away and Alice was nice to me and told me that it's ok to be with you. But I can't love you Belle because Liam...