It's been a week since Bell has came home and it actually feels good for her to be home and me watching her.
I decided that it's best for Bell to live with me for awhile till I can trust her being by herself.
I want her to get better and to be able to do things without me being around her 24/7.
I really love her and want her to also know I'm trying my best to protect her from whatever comes her way because i hate when she's hurt.
It's been a good week since I came home and Liam treats me like a princess, his princess. It's nice to see that he's changing and that he cares.
I want us to go out sometime and spend a day with each other so we can get back to the way we were.
Maybe that won't be a bad idea I thought to myself. Soon as I'm thinking about where I want to go Liam comes to check on me.
"What are you up to love"? He says as he sits beside me.
"Nothing I was just thinking" I say back.
"Do you forgive me" Liam says
"Forgive you for what?" I say with a strange look on my face.
"For making you cut and almost killing yourself. I feel really bad and didn't mean it. It just made me angry seeing you talk to another guy"
"Liam you shouldn't get angry. Those guys don't mean anything to me. I love you an only you. It's just our argument was so stupid. I didn't mean it." I say to get him to understand
"I know it was stupid of me. I shouldn't get jealous when you talk to other guys" Liam says
Bell's been living with Liam and I'm kind've jealous. She should be living with me instead of him.
Even though bell is Liam's girl I still hope that she's getting taking care of properly an he's treating her right.
Do I love bell? Is she the one I want? It's just every time I'm around her I want to hold her tight an not let go.
With Alice it's like we're rushing things an its like we don't belong. I want to be with her but my mind heart is telling me that it's bell.
I can't stop bell from loving Liam and I can't take bell from Liam. He's my mate an I can't lose him.
"Hey mate why you look so down?" Niall says
"Just having second thoughts about me an Alice" I whisper
"Why's that?" He says
"Niall if I tell you can you please keep this jut between us?"
"Well... I am having feelings for bell again"