17. Feelings for her
Harry just told me that he's having feelings for bell again. Don't get me wrong but bell is amazing and everybody likes her. Besides her making Liam Happy, it's strange that harry would even think about having second thoughts about Alice.
Alice is a pleasant girl but she just doesn't come around often. Whenever she actually comes around she just wants harry all to herself. At times it gets annoying that she's never around but that's between the both of them.
"Who do you really want to be with Hazza?"
"I don't know mate! I really want to be with Alice, but ever since I first met bell i've liked her."
"You know that there's nothing you can really do about it. Bell is taken and she really loves Liam mate."
"I know Ni it's just I really like bell." Harry said with a sad face
For the last past couple of days everything has been difficult for me. Everything has been all over the place because of my feelings. My feelings for bell are growing more and more everyday and i'm starting to push Alice away.
I don't mean to push her away on purpose. Some Things that attract me to bell make me smile because she's almost like me in a way. The way she walk, talk, laugh, and play is amusing to me. Also, everything about her just shows me that she should be mine.
On the other hand Alice is a different story. Alice is a nice, and beautiful girl, but she doesn't compares to bell. See Alice has this understanding about not going to far with me. She knows my limits and she can sometimes handle me.
Sometimes, I really don't see why I even chose to be with Alice.