No ones Pov
After the argument between Liam and Bell things for the both of them have been really rocky. Bell has been having a rough time in school and focusing. People still harass her and she still gets threats. Will it ever stop?
As for Liam he's been with the lads at interviews and the studio and really hasn't been himself. He doesn't feel like the man that he used to be because he hit Bell.
He wants her to forgive him but he's been so afraid to call her and talk to her about it. Will he finally get the chance to show her how sorry he is? It was just a mistake. He didn't mean to.
It's been a week since Liam has been like this. He hasn't been sleeping and he has been up all night blaming himself about what happened.
From the look in his eyes and because he has been crying I can tell he's sorry. I know deep down inside that he didn't mean to hurt her. He's really sorry.
I'm going to talk to Bell today and hopefully she see's that Liam is hurting as much as she's hurting and that things will be right again.
Before I get up to get dressed I checked my phone seeing a message from Alice.
"Hi Harry. I wanted to say good morning. If your not busy do you want to grab something to eat?"
"No it's ok Alice! I really want to talk to Isabella because her and Liam aren't doing good." I tell her
"Oh well ok maybe later?"
"Yeah we can later love!"
"Alright see you then?"
"Yes babe see you later! Love you"
"Love you to Hazza!"
After I put my phone on the charger I decided to take a quick shower. As soon as I'm out I will be on my way to see Bell.
I just got done and I'm now blow drying my hair. After what seems like 35 minutes and I make my way down stairs grabbing my jacket and heading out.
I try an call Bell but she doesn't pick up. I start to get worried and kept calling her but no answer. I drove quickly not caring about traffic.
It's been weeks since mine and Liam's argument. I just want to forget that it even happened but I can't. Everything is racing in my mind and I can't stop it.
I feel like I'm not wanted and that I don't belong in this world anymore. It's clear that Liam don't want me. What guy says he loves you but hit you? He don't love me.
It hurts so much. It's been awhile that I've cut and I just want to feel that nice pain again. The pain was so good and it helped me escape.
My brain was telling me to cut then the other half of me was saying don't cut you will get through it. I threw my thoughts away and quickly got a razor.
I quickly grabbed the razor and started to cut deep. I then looked at the blood. And smiled. It felt good yet so wrong. As I was beginning to spell out broken on my wrist everything went black and I remember falling in the bathtub hitting my head hard.
I pulled up to Bell's flat and quickly ran in. I kept calling her name but it was quiet. I was scared and nervous. Maybe she's gone. That's when I saw her phone buzzing on her coffee table.
I seen a message that said "Nice to see that you backed of Liam you slut"
My heart broke. What I just read broke every bone in my body. I can't believe that someone would do this to her. She's never hurt anybody but they hurt her.
I quickly got up and kept calling out to her but still no answer. I made my way into her room and realized her bathroom door was locked.
I kept pounding on it until I grabbed a knife and picked the lock. I see Bell lay there. She was breathing but lost a lot of blood. I see her wrist and punched the mirror. The mirror shattered everywhere.
I picked Bell up and carried her to my car grabbing my phone and hers. I quickly called that lads and headed to the hospital.