4. June 9, my mothers letter
this is my only spare moment to write. Aunt Julep is a very busy women even when she just found out her brother's dead. Today my Aunt took me to hear the reading of my parents will. I was given all of my parents large estate, including everything inside.Ii was also granted all of my parents money. Aunt Julep was frustrated by that. But the most important thing is the letter my mother left me. this is what it said:
I hope that you took the whole adoption news well, but I doubt it. I am so sorry I didn't tell you sooner but I would hate to see you when I told you. I know that was very selfish of me and I apologize. You are the most important thing in my world and I also want you to know, you are a gift to your father and me and that you were the miracle that we were waiting for. If you hadn't come along we wouldn't have any children. I just want you to know I love you.
I will treasure my mothers letter to me for the rest of my life. And I will keep it safe. I swear.
It's the middle of the night but I need to talk to someone. Erica hasn't spoke to me sense our last text on the sixth. She hasn't even tried to talk to me. And I feel that my world is crashing down around me. I think I just need to cry. So I will. Good night dear diary.