After the concert we where allowed to have some time off.I decided to go for a walk into town at that time it seemed as if there was nothing else to do.I decided to go to a couple shops.
I was in the town today.I knew Liam was aswell but I was bored and we had time off.It had been a while since I had been out by myself.I decided to take a look around.
--------A while later-------
Walking around town could get a bit boring so I asked the other guys to come so we could eat dinner out tonight.On the way there we ran into a couple fans who wanted they're picture taken with me.After the picture was took the girl who took the picture stayed behind as the other two girls left.
"Do you want a picture?" I asked unsure of why she stayed behind and let her two friends go on without her.
"Are you okay?" she asked looking at me.
"Yeah" I wasn't but losing Harry has been big on all of us it has brought much sadness and despair into our lives that we can't get rid off.
"No your not is it because of..."
"Stop it, if it is so what"I then walked feeling angry and annoyed at myself and that fan.
All of us had arrived at Nandos(Liam's choice) it was pretty nice as there was not many people around so it was quiet.I sat and watched the boys eat. I didn't feel hungry.I didn't feel myself.
"Hey!"Liam said looking up to from his phone
"I have to go I've got a date with Sophia" We all muttered a quick okay to Liam as he left.Later Louis phone went off.It turned out to be a phone call from Eleanor who wanted them to go on a double date with Perrie and Zayn.That left just me sitting there alone with a plate full of food.I was going to dump it in the trash when a girl with brown hair came up to me.
"Hi"She said making me sit back down.
"Please I don't like seeing you like this Harry wouldn't."I lookjed down at my food and back up at her.
"Do it for Harry all I ask of you is to talk one bit, please it would make my day" I picked up my fork unsure what to do but her words hit me. Harry would want me to eat so I did it.Once I took a bit the guilt went away.