A month passed. I slowly started to get my life in order and I followed up with everything that happened in school. I was a good student and many teachers praised me when I repeatedly did well.
I came out of college when I saw him. Niall stood under a tree and he seemed almost like he didn't wanting to be seen. I didn't know if I would walk up to him or not, but as soon as I came down the stairs, towards the school. He chose to come to me. I saw at him that he was nervous and he almost seemed unsure if he chose to make the right choice.
"It's okay!" I said as soon as he had stopped in front of me. He smiled faintly and he looked down at the ground.
"My father.... He..."
"Mr. Stanford called!" I said fast. "He explained that we can't have a relationship and he said that your father doesn't allow you to be with me."
Niall seemed almost annoyed by the truth, and he avoided my eyes.
"So the family Stanford knows everything?"
"Little did they know, and people are talking!"
Niall sighed and he seemed almost totally different from the confident person he formerly been.
"I love you, you know!" he whispered. "I love you and I don't know how to not love you."
I swallowed. I could tell him the fact that I loved him back, but I felt that he shouldn't know about that part.
He cut me off by kissing me. Quickly he caught up my face with his hands and I felt him pressed up against me. I felt how he almost ate me up and I allowed him to kiss me. He ended it, but he didn't let go of my face with his hands.
"Please love me back!"
"What's the point?"
He sighed, and I saw that he wanted to ask me on his knees.
"I want you to love me, I wanna be loved by you and I love you so much it hurts."
I just wanted to cry.
"Niall we can't! We know we have no future together."
He didn't care. He looked straight into my eyes and he swallowed.
"Maggie, I can meet you as soon as I'm over in the U.S. and I can take care of you, even if my dad doesn't know about it?"
"I don't want to be a mistress?"
He sighed and I saw that almost tears came.
"Please, let me be with you when I can."
I didn't say no, because it was a lie. I didn't say yes, because it was against my principles.
"Niall, I..." I didn't utter one more word. I couldn't. He saw at me that I didn't want to answer and he smiled a little.
"I can come here whenever I have spare time and we can have it as a secret. Few years, then I telling him that it's, and then realize dad that we love each other, that we fit together and that..." he paused and he smiled. "Just a few years?"
I hesitated, but the truth was that I wanted to say yes.
He interrupted me with a kiss, as he always did, and I felt his arms around my body. I felt how he passionately kissed me and he was near me.
We only managed to get into the apartment. Niall lifted me up in his arms and I took my legs around his waist. We kissed each other hard and I could feel my whole body was screaming for more. I loved him and I realized that I loved him more than I had admitted to myself. He quickly pulled down his pants and he tore off my panties. He pushed me up against the wall and without foreplay he penetrated. Niall slapped me hard right into the wall and I didn't mind. I moaned and I held my arms tightly around his neck. I felt we shared the same love and I realized that we couldn't keep us away from each other. I felt that we would in one way or another be together. Nothing could split us up and no one could come between us.
Niall groaned louder and louder. I felt his hands almost hugged my buttocks and he moved quickly on the body. He pounded harder right into me and I heard the wall pounded by our movements. I felt how he came and he filled me. He whimpered and he shook. Then he relaxed slowly by the body, but he was still standing with me in his arms.
"Damn Maggie, I love you!"
"I love you."
Niall was startled and he looked into my eyes.
"Do you love me?"
I nodded and I smiled.
"Yes, I love you Niall."
He smiled and he kissed me lightly.
"So we can go on with this, with us?"
"I don't like it and I hate to be a secret mistress, but okay, we continue?"
Niall laughed. I was surprised when he right that it was changed position and moved his hands. I ended up pressed against the wall, but I sat on his shoulders with my most sensitive against his lips. He held his arms tightly around me, and he began to lick me. I just whimpered straight out, closed my eyes and I felt how he made me shake. I took my hands over his head and it didn't take much for me to come. He bit me, and he licked and his tongue almost penetrated. I shook even more and in the end it was as if the whole I exploded. I came and I squeezed my hands around his head. I felt my whole body just exploded and I lost control.
We showered and then we lay naked down on the couch and just held each other. I was lying with my head against Nialls chest and for the first time in my life I was sure what I wanted to do.
"Promise to visit me often?" I whispered. Niall smiled and he pulled his hands through my hair.
"I promise. Nothing and nobody can make me let you go."
I smiled and I looked up at him.
"Promise you wont be with other girls?"
He nodded, and he looked down at me honestly.
"I promise sweetheart. You are the last one ever."
"And you promise not to flirt with others?"
He looked doubtful, just to annoy me.
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean?"
He giggled and he nodded.