7. chapter 6
Bootcamp came around quick and very soon I was performing for the judges again. Hoping my performance would be enough but looking around I thought I don't stand a chance.
I didn't sleep that night. I was just so scared not knowing if I did good to go through to the next stage. It was the most nerve revoking experience there could be.
The next day I got up and packed my bags. I got on the coach and we went to the studio. I couldn't stop shaking and then they called up the boys.
I waited and then they got to the last place. I was hoping it would be me but it wasn't. Great I'm now back to the abusive house hold until I'm dead which would probably in a few weeks so not long at all.
I remember crying because in my head it was a win or lose do or die situation and I lost and will be dead. My life counted on this moment and now I'm doomed.