14. September 22nd
Our relationship is like being high. It may seem like a good thing, but it hurts everyone, including ourselves.
Okay, so maybe that was a terrible analogy, but still. I'll think of a better one eventually.
I'm not good with words. It's clear to everyone and I guess that's why I've held out so long. Because I don't really know how I would phrase this letter and I'm sorry for making you fight for us. It's my turn to apolgize, so here I am apologizing for being selfish. I should be on tournwith you and I'm not. I'm sorry, I just want to have something in my life that's stable which is why I stayed. If I didn't, I wouldn't have been able to finish school and then that oeaves to not having a career, blah, blah, blah.
I'm also sorry for giving up. I'm just not as good as fights as you are. I'm beaten down and I feel broken without you here. Our relationship is broken.
Maybe we can fix this when you get back.
Until then, don't forget about all the good times we had in between the bad.