99 days without you

Ella was devastated when she found her girlfriend dead in their living room. Ella slipped into a deep depression. Ella started to self harm herself and her friends were worried. They sent Ella to a therapist to talk about Hazel ( her girlfriend) and maybe cope with the fact that she was gone. Ella wrote in a journal given to her by her therapist. After 99 days of writing in her journal she decided life isn't worth living if Hazel wasn't there.
Based-somewhat- off the Larry stylinson fanfiction '99 days without you'


5. Day 4

Day 4:

I see you every where. Like I said yesterday. Your everywhere but your not you. You scream hurtful things at me. You yell at me for being useless. You tell me you never loved me.

I wonder if what 'you' said is true.

Do you really hate me?? What did I do? I know I should read the note but it's to painful. Just to hear/read why you left.

You messed with my head. I have no job I'm nearly homeless. Lulu and Mia are helping all they can. They're thinking about sending me to a mental hospital. I don't eat. I hate sleeping. It's only been 4 days since I've been given this journal.

And while I look at what I wrote it makes me miss you more!!

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