10. this is the end
So it's 2014. I'm engaged to Zayn. Little mix are the biggest girl band in the world. We've got one album out and one is coming out soon and we are going on tour can't wait.
There's just one problem. Twitter. People are saying why would Zayn go our with you let alone engage her. But the worse thing is it's true.
That's it I'm done. I'm done with the hate. I'm done with judging. I'm done with people saying they know me when they don't. I'm done with people who bullied me now wanting to be friends. I'm done with...well life.
I lock myself in my room. took my razor blade and cut and cut and cut. I'm sorry but this is the end. I grabbed my phone and posted a video on twitter saying
"I hope your happy everyone you got what you wanted. Don't say you didn't mean it. Don't feel sorry. Don't cry." I said and post.
Then I kept cutting and cutting until I felt I was about to collapse on the floor. I made it to my bed and lay there until everything went black.