His Princess: A Cm Punk Love Story

Abused as a child. Went through hell in high school until she met Milan. They live together train at FCW. When one night at Monday Night Raw Changed Everything.. It must say PG-13 but there is gonna be some scene where it's gonna be rated if you are not at the age where you cannot not understand what it means don't read the story...


35. Chapter 35

Milan's P.O.V

I woke up it was 5am, and my head started to ache. I looked at my phone and it was full of missed calls and text messages from Jacob and Colby.

"Fuck my life." I quietly said. I called a cab because one I really don't know where to go and I am not in the mood for walking.

The taxi finally came and drove me back to the hotel. I payed him and as soon the car left my heart began to race in fear of what's going to go down right when I walk through the door.

I reached the hotel room and my hands started to shake while I was putting the key inside. I opened the door and see nothing it was quiet. I went towards the room and heard the shower running. Then it stops. I took of my shoes and acted like nothing happened in the last 24 hours.

The door opened and I put a smile on my face. I got up from my suitcase and headed for the bathroom not saying a word. I got out the bathroom 20 minutes later with fresh clothes bloodshot red from crying in the bathroom, and wet curly hair with no Colby in sight.

I walked out the bedroom slowly heading towards the kitchen. I saw Colby sitting in the in the bar quiet. I went to the fridge and grabbed a water bottle.

"Hi!" I said sounding happy. I walked away heading towards the room when he spoke up.

"Come back here." He demanded. I turned around and walked back. He guided me to the living room.

"What's wrong?" I asked sitting in front of him. He stopped and scoffed.

"What’s wrong? Where have you been? You never answered my phone calls or text messages, where the fucks were you?" He snapped. He sat down face to face waiting for an answer.

"After the show I went out drinking... I was too drunk so I slept under a tree at the beach." I quietly answered my eyes started to get blurry from the tears.

'What did I tell you about drinking away your problems? Why couldn't you just talk to me about it?" He asked. I didn't know what to say at this point.

"Colby, I did something wrong and if I tell you... we're going to break up anyways. So Colby... we can't do this anymore." I said crying into my hands.

"What are you talking about?" He asked. I lifted my head up.

"I was hiding things from you Colby." I admitted. He stood up and walked away furiously and came back.

"What were you hiding huh?" He asked.

"Well, the boy I was hanging out the club with he was my ex and we started to hang out a lot. Then yesterday we slept together..." I answered walking to the bedroom to pack up my things.

From the room I heard things being thrown and right now it was a good time to leave. I found a piece a paper and a pen to write a little note since it's our last good bye.

Dear Colby, I am sorry and I think it would be great if we keep our distances.-Milan

I sighed and placed the note on the bed and left the hotel room. I went down the stairs and checked myself out. I took a taxi to a hotel close to the club I looked out the window and saw a store that sold alcohol and vaporizers.

I went downstairs and immediately headed towards the store. The store was amazing it had vodka flavors from vanilla to coconut and vaporizers from biggest to smallest.

I grabbed 2 vanilla vodkas, 2 rums, and 3 big vaporizers. I payed the man and headed back to the hotel room to release my stress knowing that I can't even do this I've got nobody on my ass about it.

I got back to the hotel, took all my clothes off and put on a giant t-shirt. I opened a bottle of vodka and took a vaporizer. I put on some very depressing music and sat down.

After 20 minutes later I am already tipsy but it feels good. I looked at the time and it was time to hot the club. I changed into some sweats and a t-shirts and headed out. I walked in to saying anything to anybody to my dressing room.

I got out the dressing room and went towards the stage when I saw Jacob coming towards me.

"Milan, can we talk-" He said before I cut him off.

"Jacob, I already hurt Colby’s feelings and I am not in the mood to hurt yours so I think it would be great if we never talk anymore." I suggested.

"Okay."  He said quietly. I turned around on my heel and went behind the curtains and took one last breath. They finally opened and I began to sing.

Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose, you can't have everything
Don't you take chances, you might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain 'cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side and watch this life pass me by
So unhappy, but safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ya
Just wanna be happy

Holding on tightly, just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role, slowly disappear, oh
But all these days, they feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names, get me out of here
But I can't stand by your side, oh no
And watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, oh, happy, oh

So any turns that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim, don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place, I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I just wanna be happy, oh, yeah, happy, oh, happy
I just wanna be, oh, I just wanna be happy
Oh, happy

My eyes started to water right when I spotted Colby. I walked backstage to my dressing room and locked the door. I pulled out another vodka bottle and began to drink. I finished changing and headed back to my hotel room.


Monday 3:00


I woke up with another massive headache. Today was our last day in California and it was sad I couldn't perform at the club anymore. I went to the lobby where my taxi was waiting at to bring me to the arena.


I reached the arena and payed the driver. I got into my locker room dropped my things and headed to Stephanie's office. I walked in and find her reading some papers.


"Stephanie?" I asked she looked up and smiled.


"Hey darling, come in and grab a seat." She demanded.


"So you wanted to see me?" I asked she nodded.


"You're going to defend your women’s title against Naomi." She said. I put a fake smile on my face and nodded.


After the match...


I lost the title but it was okay Naomi deserved to be a champion from all her hard work. I grabbed a Mic and decided that right now is the best time to say it.


"It was great being champion bit I decided that I want to leave the WWE." I said. I walked backstage to my locker room to change. I got out but got pushed back in by Angie, Angel, Roman, Dean, and shockingly Colby.


"I need to head to the airport. Now can you get out of my way?" I shouted trying to get through them.

"Not until you explain what's going on." Angie said.


"Nothing you need to know." I quietly said.


"If you tell us what's going on with you we could help." Angel suggested. I scoffed.


"I don't need nobody's help for my problems. I already got that covered; and plus you guys will be great without me." I explained. I looked at Colby and I could tell he was disappointed.


"Let me talk to her." A voice said. We all looked at Colby and the others agreed. I took out my phone and cancelled my flight since I am already late. I sat down looking through my bag for my bottle of rum and my vaporizer.


I finally found them and began to puff and drink. Colby turned around and shook his head.


"Why are you doing this to yourself?" He asked grabbing the vaporizer and the bottle out of my hand.


"Why do you care Colby? Huh? Tell me. You should be happy that I am out of your life! I am a fucking wrecking ball and all I do is ruin shit. Every time I tell you I am happy I am not! That night I jumped off the building was for me to die! I should have told you to tell them to leave me and die." I snapped at him with tears in my eyes.


"Even though we have shit going on doesn't mean I don't still think about you every day, care about you, and love you!"  He yelled back. I scoffed.


"Why do you want me to stay so bad?" I asked.


"I just can't stand not seeing you." He admitted.


"Colby, I hurt you badly and you’re still saying you love me. I ruined everything." I said.


"I've learned to forgive and forget. Leighla cheated on me just like you but I forgave her and we forgot about it." He explained.


"Colby, no matter how much it'd going to hurt you. I am still leaving after Raw in Chicago. I need to be away from everybody." Was the last words I said before leaving back to the hotel.









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