5. Chapter 5
I woke up to the sun in my eyes and the birds chirping. i looked at the time, it was 7:45. "Fuck I overslept!" i yelled. i jumped up and through on some clothes and did my hair.(http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=129067688) i skipped breakfast, and ran to school. i came just in time. The whole time in class me and Luke were texting each other. the rest of the day goes on and in the middle of history i get a text from ashton.
Hey can you meet me at the school garden after school? Please I really need to talk to you.
I wonder what ashton wants? any way the day goes by there was pizza for lunch and i sat by Hannah again. but now schools over and im walking to the School garden. I see Ashton there sitting on the bench with a rose. I walk over to him, once i get to him he stands up to face me. "Hey Ashton what did you want to talk about?" I asked. "Lily I know we never really talk and you don't really know me but I think i fell in love with you. every since i saw you in the cafeteria i knew you were the one for me. i love you will you be mine?" he said. oh my god I don't know what to say. he was really sweet and cute in all but im with Luke. "Ashton that's so sweet in all, but im sorry i don't like you in that way i see you as a friend." i said nicely trying not to hurt his feelings. "But Lil-" i cut him off "Im sorry but no" i turn around and walked away. "Lily!" he said. i turn around to face him and he was right in my face, and he kissed me. I felt sparks, but i knew it was wrong. i pulled away. i stared at him for a minute and then ran away, ran all the way to my house. i bursted through the door ran up stairs and jumped into bed. i was crying. i didn't know what to do. i only been dating Luke for a day! I love him i thought. but do i? i also thought what if i love ashton. im so confused. i grabbed my moms picture from the nightstand. "Mom." i said crying. "what do i do? i need your help. you always knew what to say." i stopped for a second. "I miss you" i said hugging the picture. i then cried myself to sleep...