Hilary came over the following morning and put of all the years I've known her I'd never been so happy to see her today. "I went to Matt's this morning, he was completely hungover and the only thing he remembers is kissing you, which is sorta good you know."
"Yeah but I want to be the one he thinks of even when he can't think straight," I replied.
"Well technically speaking he wasn't thinking straight this morning so-"
"Why'd we stop talking in the first place Hilary," I interrupted.
"I was a bitch at the time. I started leaving you for Eleanor cause I thought if I hung out with someone popular it would've made me popular but damn was I wrong. It was my fault and I'm sorry for it."
"It's fine, I just wanna forget about last night and go watch a movie with Matt and cuddle and do all the other cute crap."
"Well, your dad can drive you if you want? He's actually sober ahaha I walked in and he greeted me and everything. I felt like royalty haha."
Hilary always made me laugh. She was good at it, but she was even better at giving advice too.
"Go see him," she said, "you regret the things you don't do more than the things that you do, at least try, if you die then you can say 'I died trying' if you didn't then you'll have died a pussy. So toughen up Reen."
Wow, I sure missed those non hurtful, motivational speeches. I couldn't help but feel bad. I punched some random girl in the face, made Matt seem like a dick (well he was but that's besides the point), and made myself seem like some psychotic bitch.
"Oi, you're pissing me off now. We go right now or we don't go at all, I've got football in 30 minutes and I can drop you off on the way there but you've got less then a minute to hurry up and decide. Take your time."
"Hah funny one you are Hilary." I replied in a sarcastic tone.
"I know, now hurry up and get in the car!"
"I didn't say I was going," I replied quickly.
"Fine then I'm gone," she smirked at me and started slowly walking to the door.
Let's just say she was on the floor and I was inside the car in less then 20 seconds after she said that.
I arrived at Matts in 5 minutes, my hands shaking as I got out the car and walked closer and closer to the door.
"Good luck, and have fun for christs sake! Just not too much fun if you know what I mean." She said as she pulled out the drive winking at me.
I waited a minute until the door opened slowly to reveal Matt with dark circles under his red eyes and still in his pyjamas.
"What the hell happened to you?"
"Thanks, well, I cheated on the girl I'm in love with, she went mental at me, left, the other girl that was on my couch was out cold, the cops came, Hilary battered me to shits last nig-"
"Okay okay, I get it. Look I'm sorry about last night, I was pissed off okay. I wanted to be the only girl you thought about. Drunk or not drunk and seeing you kiss her the way you did just pissed me right off you know?"
It was silent for a bit, and I looked back up at him to see why he wasn't replying but as I did he held me close to him, our eyes locking and we started to kiss. Right then and there, in front of his neighbours and his little brother and fuck me did that kiss feel like forever, and forever felt nice.
He invited me in and no one was home. Wow... What a total shock. We went to his room and I made him shower and clean up & I must admit the lad cleans up pretty well. He came out in his boxers with his wet messy hair and gorgeous six pack and starting whipping his hair back and forth soaking me with his wet hair like an asshole. But I've got to admit it was pretty hot. "You know you were a fucking dick last night. You hurt me. A lot."
"I know, and I'm sorry, Hilary did continuously tell me whilst beating the shit out of me," he said with the biggest smirk on his face. Even with a black eye he was hot. I had to laugh at the comment. God I loved him. He was great when he wasn't too busy vacuuming someone else's face off.
"You know if I lost you and you didn't forgive me I'd have died a lot inside. I finally had expressed how I felt and if I'd lost you in less then 4 hours I would not be able to live with myself." He said it so sincere and sad.
"It's a good thing I forgave you then, otherwise I'd have a dead boyfriend."
We both laughed at my stupid comment as Matt got up to get changed. We went out for the night & came back to his house. I was just there, laying on Matt and let's just say the night went by quick and I ignored what Hilary said. We had way too much fun and I will not expand on that. All I'm saying is I lost my 'v card' when I was 18 to the love of my life and it was amazing. It sounds stupid but when you go 18 years liking someone and thinking they don't like you back to then find out that they've liked you back the whole time it's great. 2:30 a.m. and we were still, just laying there. My skin, my body, against his, and it all just seemed normal, it was perfect.