1. will I live tomorrow?
I couldn't help but stare out the large window that was in my "room", was this really how I was going to die? Will I get to say good bye to everyone I care about? All of these questions ran threw my head as I looked out at all of the cars that drove by. I was so lost in my thought that I didn't even notice my brother, Jacob, walk into the small room until his cold hands touched my boney spine. I knew that I had a problem I just didn't know that it got this bad. I looked up at him and he smiled "Cora, guess what..." He beamed with happiness, how could he be so damn happy at a time like this? "What?" I said without any emotion as I looked back at the busy street. "You get to come home tomorrow. Isn't that exciting?" He beamed. "What's the point?" "What do you mean sis?" "I'm just going to come back here, so what's the point of even leaving?" I snapped. "I know you hate it but there's nothing I can do about what happened to you." He said calmly "whatever." I rolled my eyes and stood up to grab my phone. It's been 6 months since we broke up and I've been missing him like crazy. I go to his number and text him 'Hey Niall, it's Cora, I just wanted to say that I miss you like crazy and I really need you to be here please?' I shut my phone off and softly began to cry. How could he forgive me after what I did? I got a text back about an hour later from Niall 'hey, what's going on, are you hurt where are you?' I smiled at my phone he replied finally. 'Im at Parkview hospital, I'll explain everything when you get here. I'm in room 116 just come in.' I replied as I sat in my bed and covered up with a blanket as I slowly fell asleep, that's a side effect of the drugs they have me on here. I'm woken up by a knock on the door "come in." I say horsely. My eyes widen as I see Niall walk into the room. He walks over to the bed and smiles as he hugs me and hands me the bear he was holding "so what happened?" He asked as if he was worried about me "I threw up a lot and wouldn't eat very much so Jacob dragged me here, I've been here for over a week. I have this disease I forget what it's called I just know that it makes you really sick and you can't really eat anything. It sucks." I tell him he looks at me and smiles "we'll I'm here for you." He says sweetly. I smile for the first time in a week and I can't stop.
**end of flashback**