I was in Missael's truck heading home the doctor gave me the all clear and my mom brought me clothes it was just a t-shirt and some sweats because I can't wear anything right or do a whole lot right now cause my uterus is trying to heal. I was looking down at my hands not saying anything to Missael. Ever since I woke up I've been blocking him from my head and I haven't really been talking to him mainly because I was waiting for him to reject me.
"Andrea what's wrong?" He said out of no where.
"Nothing." I didn't even look up and I heard him sigh.
"I know they hurt you babe I know they did things to you that I wish you never had to go through. And I know that the doctor said to take it easy with you because right now your really sensitive but babe I can't stand this silence please tell me what's wrong what are you thinking let me in babe please don't shut me out." He pleaded.
"I just need to be alone please." Was all I said I could feel his eyes on my for a long time but he sighed and gave in. When we got home he helped me get to my room I laid on my bed and fell asleep I was so tired and I missed being on my bed, I slowly drifted to a peaceful sleep. I woke up when I smelled chicken broth.
"Hey I brought you some soup." Said Yareli she was stirring it with a spoon.
"I'm not hungry." I said.
"Sweetie you need to eat something the doctor said so." She said in a soft voice.
"I'm not hungry Yareli." I said as I curled up into a ball and covered myself with the sheets. I could hear her sigh and rub my shoulder.
"We're worried about you munchkin. When they took you everyone went crazy especially Missael most of us didn't sleep for days. We searched every day just to find you only to realize that Milena had you this whole time. It hurt us all and it hurt Missael a lot. The first week his eyes were so swollen from crying I don't know how he was able to see. Please Andrea I know you went through things we could never imagine but we went through the pain of the thought that we had lost you." I knew she was trying to tell me that I needed to open up to them to let them in but I couldn't, how could I they raped me they beat me I felt like I was shattered.
"Please I just want to be alone." I said, I heard her sigh then I heard her footsteps leave and the door open and close.
As soon as she was gone I started to cry and cry till my pillow so wet I had to flip it over I don't know how long I cried for but I fell asleep again and when I woke up the clock said it was 11 in the morning. I groaned I didn't want to do anything not like I could anyways. No one came in that day I guess they were giving me space the next day the doctor came to do a check up she said my uterus was almost healed and told me I needed to eat I just thanked her for coming and she left. Yareli came in and set up a bath for me and helped me get in it was filled with herbs to help with the healing process after some time I got out and dried off she helped me to my bed and put a bowl of soup on my nightstand and left. I took the bowl and ate it the warm broth felt good going down my throat and into my tummy I only ate half of it though and set it back on the nightstand and fell asleep.
I dreamt of what they did to me of the things they would tell me it felt worse though as if everything they did was intensified I was screaming and thrashing I felt something touch my cheek and I gasped I woke up and formed an icicle in my hand but they grabbed my wrist and pinned me down on the bed I felt them stroke my cheek.
"Hey hey it's ok I'm sorry it's ok baby it's ok it's just me it's just me." Cooed Missael the icicle disappeared from my hand as I saw him his eyes were filled with worry and they glowed a little bit his wolf was coming out. I was breathing really fast and then I broke down crying and he carefully picked me up and held me in his arms and stroked my hair.
"It's ok babe it's ok. They won't hurt you anymore I promise. They'll never hurt you again no one will ever hurt you ag-" he started to coo but I cut him off.
"But you are... Your going to reject me you don't love me anymore." I said and I felt him stiffen then his hand went under my chin as he made me look at him.
"I'm not going to reject you. They told you that didn't they, babe I know they did because I saw your dream. Listen to me." He said because I had looked away. "I'm not going to reject you Andrea. Yes I know at first when I found out you were my mate I did but that was a different story I was being a jerk to you. But I learned my lesson. Andrea I'm not going to reject you just because they raped you. They abused you they did something that you didn't want to do if there's anyone I'm mad at right now it's they bastards that laid their hands on you not you. I've never been mad at you. I was going crazy trying to find you trying to bring you back home I couldn't feel what was happening to you and to be honest that hurt more then if I did feel it. I wish I could feel it that way I could at least know you were alive I thought they had killed you because I couldn't feel anything and that was killing me. Andrea I love you. I have always loved you I have always cared for you. You mean everything to me and I wouldn't want anyone else to be my mate but you." At the end of his speech I had tears forming again but not because I was scared but because I was happy. He loved me he told me he loved me this was the first time he said it.
"I love you to." I said he looked into my eyes and smiled and he gave me a soft kiss.
"You need to sleep baby." He said as he stroked my cheek. "You need all the rest you can get." He laid me on the bed and laid down next to me I got close and cuddled next to him and drifted off to sleep.
Ever since I told her I loved her Andrea has been getting better she talks more and she's been able to recover faster she walk more now and make her way down the stairs. I was gonna surprise her on Saturday with a special night planned. I had told everyone about it and Yareli and Sylvia were squealing with delight. They helped her get ready and made sure she knew nothing about what was going to happen. After awhile she came down the stairs in a short light blue dress and some black flats he hair was curled and she had it up she only had black eyeliner and lipgloss on she looked beautiful. I helped her get into the truck and I got in and drove into the woods down a trail. When the trail ended I got down and helped Andrea get down I told her to close her eyes and I put a blindfold on her.
"What's going on?" She asked.
"It's a surprise." I said as I picked her up and carried her to a clearing I found awhile back where you could get a nice view of the stars. She kept asking where was I taking her and I just told her to wait I knew this was driving her nuts she hated surprises. I set her down but didn't take the blind fold off yet I set up the clearing so that there were rose pedals formed into a heart around a small table with two chairs and there were a few lanterns around the clearing so we could see I went to the table and told her to take the blindfold off. She took it off and gasped as she looked around she gasped again when she saw the stars.
"It's so beautiful." She breath I smiled it was nice to see her happy again I gestured to her seat and she sat down I went to a side of the clearing and brought a cart that had our food in it it was lemon chicken her favorite we ate and talked about when we were young and how much fun we had when mom would take us to see the stars then we got into a contest trying to spot all the constellations. I pulled out the dessert which was just strawberries covered in chocolate also her favorite we basically ate the whole box when we finished we laid on the floor and looked up at the stars.
"I remember when you were little you use to reach up trying to touch the stars." I said as I raised my hand and pretend to pinch a star but when I brought my hand down I had the ring in my hand she sat up and looked at it.
"Oh my gods." She said.
"Andrea I love you and I don't want to be with anybody else but you. I know your still young but I really don't care I don't care how long we stay engaged as long as I know that eventually you will be my wife. Andrea Ravenswood will you marry me I said as I got up and got on one knee. She was stunned for awhile but she finally spoke.
"Yes yes I'll marry you gods yes!" She said as she kissed me I smiled and kissed her back I only pulled away to put the ring on her finger then I kissed her again for who knows how long.