"I'm leaving man , this place is boring " I said replacing the cup on the table , while making my way out
"Come on , the strippers will be here soon " Justin said forcing me to stay
"Strippers ? , the hell man " I gave him a disgust look , "See you later " now I'm finally out of this house , strippers are you kidding me , I hate strippers
I feel awful because I refused sandra's request , it would be better than seeing strippers , anyway I started my car , I wanna go and see sandra , she must be home , should I call her first ? no lets make it surprise .
" You wanna cupcakes " I said giving harry a cup of tea
"No , thanks " he smiled , bringing the cup to his lips
" Sarah went to sleep , she became tired from cooking " I replaced the cup on the table and joined him back on the swing , looks like he is enjoying it .
" Yeah , you think what happened to her was fine ?" he asked
"No , she refuse to see a doctor , but I'll take her soon " I said , looking at his worried face , he really cares
"Cool " he sighed , looking back at the sky
" Can I ask you something ?" I mumbled
" Sure " harry sighed
" Why you act like badboys ?"
"What you mean ?"
"I mean you and niall always act like bad boys and everyone avoid you , but I think you both can be better person "
"Was you afraid from niall from first time you met him ?" harry's question surprised me
" No "
"That's why he loves you , because you didnt judge him , but whoever see us they judge us , thats the world "
" Yeah , but you can prove the opposite "
"Our acts reflects what we've been through "
" I know , thats why I trust you "
"You trust me ?"
"Yeah " I do really trust harry , he treat me like his sister , I feel he his part of my family
I think this conversation is getting better , I would never talk with harry that way , he is right we shouldnt judge people without getting to know about them .
While we both were sitting in an awkward silence watching the sky , I felt large hand on my shoulder , I looked at harry who was starring at the sky , why he is acting like that? I mean he is harry styles , he cant be confused , I surprised him by resting my head on his warm chest as he wrapped his hands around my arms .
I feel guilty about niall , but I did called him and he prefered partying with his friends besides harry is my bestfriend .
"Did Justin call you today ?" I broke the silence
"Yes , why ?" I felt his breath above my head
" I was just asking " I ended the subject
"Niall didnt come because of the party , did he ?"
" Yeah "
"Look , he is my friend but if I were him I would never cancel you "
" shut up " I gleefully pushed his shoulder
"I was just helping " he teased
" Sandra , where are you ?" I jumped from my seat as a male voice called my name
"N-Niall? " I mumbled , looking at harry who was terrified
"Yeah " he said entering the garden , but he was nailed when he saw harry .
Harry stood from his place , as I stood awkwardly between the both of them , the way niall looks at us make me feel guilty , we were just having dinner nothing more .
"What the hell ?" niall finally spoke
"Sarah invited me for dinner " harry defended himself , but he was cool
"And the dinner is over " niall spoke with harsh tone
" I'll leave you alone " harry whispered in my ear and he started to make his way inside the house , I just nodded but my eyes didnt leave niall's gaze which was watching harry's steps outside the house
"You had fun ?" why he is treating me like I did something wrong
"Yeah " I said , when I finally had the power to move I made fast steps to my room , and of course niall was following me I can tell by the angry steps behind me , when I finally was inside the room I sit on my bed .
" I'm ready to listen " niall said closing the door
" Listen to what ?" I frowned
"To what happened while I was gone "
" Nothing "
"You think I'm fool "
"Niall , its nothing , he had dinner with me and sarah and then he left " I was trying to be cool
"Yeah , that was before you were about to fuck him " he yelled , fine I'm done with this
"Stop yelling , I didnt fuck him , you dont trust me it's your problem not mine " I yelled back , and I do regret it
" I trust you , but not him "
"yeah , and I trust him " my words shocked him , shit why did I say that? , I do trust harry but it wasnt necessary to tell niall about it .
" So , it's my fault then "
" I never said it was " I hate it when he yells at me
" I hate harry , he fucking makes me jealous " niall placed his hands over his forehead and yelled , not again !!
" Harry is my bestfriend , we should really take about that bitch you had , you really think I forgive about it , not because we kissed that mean we are okay " I feel great to say that to him
" You think I was .... " he sighed " Sandra , Mary is my cousin " what ? his cousin , ok I'm shocked , she cant be ...shit !!
"Why you didnt tell me ?"
"Because you didnt give me a chance "
" What about the towel thing ?"
"She was taking a shower and I did when she was done " he explained
" And I had dinner with harry and then we sit in the garden , nothing more " I left him in the room and went to my bathroom , I cant cry infront of him , I must be strong
I looked in the room , as I watched the tears running on my cheeks , crap I'm crying , of course I'm crying , I'm a human , I cant act strong the whole time , while crying I noticed my makeup bag next to the bathtub , the only time I dont blame myself for forgetting it here
I quickly grabbed it and picked my mascara , I washed my face and started to colour my eyelashes with the black liquid , when I was done I gave a quick look before I open the bathroom door .
Niall was sitting on my chair next to the window , I ignored him and slept on my bed
" Sandra " he hissed my name
"I'm sorry , I yelled at you "
"fine " I sighed as I felt his warm body
"No , I dont blame you for being mad , but I'm sorry "
"Its fine Niall , I'm sorry too " I rolled my body , so now I'm facing him .
" I love you " he pulled me closer , our tights were touching
" I love you too " I hissed in his neck , OMG this is giving me the willies