"I still want to know about tiffany , when you are ready to talk I'll be ready to listen " it was the last thing she said before she leaves me in the dark room .
I dont blame her for hating me , actually I hate myself everyone does , I dont like the way I'm living my life but I dont have another choice , and dont say there is always another choice because its different with me .
I wish I could go back in time and think well before hurting tiffany , I still remember her face when she knew about the truth , her image is like dagger in my mind .
It was just another party with another drunk friends , I was always missed up , I feel like someone is steeling my life from me and I can do nothing but watch .
I was in the kitchen drinking while there was party outside , from the many parties I attended I forgot whose house is this ? , I brought the cup to mouth and let the cold liquid touch my tongue , as I saw justin entering the kitchen with a curly haired guy , he was tall and dressed in black , black jeans and black t-shirt , to be honest he looks dangerous .
" Niall , here you are " he said as he was getting closer followed by the curly haired guy , " Niall this is Harry , Harry this is Niall " he introduced us
"It's nice to meet you Niall " harry outstretched his hands for a hand shake .
"Nice to meet you too harry " I smiled .
" We are going upstairs , you coming ?" justin informed
"Right behind you " I replied , then he left the kitchen taking harry with him .
I put the cup on the counter , as I remembered tiffany , when I first meet her it was in this house , then she became the lucky girl to be involved in our stupid game , after that night she never appear and never go to school and her friends know nothing about her .
I started to walk out of the kitchen to find the boys standing outside the house , I went to meet them , when liam saw me he jerked his face he was the only one who never agreed about this game .
I was one feet away from the boys until I felt small hands gently stopping me , when I looked at the figure who pulled me , it was her , Tiffany , I felt somehow better to see her alive .
She still look sad , miserable but she was a bit fat , her eyes were red and she was looking at me with begging eyes .
"T-Tiffany " I mumbled
" Can we talk for a second " her miserable voice spoke , I just nodded and followed her to a quit balcony .
" Why you were skipping school ?" I wonderingly asked
" I wasnt afraid of you " she spoke with harsh tone for the first time , " I came here to tell you one thing " she took a deep breath before she complete " I'm pregnant "
End of Flashback
After she told me that she was pregnant , I felt like the air went thicker like I can no longer breath , she was pregnant with my baby .
But I turned my back to her , not taking any responsibility , but I cant be a father I mean I was 16 turning 17 , I cant be father in high-school , but the way she looked at me still make me feel sick , it was a disgust look .
I wish sandra could forgive me .
After I left niall in the room lost , he wanted to say something but I didnt let him , I know what he will say , he will say I regret doing this , and he loves and never hurt me , but no , this time I cant fall for him , he is a monster .
I grabbed my phone and dialed sasha's number , I didnt hear from her since days ago , I missed her too .
"Hey sasha" I said
" Sandra , I missed you girl " she sighed throw the phone .
" Me too , can we meet somewhere ?"
" yeah sure , what about now?"
" Now is fine , I'll pick you up " I hang up the phone , then I started my engine , I started to drive my car still thinking about him , why I cant take him out of my head , ohh wait because I love him , but thats wrong , it's totally wrong .
Minutes later I was at sasha's house , I parked my car in the parking lot , then I locked it and started to walk towards the door .
I pressed the small bell , then a young beautiful lady opened the door , she just looks like sasha , she must be her mum .
" Can I help you " a small nice smile grew on her mouth
" Yeah , I;m sandra , sasha's friend " I introduced myself , but the smile faded away and she looked at me with widened eyes and opened mouth .
"Are you OK , ma'am " I tried to break the silence but she just walked away , Is she ok ?
" sorry , sandra , my mum is a little tired " Sasha interrupted my thoughts , Tired ? what kind of illness could do this ?
I followed sasha to her room , her house was big almost like mine , and her room too , I liked it a lot , she opened her room's door and when I was already inside she closet it
" long time no seen " sasha interrupted the awkward silence .
" Yeah I missed you " I said sitting on her bed , watching the many posters she had on her wall on of them was for The fray , which was my favorite .
" I missed you too " she joined me on the bed
"so , How is niall ?" she smirked giving me a gentle push on my shoulders , and I know exactly what she means .
"Our relationship is not going well " I sighed
"The hell you mean ?" she groaned
30 minutes later and I was done telling her the whole story , her reaction surprised me she got mad and she wanted to go to niall , I cant imagine what he was going to do .
" I need to go home "
" call me when there is new news " she winked as I followed her downstairs
After we said our goodbyes , I went to my car and started the engine and when I was about to drive my car home , my phone buzzed , when I looked at the screen it was unknown number so I ignored it , but when it buzzed again I answered
"Hello " I answered
"Sandra , I need your help " a female voice yelled through the phone .
" Who are you ?" I nervously asked
" Its me mary " my heart dropped " and niall needs you"