13. Me, him and I
Niall didn't chose to listen to anyone other than me. He changed his phone number and I got his little black book.
"I don't want anyone but you."
I smiled and looked down at the book. It contained a lots of names on the girls and their phone numbers.
"I throw it?"
He smiled and nodded.
"I want you to do so."
I looked up at him and smiled. There were many questions and still could I sometimes doubt myself. Every time Niall saw that look on my face, he always took his hands around my cheeks and he looked deeply into my eyes.
"Never doubt on me."
I learned to slow to trust him. Okay that he once had been looking for others and I know (if anyone knew) that he had lived an odd life. I never told him that I had heard him from my apartment, but I think he thought so.
Every night Niall chose to sleep next to me. He refused to let me go and he was sure to tell what he felt for just me. I realized that he really loved Sally, me. I slowly began to become Sally, which they had created, I also learned to make her a part of me. I made up myself every morning and I chose clothes that suited my age. Okay I didn't always walked in high heels, but I tried not to buy shoes that old ladies had.
"What made you see me?" I asked once. "What made you love me?"
Niall smiled and he smiled that mischievous smile.
"You were the only girl who never wanted me and as always kept yourself away from my hands and words. When I met you, I realized that there was more inside you than in any other girl I've met."
"It sounded pretty typical response to come from you?"
He kissed me.
"But it's the truth." he whispered tenderly. "And when did you knew that you love me?"
I knew that I had always had feelings for him, but I always answered as honestly as I could.
"When I saw that you not only wore a cock!"
He burst out laughing.
I giggled and realized that the words I had just been using.
"I saw that you were a person."
He understood me.
"I'm glad you saw my person."
There is one thing I always believed in. My own gut feeling. I trusted it and a year later I was cohabiting with Niall Horan. He was sent to me from above. He was everything that I really wanted and he was the only one I cared about, with the whole heart.