We kissed. It wasn't what I expected. It was slow moving, more meaningful than I thought. She yanked open the door, I could tell from her movements all through the night she was nervous, especially about her Mum. She kicked off even when I spoke about her.
"Is Justin there?" A quiet voice cracked, she nodded and turned to me. I wanted to stay and talk all night with her, kiss her, just be with her. But for once in my life, I didn't want to have sex with her. It would ruin it, and I couldn't do that. Jaxon small head peeped through her under arm and flashed a small smile. His eyes were red again from crying. Selena moved quickly over to her planner and opened it and looked through it then looked at me.
"Is your History homework due in on Friday?" Her cheeks were bright red with embarrassment.
"Okay, make sure you're here tomorrow." She looked at me with flirty eyes. "We will defiantly do it then." Her eyes were gleaming with excitement. I smiled. I grabbed my text book and waltzed over to her. I wrapped my arms round her waist as she stared in confusion. I kissed her plump smooth lips quickly and then pulled away.
"Goodnight gorgeous, I love you." She suddenly realised that we were pretending to be going out again. She nodded.
"I love you." I turned back to her as she stared, she said it more innocently than I had expected, like she had never said it before. I shut the door quickly as I smiled.
"You really like her don't you." Jaxon said as we slowly moved away.
"She's my girlfriend." I laughed, knowing that she could hear.
"Do you love her?" He asked, with his eyes wide open.
"Obviously, like I said, she's my girlfriend." He nodded then walked me down the corridor towards our room. As I swung the door open I could see three suitcases lying on the floor. "My stuff!" I beamed as I ripped them open. Jaxon stood stump still, I looked back at him with curious eyes. "What?"
"I don't want it." He sniffed as a tear dropped. Suddenly Jazymn burst in with a smile on her face.
"Has all your stuff come?" She asked as bounced with glee.
"Not all of it, but most of it, you?" I replied still keeping my eyes glued to Jaxon.
"Yeah, the rest should come at different days in the week!" She shouted, I laughed. She looked to her left and saw Jaxon upset. "What is it Jaxon?" He burst into tears and fell to the ground, Jazymn shut the door the pulled him onto her lap. I ran over and hugged them both, whilst rocking them to and fro.
"I want mummy." He weeped. "Where is she? Why isn't she here?"
"She's gone." I whispered. I heard Jazymn sniffing to herself silently, she was always so strong around him. "It will get better."
"I miss Darla." Darla was our German Shepard who got taken away when Dad did. Jazymn broke down at that point, Jazymn and Darla had a strange bond but it was beautiful.
"I know, I do too." I mumbled, I never was the best brother before but now I had to be. I loved Jazymn and Jaxon more than anything, but it was to much responsibility. Jazymn lent her head on my shoulder. "Come on, lets go and unpack." I said standing up slowly. Jaxon's stuff was lumped on top of my bed, as we had bunk beds. I couldn't let him have his own room, he was so destroyed.
As Jazymn left she giggled a little bit to someone and started a conversation, I wondered over to see Selena holding a pen in her hand and chatting to Jazymn. Her mysterious picturesque eyes caught mine and she smiled. Suddenly Jazymn was gone and we were face to face.