1. Little Lady
Emma's Outfit (Top)
I had just come back from school covered in bruises i ran upstairs not even acknowledging there was a man on the couch, must be another one of mums sex buddies but its whatever i ran into my bathroom took out my razor and lighter. I first started with my lighter and started burning my arms up and down then my razor i cut my left arm 1 cut 2 cut 3 cut 4 the started dripping i continued on with this I now had about 15 cuts and 16 burns on each of my arms and legs my floor was covered in blood. I walked to the shower and hopped in the water stung but the pain turned into something good. Once i was done i got out rapped all my cuts, put on my bracelets and walked to my closet put on long sleeve purple shirt, purple sweatpants and put on my black converse high tops to top it off i put on some make up on my bruises on my face, then i went downstairs to find my mom talking to the guy on the couch "Hi honey how was school?" I gave her a thumbs up with a fake smile my mum doesnt know about school or me hurting myself and i want to keep it that way. "Good, good. Oh Emma this is Mr. Richardson he is offering me a job in Sydney, Australia!" she sounded so happy and that means i get to leave this hell hole of school and all the assholes in it! have a fresh new start. I was too busy daydreaming that i didnt even notice my mum yelling my name i gave them a what'd you say look she chuckled and said "What do you think about everything?" i took the notepad and pen off the table next to me and wrote I'm so happy for you mum! I cant wait ,when do we leave? do i have to pack now? And can i go to the studio. I have to tell Amy and jake and the dance crew! I was truly happy that i get to leave but im going to miss my dance crew yes i dance its like my only escape from everything else they know i dont talk and Jake is the only person who knows my real story about my dad and me cutting and everything else so im goiing to miss him the most and i also have a crush on him but i know he will never like me :( Again my mum pulled me out of my thoughts "Thank you baby, we leave in 3 days so you can just get packed tomorrow. Sure have fun and tell the crew i said hi" I nodded and thanked and Mr.Richardson with sign language with my mum translating. I waved bye as i walked out the door and jumped up and down in excitement people who walked by looked at me crazy but i didnt care. I made a group chat with the crew and told them to meet up at the studio they all said okay. When i got to the studio Jake was the first person to pull me into a bear hug i was so small compared to him im 5'2 and hes like 6'2 he smelled so good so manly the hug lasted for about 1 min i know long ass hug but i didnt wanna let go but it was interrupted by someone coughing we sadly had to let go.
I have a great surprise for Emma, i cant wait for her to see what i got her and what im going to ask her i hope she says yes.
The group gathered around in a circle on the floor I took out my notepad and pen Guys i have some news. i wrote "What is it?" Amy said Im moving to Sydney, Australia in 3 days! "WHAT?!" they all said at the same time Yeah i know my mum just told me earlier that she got a new job when i was coming down here Im going to miss you guys so much! :( "We're going to miss you too Emma, your the best dance teacher and friend." they said again at the same time I clapped my hands and they all looked at me i wrote Why dont we make these last 2 days the best days of our lives LETS HAVE A PARTY! They all screamed in response except for Jake he looked sad like broken. i have to talk to him later But first lets dance! Yeah "YASSS" Harry screamed we danced to Jason Derulo Wiggle and nailed it we all took a water break i sat down because my cuts and burns hurt like fuck but that didnt stop me from dancing. Everyone was leaving by now and they said they'll meet up at the new bar that was opening tonight we all said okay and great jobs everyone left and now it was just me and Jakehe was putting him things in his bag so i walked up to him and tapped his shoulder he turned around and smiled weakly i looked at his eyes and hugged him he hugged back and put him head in the crook of my neck he started crying I sat us down on the floor and put his head in my lap as he silently cried and i rubbed his back as he calmed down a bit my legs hurt from what i did earlier but i didnt care he got up and said "Im *sniffle* Sorry *sniffle* i got my notepad and wrote Dont be sorry Jake, now tell me whats wrong babes. I said calling him by his nickname i gave him "I dont want you to leave, your the best a-and i d-dont know what i-i'll do without you. You helped me when my parents were fighting and all the bull you did for me you were the one there, Em i-i l-love y-you." I just sat there shocked looking at him "why did i say that im sorry i know you dont like me like that im sorry i'll just leave" he said i quickly tried to write Jake no its not that i dont like you i dont like you. I wrote dowon and showed him he nodded and turned around i wrote I dont like you because i love you too Jake ever since the first day i met you and i still do now I love you Jake! i showed him " Really?!" he screamed i nodded silently laughing he picked me up and spun me around i winced at the pain and i was hoping he didnt see me but he did "Em did you?" i looked down and just nodded " Was it the kids at school?" i nodded again and then nodded no he looked confused so i wrote It is about the kids at school but not only them...