Charlotte walked me to my front door. :"Do you want me to come inside with you?" She asked.
I shook my head. "I need to talk to Michael." I said. I walked back inside into the dark house. I walked into our bedroom and the lights were out. I flicked the lights and the bed was still made from this morning. I searched the house and Michael was no where to be found...Again.
I shook my head. "I'm tired of this." I said to myself. I turned off the lights and went back outside where Charlotte was still waiting. I wiped away my tears and got back into the car.
"Chris what are you doing?" Charlotte asked.
"I promised you night put." I said. I pulled out my make up bag and began redoing my makeup.
"Baby if you think after that breakdown you just had i'm gonna take you out you must be out of your mind."
I rolled my eyes. "Are we going to sit here an argue or are you going to take me out?"
She smiled. "Fine. You asked for it."
I looked back at Luke who looked worried out of his mind.
"Christina." He gave me an 'Are you sure?' look.
I stared down at my lap and let out a sigh.
He placed his hand on top of mine. "You know I'm here for you right?" He asked.
————sophomore year after spring break————
I held myself up by the sink and caught my breath. My vision began to become blurry. I dropped the bottle of pills into the sink. I could feel myself weakening. My knees lost feeling. I was slowly coming closer to the floor. My phone began going off. I looked at the screen. My vision tried to focus on the name that appeared. I couldn't see who was calling since my eyes wouldn't adjust. I leaned back against the bathroom wall as my eyes began feeling heavy.
I sat there on the floor with my eyes half way closed. I stared at the light as it seemed to flicker. My phone continued to ring. I wanted to answer it, but I couldn't move.
Suddenly I heard the doorknob shake. Soon the person on the other side of the door struggled to get in. They began to knock onto the door. Not long after that the knocking turned into banging. I slowly turned my head to the door and it flew open.
It was Jerod. "Chris! What the fuck did you do!?" He quickly scooped me up off the floor and took me into my bedroom. He laid me down onto my bed. He shook my head trying to keep my eyes from shutting. "Chris say something. Talk to me."
I slowly blinked my eyes nearly falling asleep.
"Don't you fucking dare shut you eyes." His voice began to tremble. I could see tears building up in his eyes. I wanted to hug him and hold onto I'm, but my body wouldn't let me. He gently hit my cheek keeping me awake.
"Come on please don't leave me. You promised! We promised!" Now he was actually crying. "Christina!"
Inside I was screaming a myself to say something. Anything. I let out a soft moan.
"Come on babe stay with me." He brushed my cheek as tears fell down his face. "I'm supposed to be waiting at the end of the aisle. Your my everything..."
I used all the strength I could to lift my hand to him. I placed my hand onto his cheek. "I know we promised." I finally said.
Just hearing my voice brought a smile to his face. He placed his hand on top of mine. "You know I'm here for you right?" He said.
I pulled my hand away from under his and stared at Luke. He sat there and slowly turned his head away. "Luke." I said.
He looked back at me. "Yeah?" He asked.
"I-" I cut myself off. "Nothing..."
Once we arrived some club called Karma I knew I was about to do something, but Michael pissed me off so I really didn't care.
GUYS I AM SO SORRY FOR THE LATE ASS UPDATE! Ill be updating from now on I PROMISE THIS TIME! ~ADRI