So, I'm currently in John's waiting room. Like I said, it's very clean and I don't like it at all. I think that maybe he should have a pet, like a dog or a cat or something that wanders around and is friendly. Maybe I'll ask him about it. I think it's weird that he keeps everything clean, like, I don't think he really has anything that could cause a mess.
Maybe John has a problem too.
Maybe John needs a therapist?
Maybe, maybe not.
But couldn't John just be his own therapist? Or does it not work that way?
I don't know, I'm just rambling right now.
Anyways, my Mom is being really weird, she always tries to get me to go outside and make some "friends."
I don't want friends Mom.
I want Hannah. That's what I want, and I'm not going to do anything because then I'll constantly be reminded that that was what Hannah loved, and what Hannah always wanted to do.
We both wanted to be photographers, I never touch my camera anymore.
Anyways, Journal, I'm about to get called into John's room, wish me luck.
I'll tell you more about it afterwards.
--- Alright Journal I'm back. I'm now sitting at home, and I don't know what to do.
John's sons were in fact in his office, they're names were Taylor and Tim. I thought it was kind of funny that their names both started with a T. It would be funnier if they were twins.
They're not twins though journal, but they are both funny.
They don't really look alike though, their hair and eye color are the same, but everything else is kind of different.
Taylor and Tim have brown hair and blue eyes.
But Taylor is taller than Tim, and Tim is more muscular than Taylor.
Tim has an oval kind of face but Taylor has more a heart.
I don't know why I'm explaining this, most likely just to give myself a reminder.
Else I'd probably forget what they look like.
Taylor was cracking jokes the whole time and Tim would laugh along.
I think today, I liked John.
He didn't try to get me to talk, and didn't make me do stupid things.
We all just talked and laughed.
I laughed today Journal.
For the first time in a month.
Maybe John isn't so bad. I saw a part of him today that I don't usually see.
Well, at least he looked like it.
I think you would have been proud of me today.