11. Gone Wrong
I woke up the next morning and stretched. I went to the bathroom and realized that I was almost out if tampons. I sighed and decided I was going to go to the store to get some so I got ready. I slept in a whole lot cause it was 12am! "Damn." I whispered. I walked into the bonus room and James, Jai, Daniel, and Luke were on the couch talking and I said,"Guys, I'm going to the store to get tampons, do you need anything?" "Uh ya condoms please." Daniel said. I smiled and rolled my eyes. "Can you get some more red bull?" Luke asked. "Sure. Anything else?" I said. "Ooh can you get The Fault In Our Stars book?" James asked. "Ooh sure! I'll get 3 copies!" I said. "Yay!" James said. "K I'll be back in a bit. Text me if you need anything else boos." I said. "Ok." They said. I walked downstairs and Beau was on the couch pouting pretending to watch tv. "Beau. I'm going to the store. Do you need anything?" I asked. He didn't answer. I sighed and made myself cry. "Beau I'm sorry." I whispered. He didn't say anything. I let out a sob and then walked out if the house making sure I was sobbing really loud and when I got into my car it turned into a laugh. I started the car and turned on the radio. I got to the store and got what I needed and then I went to a frozen yogurt place to get some food in me since I haven't eaten breakfast yet. I got back in the car and blasted the radio. I pulled into the driveway and saw that I had 7 miss calls from Daniel. I got a bit concerned and got the grocery bags and headed inside. It was quiet. Then I heard someone rush downstairs. It was Daniel. "Emily!!! Beau invited a girl over and I think they're having sex in his room!!! I tried calling you!!!" He said. I dropped everything and ran to Beau's room and slammed on the door yelling,"BEAU OPEN THE DOOR!!!!!" I just heard moaning and banging on the wall. The door was locked. I ran to my room and grabbed a key to all of the bedroom doors and I unlocked the door and sure enough a blond girl was on top of him and they were kissing. I pulled her off and punched her in the nose. Beau got up and yelled,"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING EMILY???" I just looked at him speechless. He walked towards me and I back up until I hit the wall. "Beau what are you doing???" I asked terrified. He grabbed my arms tightly and pushed me against the wall and I yelled,"Beau stop!!! You're hurting me!!!" He yanked me forward and pushed me down. I hit my head on his dresser and got super dizzy. I got up and tears started streaming down my face. I then ran out of the room into my room. I'm done.
What did I just do? I just physically and mentally hurt Emily. I looked at my hands and I felt tears coming. Then Bailey(the blond girl I was making out with) hugged my arm and said,"I think you did the right choice." I sighed and said,"No I didn't...I just hurt her." She rubbed my back and said,"Well now she hates you so you don't have to worry about her and you can focus on what's most important. Me." She said. "Ok. You're right." I said not sure about it. But she did have a point. Emily does hate me now. "And besides, she cheated on you." Bailey said. I sighed and said,"Ya."