I haven't stopped crying since Louis said those words to me. I don't know what to do.
I'm upset because he packed his bags and left me while I was asleep, well he thought I was.
I'm lonely because I'm alone in the flat, walking around bare footed because I feel ill to get dressed.
I'm worried because I don't know where Louis went. Did he escape and flee the country because of me? I don't know. I'm all alone and bored without Louis. I feel sick and ill.
I tiptoe towards the mirror, because it's early in the morning and I don't want to wake up the people downstairs, when I look at myself I look pale, tired and I have massive bags under my eyes.
I flop onto the sofa and text Misti,
Hi, sleep well? I sure didn't, why? Oh, come over and I'll tell you. x
If she had text me saying why I would have to text her again and I couldn't be bothered so I said it all in one text. About an hour later she comes round. She's wearing a red dress and blue pumps. Her hair is up in a messy bun.
"Lexi? You look really pale and sick. Lexi? You alright?" She says, looking at me, worried.
I walk over to her, not saying a thing. She grabs me and pulls me into a hug. I then start crying like a baby. Misti shushes me, like she is my mum. I tell her everything that happened last night. She tells me not to worry. But I have to worry! I need to worry. He's my boyfriend. Well I think he is. He's packed all his stuff up.
"He might be with the boys." Misti says, thinking positivley.
"No, he would of woke me up if that was the case." I say between sobs.
"Well, we need to make you better first incase he does come home." Misti says and she gets to work right away.
Misti pulls out a comfy pair of joggers and a belly top that says 'YOLO' on it. Misti tells me to put them on. She then walks into the tiny kitchen, wiggling her hips and asks me what I want for breakfast, I say nothing. It's true, I'm not hungry. But she doesn't let me get away with not eating breakfast, instead she pulls out two peices of bread and toast them under the grill and she puts cheese on top. While they are under the grill she brushes my hair, pulling the blondness up into a pony tail. She then takes the cheese on toast out of the griller and pops them on the plate. She tells me to eat them but I refuse.
"Lex! You have to eat!" She says panicking... I give in and I eat them all up, even though it took 15 mintues to eat two slices of toast, Misti sat by me every second, every minute.
She then takes my plate away and pours me a glass of orange juice.
"Drink it all up!" Misti says, smiling. While I'm drinking the orange juice, she rings Niall. But he won't answer. Instead he texts her.
Hi Misti, can't speak right now. Sorry :( xx
Misti sees me watching and sighs. I stare at me drink. Where's Louis? Is he ok?
Misti rings Liam and Liam picks up.
"Hi Misti!" Liam says, joyfully.
"Hi Liam, um, where's Louis?" Misti questions him.
"Ah! I'm not allowed to say." And he cuts her off.
"He cut me off!!" Misti says in disgust. She sighs, head in her hands... What was happening? What were we going to do?