break down. [ON HOLD]

I am very sad
Not for today
As I feel
The presence of them all
And my body is warm,
But for the next
Hundreds of years
Will there be any one
To care and love?

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2. Washtington University.

Emma's POV:

I'm going to move out in 2 weeks..

yes. I will miss my dad and brother. And my mom... like everyday. It really sucks that she died but she told me that she was tired of being alive and wanted to die so I hope she has the piece she deserved. I loved her with all my heart, she was my mom, my hero, my best friend... I really miss her.. I really do. When she died I was devastated. I got depressed. I still am. I started to cut, I wanted to die so I could be with her. But I don't cut that often anymore, actually I'm 1 month clean. I'm really proud of myself that I reached the 1 month.

"Em, dinner is ready!"

"Okay, I'm coming!"

I walked downstairs and saw that my dad and brother were already seated. I walked over to the table and sat down next to my dad, my brother sat directly in front of me.

 

"Sam, I've heard that you got in into Washington University?"

"Yeah, I have to leave this summer to check out my dorm and get my papers" my brother answered.

 "How come I didn't knew this?" I said to both of them.

"Well , I thought Sam already told you?"

"No he didn't." I sighted. who's going to look out for me in school? he's my big brother.. kind of, he's only 10 minutes older than me..

 

ugh, dammit it's Sunday. that means school tomorrow. Yep, I had to re-do my last year. it really sucks. if I didn't had to do this year over I'd be going to the Uni with my brother and I would got a week off to pack my stuff and move in the dorm even though I will move into my new apartment.

 

...

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

fucking alarm. shut the fuck up.

*Beep* *Beep* *Beep* *Beep*

 

DAMMIT I'M UP!  I unplugged my alarm out of anger because I couldn't figure out how to turn it off. ughh 7 am. Why can't school start at 2 pm? Why does school even exists? It's kind of pointless. You'll graduate, get your diploma and start working. No one wants to work.

 

7.05 am. I really need to get ready for school now. This isn't the time for my rants. I walked over to my bathroom and brushed my teeth. I turned on the shower and started to strip my clothes off.

...

 

 

"Bye dad!"

"Bye emma, have a nice day at school!"

"Okay, Bye!" I shut the door and walked over to my car. I plugged in my car keys and drove off to school.

 

...

 

I got too late in class like always.

 

"Miss. Calastro you're late as always. please take a seat" I huffed and took a seat at the back of the class.

"As you know, this is the last week of school till the summer holidays, most of you will graduate and some of you will have to do the last year over." He said while looking at me. "And since it's the last week, we haven't got many things to work on so we're going to watch a movie!" Yes! now I can finally get my sleep.

 

...

 

lol time really flies when you sleep at most of the classes.. I walked towards my car and unlocked it. I started the engine and drove of.

 

ugh stupid stop sign it's red now. I turned on the radio and heard my favourite song, Chocolate by The 1975. I hummed along with the song until I heard someone honking behind me. I looked at the stop sign and saw that it already turned green. I stepped on the gas and took a sharp turn to the left. I quickly hit the breaks when I saw a car driving on the wrong side of the road coming towards my way with a very high speed. Before I knew it the car collided with my car.

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