Your Not Welcomed

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~ 3 years before
I layed on the cold marble floor. Lifeless. Well...
I want to be.
My right hand was holding my bare stomach and my lefted was holding the...Pregnancy stick.
I sit up after laying in the floor for which seemed like hours. Probably was.I was too weak to fully stand up , so I stretched my body to reach for the pregnancy box on the counter.
Got it. I needed to be definite that I was really pregnant. Well after using the whole box in 1 day? I would say so , but I just needed to know for sure 1 more time.I took the box and 1 hand and the test In the other. "Yup there it goes. That little plu-"
"baby! I'm home!"
Fuck . What is harry doing home so early?
I scatter trying to hide the box. I throw it in the cabinet under the sink. Harry never does down there. I put the test in the back pocket Of my jeans. And pull my shirt down. I exit the bathroom to see Harry in the living room smiling ear to ear at me. "Hey baby. What are you doing home so early?" I gave him a peck on the lips. "I have good news!"
"Me too!" It got silent after I spoke.
"you first hazza." He took a deep breath and let it out.
"Me and the boys got signed to a contract and we're moving to L.A!" He picked me up and hugged me tight."That's great baby! I'm so happy for you."
I start walking towards our bedroom to hear Harry call out at me. "What did you want to tell me Taylor?"
SHIT! Kill me now!
I turn around slowly trying to advoid eye contact with harry. A voice in my mind kept telling me to lie and don't tell him but my heart was telling me to just say it. Say the truth.
I take a deep breath and sigh.. Here we go.....
"harry I'm pregnant. I took a whole box all today all they all said the same thing. Positive." I covered my mouth with my hand. He stood their . Frozen.
I couldn't read his expression it was a mixture of different emotions. He knew I hated that. "Um harry? Hazza?" The words I was dying not to hear came out his mouth.
"Its not mine."Huh?
"What harry?"
"I. Said. It's. Not. Mine." I was confused. Did he really just say that?
"What the fuck harry! It is yours! Who elses? I was a virgin when we first had sex. And I never slept with any other man except for y-."
"But we used a condom."
"Condoms don't always do that job smarty pants."
"We'll get rid of it."Did he really just tell me to abort my child? OUR CHILD?
"are you crazy! I could never do that! Even though we're 16, I'm going . We're going to step up and become parents!"
"We?"
"yes we! Your the one who stuck your ding a ling in me and decided not to pull out!!! Now am I right if am I right?"
"my Careers just starting. This is going to set the group back. Alot!"
"What are you saying?" Oh ohhhhhh....
He throws a stack of money on the coffee table! "This should be enough to take care of the baby stoller and whatever you need."
"HARRY FUCKING STYLES! What are you saying!?"at that point tears were running down my cheeks.
"I'm leaving. I'm not rea-"
"YOU THINK IM READY? NO BUT IM GOING TO GRIE UP BECAUSE WE UP OUR SELF IN THIS SITUATION."
"It's not that simple. I'm sorry I have to go." He turns around about to leave out the front door .
"Hazza?" He looked back at me?
"it's you fucking job or your family. You choose."
I close my eyes praying he'll chose us. His family.I jump for the slamming of the door. I open my eyes and Harry's gone. Forever!
I break down crying on the ground. I was a mess. I didn't know what I was going to do without Harry! After a few hours I got myself together and sat on the couch. I lifted up my shirt and stared down at my stomach.
"It's okay mommys angle. It's only me and you. But we're going to get through this.....
together."



Characters


Christiana Andrews

23, "New character" Taylor's new friend

Ema Styles

3, Taylor's and Harrys daughter

Harry Styles

19, Dating Morgan Ellis. And is in "1 direction"

Morgan Ellis

20, Harry's "new" girlfriend

Rashon Lowery

20, Taylor's friend. He helps out with Ema

Taylor Keith

19, The mother of Ema Styles. First love of Harry Styles

Terrell Smith

21, "New character" Taylor's "idk what to call him" she meet at work

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4. Chapter4

I wonder why Emas acting so .... Strange lately when I would mention Rashon.

Does she not like him? She did just a couple days ago.

I was determine to find out what was bothering my daughter. I hate seeing her like this.

"Ema baby? I need to talk to you." "Kay mama." She gestured her hands in the air for me to pick her up. I picked her up and brought her over to our bed. "What's wrong? And do not lie to me. You know I don't like you lying." She wouldn't look me straight in the eye. "No mama. I fine." I knew she was lying.

"I'm serious. Don't lie to me EMA KEITH STYLES!" She still wouldn't look me in my eye. "Ema?" I said that a little smoother. "yes mama?"

"Did Rashon do anything to you? Hurt you in anyway?" I hated to think that Rashon would do something to hurt Ema. He loves her. But when it comes to my Ema everybody's a suspect. "No mama. Rashon did nothing."

I have a feeling in my gut she's lying. Mothers insinct?

I walked out and went into the kitchen. Damn I really needed a cigarette right now... I got some in my car! I walked out the apartment and locked the door. I walked down the stairs and into my car.

There we go.. I walked back into our apartment and walked out to the balcony. It wasnt a nice view or anything special. It was just somewhere I could get away from everything just for a bit.

I started smoking and already I was coming down. Until I thought about Ema. Why wasnt she acting happy towards me anymore!?

I broke down crying. I hate that she was hiding something from me. Doesn't she trust me? I would never hurt her. I just wanted her to talk to me. To tell me the truth. I could tell in her eyes everything wasnt fine with her.

I walked back into the apartment and saw my little angle sleeping so peacefully. Her thumb in her mouth. Her slight snores.... I would die for this little girl.

I got into bed and drifted off to sleep. I had a big day tomorrow.

Rashon came. I told him to follow me into the kitchen.

"What's up?"

"What's wrong with Ema? Did you do something!?"

"No! Why?"

"because that morning when I left her with you she was fine. And when I come home she's all sad and quiet. SHE'S NEVER QUITE."

"Taylor. Tay. I swear I never did anything to her. And if I did I'll sit down with her and ask her if I did okay?"

I nodded my head.

Rashon picked Ema up and she instantly looked at me with those big beautiful eyes.

"Mama! Pwese don't leave me! I sowwy! Don leave me mama!" It broke my heart to walk away from Ema. I wanted to cry. "Shh baby. Mama will be back very soon. Maybe even Rashon will let you come visit me at work."

she started screaming at the top of her lungs. It reminded me of when she was first born.

-flash back

"waaaaaa. Waaaaaa" I was stressed out. So much.

I didnt know what to do! I just became a mother. A single on on top of that.

"Ema.. Please stop crying. I tried feeding you, beeping you, changing you diaper, silly faces. WHAT DO YOU WANT?"

"waaaaaaaa. Waaaaaaaa" I was about to have a nervous breakdown. I was scared. "Why don't you like me?" I picked her up and started rocking her. Her cries slowed and gotten quite. "That's all mommys baby wanted? Was to be held?"

~ end of flashback

"Shh baby Ema. It's okay." Rashon was really good with her. She just didn't quite down.

I didn't have the strength to pick her up. If I did. I'd never leave ask I had to leave.

I walked out the Building and still heard Ema screaming and crying her eyes out. It felt like 10 people were pulling me back to stay with Ema until I had to work. But I couldn't.

I needed to let harry know I'm fine without him. I'm actually not but I couldn't just let him barge into Ema and my life and act like 1 bug family.

(Harry POV)

I lay shirts, jeans, shoes all over my bed. I had to look good for Taylor today.

I held up a white polo shirt and black jeans to my body. ''Lou? Do I look good? What about my outfit?''

''Yeah yeah hazza you look fine.'' He wasnt even looking at me! He was too busy doing something on his phone.

I walked up to him and snatched the phone put his hand.

''Hey what was that for?'' ''You get your phone back, after you help me chose something to wear!'' He sighed ''Just throw on some clothes on and call it a day!!"

''Its not that simple Lou. I need to look very presentable for Taylor and Ema..''

'hazza? Quick question. How does it feel to be a father?'' I had to think about it... I really didnt have a feeling. I guess i will when I first see her.

''ummm... It doesnt feel any way. I just feel like I have something more to live for, something to wake up every morning for..''

''Well, thats boringggggggggggggggg.'' ''Shut up Lou. Ill proabaly feel some way after I first see her.''

''I heard she has your eyes, hair and smile.'' I started smiling. I wonder if she really does.

''Okay Lou. This outfit with these shoes or this outfit with those shoes. Pick''

''Ummmm... the second outfit. It shows your there for business but not to much business.''

Perfect.

I got dress and shuffled my hair with my hands. ''Looking good Harry. But you'll look so much better once you clean up the living room! It looks like a pig sty.''

I looked at my phone. It was 9:36 and they boys were already up.

Im suprised.

They usually woke up around 2 or 3 in the afternoon if we had nothing to do. Mostly Niall.

All 5 of us scattered arounf the hotel room trying to get the place organized and their self cleand up. I dont know why though.

They werent staying out here when Taylor comes. After all the ripping and running the boys and I finally finished what we had to do. We all sat down in the living room and sat there. Quietly. I checked my watch and it was 9:58.

''She should be here any moment now.''

(Rashons POV)

Taylor was on to me.

Maybe becuase that little bitch Ema said something to her.

Fuck!

I walked to where Ema was playing with her toys and she looked up at me.

She slightly moved back and had fright in her eyes. ''Shhhh Ema. I will never hurt you. Now what did you say to your mama?''

She didnt respond so I was getting mad now.

''EMA KEITH STYLES! ANSWER ME!'' '' I I I did na say notin. I pomise.''

I pulled her too me and she tensed up.... I moved her hair back by her ear and whipser something in her ear.

''Lets go to the bed and do something. And if you tell your mama what we did, SHE WILL HATE YOU forever and leave you! You will never see her again. Is that clear?'' She just nooded.

''Pweese dont hurt me. I sowwy''

''Sorrys not enough this time sweetheart.''

(Taylors POV)

I just sit in my car outside of Harrys hotel building. I didnt have the strength to get out and go in the hotel.

It was just too much. I dont know what I was thinking agreeing to this.

IM STILL NOT READY!

I leaned my head against the stirring wheel and thought to myslef.

Should I go in and see Harry? Face to face? Or should I just leave and forget about seeing harry. Louis. All of them.

My mind was telling me to leave and dont look back , but then my heart was telling me to go in and settle this. Once and for all.

I decided to follow my heart.

I walked out the car and into the front lobby where so many paps were just waiting. I guess for the boys.

I headed to the front desk and saw a young man working on the computer. I cleared my thoart to get his attention.

''Welcome to the Marriot. How may I help you today?''

''Im not here to rent a room. Im here to see someone actaully.''

''And who is that if I may ask?''

''Harry Styles.'' I saw hi typing something into the computer. ''And your name is...?''

''Taylor Keith.''

'oh yes. Mr.Styles is expecting you. Hes in room 232.''

We said our goodbyes and I headed off to the room.

My heart starting beating super fast. Just in less than 5 minutes im going too see my ex that I havent seen in about 3 years.

I was panicking and the stupid elevator music wasn't helping at all.

The elevator soon stopped on the second floor. Here we go...

I walked down the hall and started looking for room 232.

''224, 226, 228, 230, 332.... Ahh here we are.''

I take a deep breath and knock on the door 3 times. I waited.

I looked down at my ouTfit and looked... Good but I was really nervous, sweating like no tommrorrow and my heart racing at undescribeable speeds...

I heard someone unlock the lock on the door. The door opened.

I was face to face with a green eyed , beautiful boy standing right in front of me.

I couldnt belive my eyes. This was unbeliveable...

It was silent. Not awkward , we were just both admiring each others presence.

Then he spoke up. ''come on in''

Damn I missed that gorgeous British accent of his. Then I came to my relization why I was here.

Here we go.....

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