Your Not Welcomed

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~ 3 years before
I layed on the cold marble floor. Lifeless. Well...
I want to be.
My right hand was holding my bare stomach and my lefted was holding the...Pregnancy stick.
I sit up after laying in the floor for which seemed like hours. Probably was.I was too weak to fully stand up , so I stretched my body to reach for the pregnancy box on the counter.
Got it. I needed to be definite that I was really pregnant. Well after using the whole box in 1 day? I would say so , but I just needed to know for sure 1 more time.I took the box and 1 hand and the test In the other. "Yup there it goes. That little plu-"
"baby! I'm home!"
Fuck . What is harry doing home so early?
I scatter trying to hide the box. I throw it in the cabinet under the sink. Harry never does down there. I put the test in the back pocket Of my jeans. And pull my shirt down. I exit the bathroom to see Harry in the living room smiling ear to ear at me. "Hey baby. What are you doing home so early?" I gave him a peck on the lips. "I have good news!"
"Me too!" It got silent after I spoke.
"you first hazza." He took a deep breath and let it out.
"Me and the boys got signed to a contract and we're moving to L.A!" He picked me up and hugged me tight."That's great baby! I'm so happy for you."
I start walking towards our bedroom to hear Harry call out at me. "What did you want to tell me Taylor?"
SHIT! Kill me now!
I turn around slowly trying to advoid eye contact with harry. A voice in my mind kept telling me to lie and don't tell him but my heart was telling me to just say it. Say the truth.
I take a deep breath and sigh.. Here we go.....
"harry I'm pregnant. I took a whole box all today all they all said the same thing. Positive." I covered my mouth with my hand. He stood their . Frozen.
I couldn't read his expression it was a mixture of different emotions. He knew I hated that. "Um harry? Hazza?" The words I was dying not to hear came out his mouth.
"Its not mine."Huh?
"What harry?"
"I. Said. It's. Not. Mine." I was confused. Did he really just say that?
"What the fuck harry! It is yours! Who elses? I was a virgin when we first had sex. And I never slept with any other man except for y-."
"But we used a condom."
"Condoms don't always do that job smarty pants."
"We'll get rid of it."Did he really just tell me to abort my child? OUR CHILD?
"are you crazy! I could never do that! Even though we're 16, I'm going . We're going to step up and become parents!"
"We?"
"yes we! Your the one who stuck your ding a ling in me and decided not to pull out!!! Now am I right if am I right?"
"my Careers just starting. This is going to set the group back. Alot!"
"What are you saying?" Oh ohhhhhh....
He throws a stack of money on the coffee table! "This should be enough to take care of the baby stoller and whatever you need."
"HARRY FUCKING STYLES! What are you saying!?"at that point tears were running down my cheeks.
"I'm leaving. I'm not rea-"
"YOU THINK IM READY? NO BUT IM GOING TO GRIE UP BECAUSE WE UP OUR SELF IN THIS SITUATION."
"It's not that simple. I'm sorry I have to go." He turns around about to leave out the front door .
"Hazza?" He looked back at me?
"it's you fucking job or your family. You choose."
I close my eyes praying he'll chose us. His family.I jump for the slamming of the door. I open my eyes and Harry's gone. Forever!
I break down crying on the ground. I was a mess. I didn't know what I was going to do without Harry! After a few hours I got myself together and sat on the couch. I lifted up my shirt and stared down at my stomach.
"It's okay mommys angle. It's only me and you. But we're going to get through this.....
together."



Characters


Christiana Andrews

23, "New character" Taylor's new friend

Ema Styles

3, Taylor's and Harrys daughter

Harry Styles

19, Dating Morgan Ellis. And is in "1 direction"

Morgan Ellis

20, Harry's "new" girlfriend

Rashon Lowery

20, Taylor's friend. He helps out with Ema

Taylor Keith

19, The mother of Ema Styles. First love of Harry Styles

Terrell Smith

21, "New character" Taylor's "idk what to call him" she meet at work

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18. Chapter18

~ few days later

( Taylor's POV)

I feel the bed dip beside me. It wasn't Ema becuase I was holding her, right here in my arms ... "Taylor....."

"Yes Rashon?" I say to him half awake

"you need to go to work, you haven't been in days Taylor and I wouldn't be surprised if your already fired." I groan ... I really didn't feel like getting up. Ever since Harry just left after me telling him I loved him, I haven't been too work.

I move the pillow ontop of my head trying to block out any noises. "I told my boss I had the flu." he took the pillow away from me and threw it on the ground. "Go to work today."

"But Rashon...." I whine. "No buts get up and I'll watch Ema for you okay?" He pushed my body and I got up out of bed and walked into the bathroom.

I closed the door and behind me and turned the shower on. I tried my best to avoid looking at myself in the mirror because I know for a fact I look a hot mess.

I put my hand under the water to feel if it was hot enough for me too get in.

I strip out of my clothes and walk into the shower letting the hot water touch my cold skin. I tried my best to get my mind off of what happen with me and Harry ... But it's just not possible.

I even dream about it!

Just last night I dreamed that Harry and came Morgan and took Ema away from me. Then Ema started calling Morgan mom an- gosh I'm thinking about it again! "Get out of my head." I yell hitting my head acting like that would help.

I sink to the bottom of the shower and hide my face in my legs to cry my eyes out.

Theres is pain I have in my heart that is literally unexplainable. It hurts so much I just want to cry ...

"Please make this pain go away .. Please" I choke out through my sobs. "please."

After crying my eyes out for about 30 minutes I decide to get out the shower. I sluggishly exit the shower and let the cold, misty air hit my bare body.

Its funny, I thought I would have gotten cold from not having a towel but I actually don't feel like that. To be honest .. I feel ....

Numb.

I walk walk out the bathroom still trying to avoid looking in the mirror. I'm going to have to look at myself anyways ... So why am I trying not to?

I get dressed in the same old dumb uniform.

Starbucks shirt, black jeans, white converses and that dumb Starbucks hat.

I walked into the bathroom again and looked in the mirror to do my makeup. Yup. Just want I expected ...

Bags under my eyes, pale skin and knotty hair.

I decided to just comb my hair and put it in a pony tail. I wasn't in the mood to get all dressed up. I put some foundation on and some pink cheer lipstick.

I moved back too take a good look at myself ... I look depressed. Which I am but I don't have too look it.

I grabbed my keys and purse "bye Rashon bye ema." I yell living out the door. I shuffle the keys around in my hand to look for my cat keys ...

///

I lay my head on the counter where the cash register is. My boss wasn't in today so I wasn't gonna get caught.

"Ahem." I look up at the woman customer banging her fingers on the marble counter. "What would you like today mam?" I say to her with no emotion.

"I've been standing here for the last five minutes and now you notice me!? What bad service. What kind of place does that? I'm spend my mo-" that's when I snapped

"Can you just shut the fuck up! I'm going through a lot right now and I don't need you being such a bitch to me! Just because I'm the one wearing the Starbucks uniform doesn't mean your allowed to treat me like dirt! Do you hear me!? "

her eyes widen and she nods her head up and down in fright. "Now, what would you like?"

"C- c- coffee p- pl- please." I was about to put it in the computer when Christiana came up too me.

"Come on baby, go take a seat and have a break. I'll take care of your shift." She walked me to one of the seats and I accepted laying my head on the table .

I watched as Christiana started to take the orders at the register. She glanced up at me and gave me a genuine smile.

I returned it.

I felt my cell phone vibrate In my pocket . I didn't feel like answering it but who knows ? It could be important.

Me: hello?

Rashon: what's up?

Me: work .. How's ema doing?

Rashkn: she's good.. I just called to check up on you

Aw

Me: thank you I'm fine.

I watch as Christiana takes a seat across from me smiling.

Rashon: alright when will you be home?

Me: in about 3 hours or so

Rashon: okay love you

Me: bye Rashon.

~ end call

I immediately look up at Christiana who wasn't smiling anymore, her smiled turned into ... Nothing.

"thanks for taking my shift for me" I say putting my phone back in my pocket. "Y- y- you- your we- we- welcome." She said looking down at her hands biting her lip.

She never stuttered ... Only when she's nervous .

"What's wrong?" I say giving my full attention to Christiana. She took a really deep breath .

"Wh- wh- what Rashon was th- that?" She said biting her lip even harder than a before.

"Rashon lowery. Why?" I say furrowing my eyebrows together.

Her breathing got heavier and she started to fan herself. It wasn't even hot In here. "Where is he?" She manage to get out.

"Watching Ema ...Christiana .. What's going on?" I say getting more and more nervous by the minute .

"Go!" She shouted at me. "Go where?"

"Go get your daughter! Rashons abusive and rapes children! He's sick and you need to go!" She whispered very loudly in my ear.

"how do you know him?" I say not believe what my ears are hearing.

"He rapped my little sister! Go!"

My heart started racing at unknown speeds and my breathing increased. I ran from my seat and out of Starbucks with Christiana following me..

"I left my keys." I say getting very impatient . "Here we can take mine." We hopped in her truck and drove off at probably very illegal speeds.

But I could really careless. I need to to get to my daughter.

I couldnt get the thought of Rashon hurting my Ema in anyway... It just wasn't possible for me to think of. Not my ema and not my rashon.

but everything was coming back too me.

Ema's attitudes

Rashon always insisting on watching her

everything .....

I pulled led out my phone with my shaky sweating hands and dialed a number ...

Ring ring

Harry: hello? Taylor?

Me: ha- ha-

I began to burst out in tears just by the sound of his voice. Just because I'm mad at him doesn't mean I don't need him. I need him. Especially now. He's the only male support I have right about now

Harry: Taylor!? What's wrong!?

Me: me- meet me at my ap- apartment now!

Harry: why? Is something wrong with Ema

I tried to stop the tears so I can talk properly

Me: ye- yes

(Harry's POV)

I just off the phone with Taylor and she was crying! She said something about Ema but I couldn't really make out what she said.

All I know is I have to meet her at her apartment now!

My breathing started to get heavier by the minute. What if something really happen to Ema?

I guess it was very noticeable because the boys eyes automatically landed on me.

"What's wrong Harry?" Zayn said freaking out a little bit.

I get up from my seat on the couch and looked for my keys in a panic. "I need to go to Taylor's..." Was all I was able to say. I was so nervous and my stomach was acting weird. I have all this different feelings and they don't feel good.

At all.

I was the boys rush too me. "What happen? Is something wrong with Taylor? Or Ema?" The boys said freaking out also.

"I d- don't know. I ha- ha- have to g- go." I grab my keys and was about to leave when I have the boys right behind me. I furrow my eyebrows at them.

"where coming with you Hazza."

( Taylor's POV)

"step on it Christiana!" I yell at her from the passengers seat. I was always rude when I'm really nervous. Like now

"chill Taylor! I'm going as fast as I can without getting pulled fucking over!" She yelled back at me keeping her eyes on the rode.

"No Christiana! I'm not going to fuck chill! My daughter may be getting rapped right now by the fucking pervert Rashon! And your tell me too chill the fuck out!?" Shit.

"I know your fucking angry but take that shit out on me okay! I'm trying my fucking best! Now if you want me to go fast and get pull the fuck over by the police tell me and I'll do it." She yelled at me once again. But I just kept quite. She was right.

"Sorry." I murmured.

"It's okay Taylor. Just please, I'm really trying to drive as fast as I can." She said with a pleading look in her eyes.

I look out the window just imagining Ema screaming. What kind of mother am I? Not knowing this phyco shit was going on?

I look at the surroundings outside .... We're literally almost there. "Where?" She asked putting her foot on the gas pedal a little more than she has been.

"27 Oakland road." I say impatiently ...

Christiana pulls up at my apartment building and before she could even finsh cutting the car off I'm already up the stairs ..

I run up to my apartment while Christiana is not far behind me.

Where the fuck is Harry at when I need him? I

open the door quickly to my apartment and walk in quite as a mouse to see if I could hear any noises. "Ahh." I immediately turn my head to the direction Ema scream was coming from. I

ran to the bedroom and I just couldn't believe me eyes. from the sight my eyes saw my heart broken into a million pieces. Right here ... Right this second.

My heart broke.

I held my hand over my mouth and closed my eyes too let the tears fall freely. My baby, my world, my angel, my life line..... Is getting hurt right in front of me. "You fucking sick bastard!" I yell.

I run at Rashon and just my first do the talking. I punched him, right in the nose. He stumbled back but didn't fall to the ground like I pictured him too.

He held his nose and had a evil smirk on his face. "You shouldn't have done that......." He walked closer to me as I backed up ... I backed up too much I back hit the wall.

There was no where for me too run. I was trapped.

Rashon moved his arms close to me but I tired my best to push them away. It was no use, he was way stronger than me. He held his large hand around my small neck and strangled me.

"Do you think I'll just let you get away with hitting me?" He yelled at me. I was so scared. I never saw this side of Rashon.

He was always so gentle and caring, he never laid a finger on me like this.

"Do you bitch!?" He yelled at me again.

I nodded my head and moved my hands on his hand trying to get it off my neck. I couldn't breath at all... My feel weren't touching the floor anymore, he was holding me up.

I tried to speak but no sound was able to come out.... My vision started to get red and blurry while I know for a fact my face is already red.

I moved my free hand to his face to try too poke his eye or something for him to get off of me! I began to push my into his eye he closed it. Tightly.

My eyes start to close from the lack of oxygen I was getting. I feel my body fall too the ground because Rashon wasn't chocking me anymore.

I held my hand to my chest and tried to regain my breath. I was panting ting and breathing hard like there was no tomorrow.

I open my eyes to the sound of Harry's voice.

"Don't you ever fucking touch Ema or Taylor again."

(Harry's POV)

I had that Rashon kid under me after I saw him strangling Taylor. Just by the sight of someone hurting Taylor made me lose control.

"Don't you ever fucking touch ema or Taylor again." I yelled in his face as I grabbed the collars of his shirt.

He pulled me off of him and punched me in the gut which hurt like hell...... I groan in pain. He pulls me too the ground and starts punching me in my face and my stomach.

"Taylor's and Ema is mi-" he was cut off by Zayn and Niall tackling him too the ground. They start to punch and kick him.

"Don't you ever try any of this shit again!" Niall yells at Rashon who was playing in the ground unable to do anything except groan in pain.

I use use all my strength and get up too move over to Taylor who was on the ground crying .... "Taylor." I say softly.

She looks up at me and immediately gets up and to hug me so tightly.

She wrapped her hands around my neck as my hands moved around in her hair., She pulled her body close to mine. She Squeezed me tightly like I was her lifeline. She placed her head on my chest Trying not to let go. Like This

Now right at this moment?

Was the best moment ever .

(Taylors POV)

I look at Rashon as they lower him into the back of the police car. I really wanted to kill him for touching my daughter like that. I hope he burns in hell

I sit in the back of the ambulances as they check me. "I'm said I'm fine!" I yell at them annoyed. I try to get up but they push me back down.

"mam, we need to make sure your fine." He said too me.

I look down at my hands as I remember what happen today. My mind still cannot rap around Rashon doing that... That's just not him. "Ahem." I look up into those two beautiful green orbs.

"Hey Harry." I say as he sits down right beside me.

"Hey Tay." He pulls my hand to his and holds onto it. Just his touch still sent shivers through my body as when we used to be together.

"Harry........." I say not looking up at him. "Yes Taylor?"

"Thank you." I say a bit more shyly then I expected. "for what?" He says.

"For being here. I probably wouldn't be here right now if you'd never shown up." I let a single tear roll down my cheek.

He quickly wipes it away with his thumb. "No,thank you Taylor.."

I looked up at him with a confused look on my face. "For what?"

"For making me a father."

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