Camp Accidental

Hi. My names Allysa. And I need help. Mental help. You see im different from other people. And for once in my life I was excited for summer. I wasn't excited to go to camp though. Not excited at all.

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17. Bitter Sweet/ Final Chapter?

 

 

 

Bitter Sweet

**This Chapter will Have Mature Content**

I shivered as the a strong gust of wind came by. I couldn't believe I was this pathetic and desperate. Sleeping outside in the bitter air? For A boy. But i'd be worth it. I stood up and kicked a nearby pebble. I'm so stupid. Why would I say that?

A tear slid down my cheeck and I buried my face in my hands. Only a minute later someone came and tapped me on the shoulder. I looked up and smiled weakly at Chaz.

"Ally I don't like seeing you hurt like this," He admitted shyly.

I sighed looking any where but Chaz, "I'm sorry. I just can't help it. I love him. I really do."

"Can you give me a Chance," Chaz whispered. I looked at him confused. I opened my mouth to say something, but Chaz cut me off with a kiss.

And I kissed back. Why? Because I needed someone. And Chaz just happened to be there when Justin wasn't.

Chaz pushed me up against the side of cabin, and I tangled my hands in his air, standing on my tippy toes, struggling not to break the kiss. He saw my struggle and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist and deepened the kiss, not realizing what I was doing.

I broke the kiss breathing heavy, "I-I cant I really cant," I stuttered leaning my head back. Chaz obviously didn't hear me because he was too busy kissing my neck, leaving me too think.

What if Chaz and I went all the way?

He brought his lips to mine and kissed me once more.

Here I was close to 'Doing It' with Chaz. Justin's Best friend. Right outside of his cabin. I pushed Chaz away, "I really cant" I said angrily.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize what I was doing," Chaz sighed putting me down.

'Me neither," I admitted. "Chaz I want to be friends with you. Maybe even best friends. Nothing more, nothing less."

Chaz nodded agreeing with me, "See you tomorrow Ally,"

"See ya Chaz," I waved to him, walking to my cabin. I reached the cabin and Immediatley searched for ruby. I groaned realizing she had to do some type of test and wouldn't be back soon. Rider of course offered to stay with me.


"Whats Wrong?" Rider immediately asked. I opened my mouth to reply, but I was overtaken by sobs. He grabbed me by my waist, placing me on his lips.


"I almost," I wiped nose slightly, "Did It with Chaz" I managed in between sobs. I expected Rider to be mad, But he wasn't. I thought about what rider had said to me nearly a month ago.


"A boy says he loves you but a man will show it".  Was he talking about him?. I clamped my mouth shut, forcing myself to stop crying.


"I'm sorry, Allysa for what I'm going to do," Rider said quietly. I looked at him confused.

"But I have too," He finished. I sighed angrily. What was he going to do? Realization dawned on me when I looked at Rider. I slowly got off of his lap. I ran for the door, but he grabbed me by my waist.

"Please Don't," I whispered. He turned me around and blocked the door from my view. I whimpered slightly as he pulled me closer. He kissed me forcefully and I clamped my lips shut.

He pulled away and glared at me, before slapping me. I gasped as tears ran down my cheecks.

"Do as I say," Rider said in a voice so cold, I flinched. He once again forcefully kissed me. He fiddled with the hem of my shirt and I resisted the urge to push him away.

He lifted it up a little bit, and this time I pulled away. He once again glared at me, "I will kill you," He said slowly. I sobbed and he slapped me against the cheeck. I flinched and barely had time to recover before he continued kissing me.

He took my shirt off and threw me on the bed. I glanced over at the now unprotected door. Rider slammed my head against the headboard, "Don't even think about it"

He ran his hands all over my body, "Take my clothes off" He growled forcefully.

All the while, I was begging Justin too come to my rescue but he never did.

******

I peeked at Rider making sure he was sleep, before quietly sneaking out of the bed. I flinched when I realize I had pulled some of the sheets down revealing Riders Naked Body. I covered my own naked body with a sweater, not bothering too put anything else on.

I ran out of the door, heading for Justin. Halfway there I tripped, I laid there desperately trying to get up. I managed to get on my feet and Instantly fell. It was definitely broken. A flashback of the events from earlier ran through my mind, and I quickly got up ignoring all the pain in my, left leg.

I ran/limped to the cabin and desperately banged on the door.

It was two in the morning. Who in the world would open the door?

Chaz wasn't in the cabin, obviously, and Justin was being too dern depressed to open the door. Justin Must've heard my loud sobs, because less than a minute later he yanked the door open.

"Ally Wha- I," He stopped trying to find words and carried me to his bed. He rubbed my back in attempts to calm me down. I stopped sobbing and Justin immediately asked me the question he was dying to know the answer too, "What Happened?"

"Justin," I held my breath. I had to tell him. I needed too, "Rider He," I closed my eyes as the events played a slideshow in my head, "He raped me," I got the words out and hearing them come out of my mouth made me sob harder.

"I'm going to kill him," Justin replied emotionless. Justin got up to leave and I quickly panicked, "Y-You Can't leave me. J-Justin. What if-" My sentence was cut off when I started hyperventilating.

"Ally, I swear to God I'll never leave your side again,"

The way he said it, made me believe him. And that's when I realized, I loved him. With all my heart. I watched as Justin left the cabin. I looked around the dark cabin scared. What if Rider was here? Right now?

I clenched my hands in too fist and forced myself to be brave. The 'brave' act lasted a mere second before hid in too the corner curled up in too a ball on the floor, scared out of my mind.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-NeUXXUQBnk

The door swung open and my heart stopped completely.

'Ally!" Chaz's panicked voice filled the cabin. It took a minute or two for me to recover but when I did, I ran for Chaz. I jumped on too him wrapping my legs on too his waist.

I sobbed in too his shoulder unable to speak.

"Ally, I'm so sorry." Chaz said this over and over stroking my hair rocking me back and forth like a father does his scared little daughter.

"Ally, I really am sorry about earlier and all," Chaz whispered in my ear.

"It's my fault, I lead you on," I muttered through my tears.

"No, I lead you on, Ally don't take the blame," He objected. I sighed not wanting to get in too an argument. I let sobs overtake me once again, and Chaz rubbed my back muttering, "It'll be ok,"

Rider yanked on my hair and I forced back a scream. He was 'Inside' me and I couldn't do anything about it, but scratch at his back, silently begging him to stop. He took this as a sign of pleasure and laughed. He rubbed my inner thigh and I had to sob. I had too. "This won't be the last time, I'm coming back Ally," He whispered.

I grabbed Chaz's t-shirt scared for dear life he was coming back. This wasn't the end. I flinched when I heard a high pitched scream nearby. My eyes widened when I realized that the sound came from me.

Someone else came in the cabin, "Whats wrong with her?"

"I- She Just froze up and started screaming." Chaz said in response to Justin. He handed me over to Justin and Justin cradled me whispering Gentle words in ear. The only thing that stopped me screaming was his song

 

"Across the ocean, across the sea,

Starting to forget the way you look at me now

Over the mountains, across the sky,

Need to see your face, I need to look in your eyes

 

Through the storm and through the clouds

Bumps on the road and upside down now

I know it's hard, babe, to sleep at night

Don't you worry

'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

 

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

 

All alone, in my room

Waiting for your phone call to come soon

And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles,

To be in your arms, holding my heart

 

Oh I,

Oh I,

I love you

And everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

 

Through the long nights

And the bright lights

Don't you worry

'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

 

You know that I care for you

I'll always be there for you

I promise I will stay right here, yeah

 

I know that you want me too,

Baby we can make it through anything

'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

 

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

'Cause everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

 

Through the sorrow, and the fights,

Don't you worry

Everything's gonna be alright"

 

I clutched at his shirt and my hand hit a wet spot. I brought my hand up and I saw blood. Riders Blood. Exhaustion took over me before I could process anything.

******

I woke up too many different voices.

Voice One: Mr. Casino is heading to the station now.

Voice two: We'll need to check out the girl of course.

Voice Three: The camp has been informed on what happened.

I shifted in the bed and everyone stopped talking. My eyes fluttered open, and I flinched against the sun light peeking in the cabin.

I got up slowly but immediately stopped when I shifted my left foot. Pain flared up my leg and I bit my lip to stop from yelling in pain.

Justin rushed over too me and quickly picked me up.

I smiled at him whispering a quick thanks.

"Some people want too talk too you. You think you can handle it?" Justin whispered back. I nodded slowly.

He lead me outside and I was quickly greeted by a nurse. I quickly glanced at the ambulance truck parked in the grass.

"Do you mind if we look over you? To make sure your ok?" I gripped Justin's hand unsure. He gave my hand a gentle squeeze and I followed The nurse to the ambulance truck. We got in the back of it, and she closed the door.

I exhaled, trying to calm down.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2eedEQ6yMkE

"You'll have to take your clothes off for the exams," She stated politely.

I shook my head no. I'd never let anybody see me. Never.

"I can't"  I whispered, I shook my head, "But I can tell you what hurts,"

She smiled sadly at me before nodding.

"I think I broke my ankle and he left me a few bruises here and there," I didn't dare say his name. The thought of his name left a bitter taste in my mouth. Speaking of bitter... My stomach knotted up and it suddenly felt like it was one hundred degrees.

"Can W-we maybe s-step outside," I stuttered. The nurse nodded and she let the door open. I went outside and sighed in relief. The cool air calmed me immediately.

The nurse handed me a glass of water and I accepted it gratefully. I quickly drank it, and sighed, and began too explain to her where all my bruises were. She simply gave me pain killers and some type of ointment. She put a brace on my leg and I quickly rushed back to Justin.

"Can We ask you some questions?" Someone immediately questioned. I immediately shook my head, "I cant. Not today?"

"Ms. We need to-'

Justin cut him off quickly, "She said not today". The detective looked at him in shock, but nodded. Justin carried me inside, and set me on the bed. I glanced at my duffel bag and quickly thanked Justin before going in the bathroom to change.

I put on underclothes and changed in too tanned skinny jeans. I put on a white tank top and frowned once I realized I didn't have any other clean shirts. I sighed deepy. I didn't plan on staying here. I brushed my hair putting it in to a side braid and quickly brushed my teeth. I tucked my tank top in and walked back to Justin.

"You think I could borrow one of your shirts?" I asked shyly.

He chucked before grabbing a purple hoodie and handing it too me. I slipped it on and thanked him. He sat me on his lap and I stared at him, "What Now?"

"I don't know," He sighed before shrugging his shoulders. He leaned in and my breath hitched. He kissed me passionately for a minute or two, "I'm really glad you're ok Ally,"

"Don't ever leave me Justin. Ok? I need you," I admitted.

"That's All I Wanted You to say. Can we start over?" He asked shyly.

I nodded smiling, "I'm Allysa."

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She finally revealed her name. I enjoyed writing this sooo much. Thank you for all the lovely comments. I absolutely loved them. Sequel?

 

 

 

 

 

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