Can't Find Love

my neighbour has blue eyes and blonde hair, he's cute but he has a girlfriend. i'm antisocial and i get bullied. i've never been loved by my own family and they have high expectations but when i look at niall everything seems so perfect in my life but then again he has a girlfriend and no one likes an ugly girl like me.

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1. Chapter 1

Alex's P.O.V

i sighed as i walked downstairs where my family was eating breakfast, they all wake up early so they can have breakfast without me, they treat me like shit and im not even adopted. oh well im used to it now.

I have to go to school whether i like it or not. Even though my parents dislike me , they care so fucking much about my grades so that they can tell people that "their daughter" is smart. One time, i got 'B' in history and they beat me up, that's just crazy.

I decided to skip breakfast, i walked out of the house with my bag over my one shoulder, i looked down at my body and wondered why am i so fat? i sighed when i looked up at my neighbour's house, niall was sitting on the porch with his girlfriend, i frowned at the sight of her. Idk why im attracted to niall so much, he's like my drug and i need him. He caught me looking at him and he cracked his beautiful smile which made me smile. I saw how unhappy niall was with her or that's what i want to see. I looked at his girlfriend who was giving me death glare. Unfortunately, his girlfriend goes to my school, she's popular but i keep forgetting her name. So, i looked down again and kept walking.

When i finally got to school, i walked down the hallway to my locker. I sighed as i read the words that was written by the bullies on my locker.

"ugly"

"fat"

"worthless bitch" those words made me way more insecure than i was before. I finally opened my locker and took my books out, i looked at the picture of niall that i had put inside my locker and smiled. I know its creepy to have his pic here but this is the only way i can have him. I closed it and went to my first period class which was French,let the tortue begin...

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