Was I Wrong

She's on my mind 24/7 loosing her was the hardest thing I could've ever done, I had no choice. - Niall Horan


5. Thinking About You


"Aubrey I love you." I kissed her neck as she wrapped her arms around my torso.

I picked her up and set her on the counter. I kissed her neck passionately, and then her soft lips.

She broke the kiss and kissed the side of my neck.

"I love you too." She whispered in my ear.

I rubbed my hands on her waist.

"Niall remember forever and ever." She pecked my lips.

"Always." I said.

Then I picked her up bridal style she was laughing.

I carried her to the bedroom and set her gently down on the bed, I took off my shirt and got on top of her, to kiss her neck and her shoulders.

"GET UP!" I suddenly woke up and I was covered in water.

I breathed really hard at first, my heart was racing, the cold water made me shiver and my eyes flew open.

"ZAYN, LIAM!!!" I yelled I heard them laughing

Then as they ran away I heard the door shut.

I just stayed there.

My shirt was soaked and my basketball shorts seemed to survive.

That dream was to realistic, Aubrey I love you but I can't get the courage to tell you. I stood up and looked at reflection in the tv. Damn it Zayn and Liam.

"NIALL!!" I heard Harry call.

"What!?!?" I yelled out.

"Time for the writing session.." He came in and my shirt was still on.

"They did it!" He started to crack up.

"HA HA not funny lad." I said taking off my shirt

"It's hilarious!" Harry exclaimed.

I started to laugh a little, I couldn't stay mad.

"Alright lad let's go, before she gets mad were late lad." Harry said.

I followed Harry to the room next to the dressing room.

As we entered the lads were on the couch and Aubrey was doing something with the recording machines next to the instruments.

"I'm sorry lad!" Zayn said laughing.

"I'll get you both back just watch!" I laughed and took a seat on the arm rest where Louis was sitting.

"Ok boys do any of you have any song ideas." Aubrey said trying to keep it professional.

"Well we have a song we haven't quite finished." Liam said.

"Great what is it?" She asked taking a seat on the stool.

"Well it's called Don't Forget Where You Belong." Harry spoke.

"Can I hear what you have?" She asked.

"Of course." Louis said, and pulled out his iPad and started to play the lyrics we sang.

'Been a lot of places

I've been all around the world

Seen a lot of faces

Never knowing where I was

On the horizon

But I know, I know, I know, I know

The sun will be rising back home'

Aubrey closed her eyes and was taking in the harmony. She looked pretty when she did that.

I remember when she used to ask me to sing to her and when I did she did that same face.

I shivered at the thought. Her looks and her smile seem to haunt my mind every hour of the day.

'Livin' out of cases

Been packing up and taking off

Made a lot of changes

But not forgetting who I was

On the horizon

But I know, I know, I know, I know

The moon will be rising back home back home'

"I love it boys!" She smiled and I caught my self starring at her.

"Great! Now we have to finish it." I said trying not to sound sarcastic or anything.

She looked at me like duh and then turned her attention away from me and then she rolled her eyes.

What was that all about.


After the session I was hungry, we finished the lyrics to the song, turns out they have about 10 songs ready to be recorded these boys work fast. But we need to finish writing some more songs.

When Niall spoke I turned really defensive in my head, because I was used to hearing negative things from him.

Ugh I don't want to think about him anymore. I'm starving.

I went to the lounge and literally everyone was there.

I grabbed a plate and put fruit on it, a sandwich, potato salad, and I added some weird British chip I've never tried in my life. I grabbed a water bottle and spotted a seat in the back.

My instinct was to go over and sit all alone.

I always seemed to distanced myself from people.

But this is Niall's world and I'm just a background prop.

My phone started to vibrate, I took it out and answered the phone, it was just a random number I didn't recognize.

"Hello?" I said in a soft tone.

"Aubrey it's Logan I have a new phone number, so I thought I'd give you a call, and I was wondering what you were up to." He said nicely

"Ohh yeah Logan! I miss seeing you around! I'm just on tour with a client. Right now we I believe are in London." I said.

"Dang it I was hoping to hang out." He said sadly

"Hey when I get a break I'll come and visit you, we can go hit a restaurant or ice cream or something! Or maybe you can come visit me on tour." I said happily.

"I'll see when I get a break, I'm working on a movie right now." He said

"Seriously congrats! I'll have to come to the premier or something." I smiled to myself.

"You can come as my date or something." He laughed through the phone as did I

"Of course." I smiled

"Well I've gotta go see you soon hot shot." He said and hung up.

Awh I miss Logan he was my best friend back in LA many people have seen him in Percy Jackson or that wall flower movie and what not, but I meet him at a album listening party and I don't know we've been friends forever.

I finished eating my food and decided to go outside for a smoke, it was raining so I went back to the bus and grabbed one of my wind breaker jackets.

"You can't go outside without a security guard." A boy said I believe his name was Luke.

"Well then do you know where Paul or James is?" I said nicely

"Paul is with Niall by the buses." Luke said and kept walking to his bus.

I walked shortly over by my bus and there was Zayn and Niall as well as Paul.

"Hey Paul? Do you mind escorting me outside for a minute or two?" I asked politely he knew what I meant as well as Niall and Zayn .

"Of course love, Zayn do you want to join?" Paul asked.

"Sure I haven't had a smoke in a while." He said

"Niall? Care to come?" Zayn said again.

"Sure..." Niall said awkwardly.

I followed behind them as we went outside fans started to scream, they looked soaked and wet.

I felt bad for them, I wanted to just give them food and blankets.

I lite the cigarette and started to smoke. Zayn did the same.

"When did you start again?" Niall's voice made me jump a little.

I looked at him to make sure he was talking to me.

"Ummm about a half a year ago..." I said

"We still lived together?" Niall said

"Yeah." I said looking down and Niall looked me up and down like he was disappointed.

Paul and Zayn were by the gates Niall and I were still by the doors.

"Why, did you start smoking again?" Niall asked worried and shyly scratching his head

"I don't know how to explain it to you." I said sharply, my heart was hurting.

"Try?" Niall said

"Umm well I could handle all the stress, from our relationship, basically I started again because I was pissed and depressed, and smoking was the only thing I could turn to. I guess." I honestly didn't know how to explain it to him, my heart kept racing, I was shaking.

I exhaled a lot of smoke after saying that.

"I'm sorry I did that to you." Niall said out of nowhere. It made me want to cry but I was at loss for words...

"Yep." Was all I could manage to get out.

Paul and Zayn came back and we went back into the building,

"I think you guys should give fans some food or a tarp or something they're drenched with rain." I said before going back stage.

Zayn and Niall looked at me and then to each other.

I continued walked back stage, maybe I should watch the show. Tom keeps pushing it on me.

"Tom!" I called to him.

"Decided to watch the show?" He asked.

"Yeah I guess." I said giving the smallest smile.

"I'm glad, follow me and Lou." I smiled at Lou she was the coolest person ever.

I followed behind them and security guards lead us to the sound booth thing, it sat up high and fans were on the side and front of it, the whole place was full.

Fans snapped pictures of us walking by.

And some were asking if I was one of the boys girlfriends, I just nodded my head no and couldn't help but smile at how silly they acted. But I can't blame them I'd do the same to the Arctic Monkeys or The 1975 or U2.

Then again I was trained not to freak out when working with celebrity music artists. So I don't really freak.

I took a seat on the stool by Lou and Gemma was sitting by Lou. Tom was by the Jim controlling the sound.

The boys intro started and lots of girls were screaming uncontrollably, they were loud!

I watched the screens as they showed the boys at a messed up house, from a party all looking like they woke up messed up but in reality they'd look like shit.

In this intro they look perfect haha.

Then the music started to play and they popped out of the ground and started to sing.

Niall instantly found me and kept looking over here the whole concert.

When he sang his eyes on me when he wasn't singing his eyes were on me when he was playing guitar his eyes found me.

When he sang his solo to little things it felt like he was singing to me.

I loved it when he used to sing to me! I can't! It's just so hard to explain the way it felt when he sang to me, I become weak and my heart used to become weak, then we start having a hard core make out session.

Those were the days, but I can see why fans do love them and their voices, the boys are studs.

Tom had security escort us backstage before the concert ended, they had only three more songs to do.

I was watching by the stairs that lead onto the stage, you could probably see me popping my head out on the side. Lou went to the buses as well as Gemma.

But I wasn't ready to go to the busses. This was actually fun.

I spotted Louis and Liam talking and giving short looks back to me.

I was suddenly suspicious.

"Alright everyone we have a new member to the tour." I heard Liam suddenly say.

"And we'd like to pull her out her for a moment, just to say hi." Louis spoke, the other lads had no clue what they were doing.

Hell no.

I started to climb the stairs down before I could run Liam had threw me over his shoulder.

"Sorry to do this to you love but everyone has gone through it." Liam laughed

"I hate you!" I exclaimed but I was suddenly laughing.

"There she is." Louis said and Liam set me down on the stage I stood up with his help.

"She's a runner." Liam said into the mic.

"Everyone say hi to Aubrey, she's helping us with a special project." Harry said.

I looked back and Josh, Sandy, Jon, and Dan, were laughing so hard.

"I hate you all." I mouthed to then and started to blush.

Liam, Zayn, Harry, Louis, and Niall all were siting on the steps now, while I leaned on the stairs.

I waved and attempted to run backstage, but even the guards wouldn't let me off the stage.


This isn't fun anymore.

Harry whispered in my ear "tell them about the album his is basically our announcement.

I swallowed the dryness in my throat, I could used a cigarette right now.

"Do explain why you are apart of the tour." Zayn said smiling and giving you that comforting look.

I'm scared shitless. And I tried to not look at the crowd it made me even more nervous, I started to breath a little hard. Maybe a little too hard.

Harry handed me a mic.

"Well umm I'm working with the boys, on a special project you should know about yet but they want me to share it anyway..." I looked back at them and gave them a expressionless face.

"We are working on the next album!" I breathed out, my heart was racing I could barely speak. I seriously need something to calm me down this is overwhelming.

The fans were screaming and everyone was looking at me, I think was having a panic attack a minor one.

I need to get off this stage.

"And they can sing the rest." I said in an uneasy voice and waved to the crowd.

I pushed through the security guards whom could tell I look uneasy, I felt uneasy.

Walking on the last step, I found myself laying on the ground.

I couldn't breathe, my heart I couldn't feel it.

I had collapsed on the ground, I was losing my vision.

Before I completely shut my eyes I saw Lou, Gemma, security guards, the 5sos lads rushing to me but the security guards were mostly the people trying to help me.

"CALL THE AMBULANCE!!! EMERGENCY!!!" One of the security guards spoke into his walky.

The last person I saw was Paul rushing from the stage area, he came to my side and picked me up.

I then black out.....


Oh no what's going on with Aubrey. Sorry to end it here loves, it's kinda short well because my great grandma had a funeral yesterday and I wasn't home for two days :( I'll miss her but at least she's with my great grandpa.

Anyway tell me what you think about this chapter. And yeah leave feedback let's see your reactions to this ch. I'm more excited for the next ch ;)

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